When you open the heavy door, you are greeted by the strong aroma of pine wood in the church. Jenny walked into the church and looked at the spacious and bright dome in front of her, and the sunlight shone down from the stained glass above, creating a strange, not dazzling halo throughout the church. There was no one in the church, but even so, Jenny was careful and careful, she turned her head, looked around, and after making sure that no one was there, she crept into the door of the confessional through the shadow in the corner, and then opened the delicate ebony door and entered.

Sitting in the small confessional room, Jenny looked a little nervous, she couldn't stop taking a deep breath, this small, space that can only accommodate one person is actually not dull, but Jenny feels that she has never been so nervous. There were times when she wanted to just turn around and get out of here, maybe she shouldn't have come at all, maybe she was wrong. If that's the case, then will she be caught and then taught a lesson......... Let's get out of here, it's still too late.........

"What's the matter? Lost lambs? ”

It was less than a minute, but it seemed like hours to Jenny, and when she heard Ellie's voice come back to her senses, she found herself still sitting in the chair of the confessional, and a familiar figure was reflected in the curtain behind the openwork pattern in front of her.

Is it too late to leave? Let's just talk about something and fool the past, but this is .........

"That, that, I, I have something I want to repent!"

Although there were still chaotic thoughts in her heart, Jenny couldn't help but speak.

"I, I don't know if I'm right, I don't know if I should think that way, but I just can't contain my feelings......... Well, I don't know what to say. I always felt that I had a terrible, evil feeling in my heart. It wants to dominate me and make me do things I shouldn't do........."

"For example?"

"For example......... I want to be more intimate with others, not the ordinary ones, but more ......... Intimate Relationships......... I want to feel the other person's skin, the other person's heartbeat..............."

Wow. How so.........

Obviously she didn't want to say so much, but Jenny was surprised to find that her mouth completely ignored her will, and said word by word the desire hidden in her heart. She wanted to stop, but she couldn't, the mouth seemed to be no longer her own, although Jenny desperately tried to shut up, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't do it. I could only watch my own voice echo through the confessional.

"I wanted to be closer to those lovely kids, even though I didn't know exactly how to do it. But at that time I felt as if I was going to turn into a beast......... I tried to deny it, but no matter how much I prayed, it lingered......... I don't think it's something I should do, something I shouldn't do, but why can't I change it when I know it...... Me, what I want......... What exactly? ”

I don't know how long it took, but Jenny seemed to pour out her feelings that had been hidden in her heart. Then she sat down in her chair with her eyes blankly looking up.

It's over. Everything is spoken. Her Highness must think that I am a filthy woman with a dark heart......... I'm sure I'll be stripped of my status as a priest, and then what? Will I be imprisoned? Or will you be locked up in a seminary?

The thought that she might well spend her entire life in the convent made Jenny tremble. And at this moment, Ellie's voice sounded again.

"Lost lamb, it seems. You don't know exactly what you want......... But don't worry, don't be afraid, it's not something evil, and it's not a heinous crime. ”

"Really?"

Hear Ellie's answer. Jenny couldn't help but cry out excitedly, and soon she realized that she was a little too loud in the confessional, and hurriedly closed her mouth and looked at the opposite figure again with expectant eyes.

"Really, really? What crime did I not commit? ”

"Huhuhu, of course not."

Hearing Jenny's words, Ellie couldn't help but let out a crisp laugh like a silver bell.

"What you feel is just a process that everybody goes through, and you don't need to be uneasy. We are here to help you find your way out of the lost......... However, I am afraid that this alone will not be able to reassure you, so come to the sacrament room at twelve o'clock this evening......... There, your questions will be answered. ”

Jenny didn't know how she had left the confessional, but when she came back to her senses, she found herself standing on the steps outside the church, and the warm, even scorching sun shone on her, but it made her feel a strange feeling.

"Huh? I just ............"

Jenny looked down at her hands, and was surprised to find that she had no idea what she had just heard from Her Highness in the confessional room. It's obviously what happened just now, but now my memory is blurry and hazy, as if a long time has passed, so that I can't recall what Ellie said at that time, the only thing I remember is ...............

"Ah, Mistress Jenny!"

At this moment, a brisk voice suddenly sounded, and then a young priest who looked about the same age as Jenny came to her like a dexterous deer, and greeted Jenny with a bright smile.

"Why are you stunned here? Could it be that you are sick? ”

"Maria......... No, nothing. ”

Facing the colleague in front of her, Jenny also reluctantly showed a smile. She hurriedly shook her head, indicating that she was fine.

"It's just that the sun outside is a little dizzy, and I can't open my eyes for a while."

"yes, it's been getting hotter lately."

The innocent girl didn't seem to notice Jenny's hidden mood, but smiled like a butterfly and spun her hands around in a circle, before stopping and winking at Jenny.

"Lord Jenny, take care of yourself, huh? If you get sick and fall, you won't be able to get it. ”

"yes..............."

Jeanne sighed at Maria's words, and then, as if she had thought of something, she looked up at Maria curiously. If she remembered correctly, this girl was very nervous and uneasy at first, just like herself, and now, she really looked carefree, happy like a bird in the forest, could it be that she was no longer worried?

"Maria? Are you already okay? ”

"Huh? What is Mistress Jenny talking about? ”

"That's it......... That one......... About your faith..............."

"Ah, that's the problem."

Hearing Jenny's words, Maria blinked curiously, and then suddenly said with a smile on her face.

"Well, thanks to Sister Saintess, I'm not worried at all, does Lord Jenny still have unresolved troubles? Rest assured, I'm sure Sister Saint will guide Mistress Jenny to the path you should take. ”

With that, Maria glanced around.

"Ah, I forgot that I still have work to do, so Sister Jenny, let's get back and keep talking!"

As she spoke, Maria waved her hand at Jenny, and then scurried away. Looking at the girl's distant back, Jenny was silent, and then she turned her head to look at the church in front of her.

A voice echoed in Jenny's head.

Twelve o'clock tonight......... Sacrament Room ............ (To be continued.) )