Chapter 389: I Will Grow Up
PS: Although it's two more today.,But the number of words is 7000+.,Yesterday I said that I updated a little more.,Can you support me? PS: I'm a little depressed when this chapter is written, and I believe book friends are also depressed, but this is a turning point, and it's a necessary step, of course, I definitely won't let the depressed thing come true.
Feiliu City, in the study in the Zhuang family's manor.
"Uncle Zhuang has anything to say, just say it." Wang Sancai stared at his solemn and tired face and said seriously.
Zhuang Zheng blinked his eyes in contemplation, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Sancai, you also saw it today, these vassals around me have almost no plastic materials, and those vassals in distant places are too ambitious, and it is hard to say whether they will covet me!" Although Wang Yuanfang looks like a worker, his qualifications are still shallow, and his foundation is not deep, and I must have many vassals dissatisfied with Jiang Jieming's position in private, and I can't give him other important positions, such as ...... Military power, no matter how talented he is, the wealth and soldiers must not fall into the hands of one person at the same time. ”
Wang Sancai's heart suddenly jumped, and he said in his heart, he wouldn't want to hand over the military power to himself, right?
In fact, Wang Sancai also considered simply joining the Zhuang family, so that at the very least, the troubles of the Liang family and the Huang family can be well solved.
However, I don't know if it's because I have crossed into a new world, or because I was bound too many restraints on my body at the previous time, and I can't help myself, Wang San came to the other world to accept his fate. I made up my mind that I must live my life freely!
This is what he once said to Zhuang Biyun, and it is also the bottom line that he has always adhered to, after all, if he joins the Zhuang family, then he will be bound by things that he can't help himself.
This is also the fundamental reason why Wang Sancai has been hesitating.
Therefore, Wang Sancai didn't wait for solemnity to speak again, and hurriedly said, "Uncle Zhuang, you can hand over the military power to Mr. Long to manage." ”
Sure enough, it was the same as Wang San thought. As soon as I say this myself. Majestie immediately frowned.
Wang Sancai took into account the ambiguous relationship between Zhuang Yan and Mr. Long, and simply said directly: "Although Mr. Long may be a little inferior in talent, he has been by Uncle Zhuang's side all the year round, and he has already established absolute prestige among those vassals. Let him take over the military power and relieve the pressure on Uncle Zhuang, I believe that no one will have an opinion. ”
"But ......," solemnly hesitated, "he has been put in prison by me." And I have deprived him of the right to hold office for life. ”
"Uncle Zhuang. The reason why Mr. Long was imprisoned was not because Hai Tianqing was secretly obstructing? I'm afraid that even someone would have planted it at that time! Now that the truth about the dealer's mole has been revealed, this secret threat does not exist. And the vassals also know that Uncle Zhuang is short of manpower. Release Mr. Long in advance, I believe they won't have an opinion. Wang San knew that Zhuang Yan would say this, so he gave up all his thoughts.
However, even so, it did not change its solemn determination.
Zhuang Zhuang also heard what Wang Sancai meant, was silent for a long time, suddenly changed the topic, and went straight to the topic: "Sancai...... I'm sure you'll hear that I'm trying to woo you. ”
"Hmm......" Wang Sancai nodded and pondered for a moment, and said with a smile: "Uncle Zhuang, don't forget that I am not from the Zhuang family, let me replace Hai Tianqing's position, those vassals will definitely be very dissatisfied." ”
However, solemnly shook his head affirmatively and said, "I don't think so." ”
Wang Sancai suddenly cast a puzzled look.
"Sancai!" Zhuang Zhuang suddenly took a deep breath and said slowly: "Your kindness to my dealer Those guys have seen it in their eyes, if they are not familiar with you, I believe they will definitely be dissatisfied, but the recent things are all related to you, although you are not from my dealer's family, but you appeared in the punishment hall and the execution ground, the important thing is that you have not been rejected by them, it has already shown that you have been recognized by them." ”
Wang Sancai still said a word, but he hit the nail on the head: "But, Uncle Zhuang...... I'm not from your Zhuang family. ”
"I know." nodded solemnly, and the next sentence immediately made Wang Sancai's heart flutter: "So, if you don't dislike it, I plan to marry Xiaoyun to you." ”
As he spoke, he noticed Wang Sancai's surprised expression, and said angrily: "You have been recognized in the hearts of my vassals, as long as you marry Xiaoyun, who has a reason to refute?" ”
After saying this, Zhuang Zheng shut up and said no more, because he knew that he had already said all that he had to say.
This is the second time that Zhuang Yan said this sentence to Wang Sancai in person, different from the first time, this time, Wang Sancai's heart was moved, and he no longer had as many worries as before, he smiled a little unnaturally: "Uh...... Uncle Zhuang, of course I won't dislike ......"
"Does that mean you agree?" A very rare blink of an eye.
Wang Sancai did shake his head hurriedly, a little afraid to face the solemn gaze, and bowed his head and said: "Uncle Zhuang, although my current wife is fake, it is true in the eyes of those vassals." ”
solemnly pondered for a moment before saying: "It's simple, after the matter on the royal family's side is over, find a way to let your 'prop' die in a disease, anyway, in their eyes, your lady is also terminally ill." ”
Wang Sancai frowned slightly: "As soon as the old lady died, I married the new lady, wouldn't it be ungrateful in their eyes?" I'm afraid that this will become an excuse for them. ”
When Zhuang Zhuang heard this, he suddenly fell silent, Wang Sancai couldn't help but raise his head and look at it, and found that Zhuang Zhuang was staring at him, and suddenly spoke: "Sancai, in many cases, you don't need to care too much about what others think of you, and the lion never cares about the idea of a sheep." First, you are kind to my dealer, and second, Xiaoyun is my daughter, and I am willing to marry her to you, and no one is qualified to refute it. ”
Wang Sancai couldn't help but laugh and said, "This is not the idea that the lion cares about the sheep, but the fact. ”
“…… All right. This is indeed true. Solemnly sighed, suddenly pondered for a moment, and then said: "At least wait for a while, I want to hand over the military power to you for the time being, and then see their reaction, what do you think?" ”
To be honest, Wang Sancai really didn't want to limit himself by leading troops, but it was indeed difficult to find a suitable candidate for a while, so he thought for a moment. Nodding, "Okay." ”
"Say so. Do you agree with them all? The solemn face lightened a little.
"Agreed, but ......" Wang Sancai took a deep breath and said, "Uncle Zhuang, I think it should be okay for me to take it for a while." Think about it for a long time. It is more appropriate to choose a bookmaker...... Don't be afraid of Uncle Zhuang jokes. I don't have any experience with it, and I really don't want to spend my time on it......"
He was a little puzzled when he saw solemnity. simply sighed, and directly told all the thoughts in my heart: "Actually, I don't know if I should marry Zhuang Biyun or not, I like and yearn for that kind of free life, I don't want to be bound by some things in reality, I want to live a freer life...... Uncle Zhuang saved me and protected me, and now he has given me such an important position, I shouldn't have said such a thing, but this is really my heart, and I don't vomit or feel unhappy.
I've always thought that if one day, all the people I care about live a stable life, then I will definitely choose to live in seclusion, maybe find a place that is not too messy to open a small inn, look at the lively crowd every day, listen to their complaints about life, watch the clouds roll up, and watch the flowers bloom and fall...... Hehe, Uncle Zhuang probably thinks I'm too unmotivated, but this is really the life I want, I hope I can enjoy that kind of peace and comfort, not ......"
Speaking of this, Wang Sancai shook his head, and suddenly said: "I don't know if Zhuang Biyun is the same as I think, but I know that she likes to be lively...... I don't know if Uncle Zhuang can understand my thoughts......"
"I understand." Zhuang Yan suddenly interrupted Wang Sancai, and his gaze became a little drifting, as if he was caught in a distant memory: "Once upon a time, I also heard such words, but ...... That man never cared about the people he was supposed to care about, he only cared about his own life...... Or rather, he has his own pursuits. ”
Wang Sancai's heart moved, and he suddenly thought of the words he heard at the execution ground this morning, and immediately blurted out: "Uncle Zhuang's eldest brother? Zhuang Su? ”
solemnly silent, it took a long time before he answered: "It's him...... At first, I didn't understand, I thought that he had abandoned us, abandoned the responsibility he should have shouldered, and even, when he just left, I had extremely resentful of him, you know, he has always been my idol in my heart, my goal, because I was brought up by him, and even he was the whole of my life at that time. As he left, I cried and cursed him, scolding him for abandoning me, while he looked at me tenderly, but left me only a word...... Sancai, do you know what he said to me? ”
Wang Sancai listened to the solemn and bitter tone, and wondered: "Everyone's thoughts and concepts are different? ”
"No, he didn't tell me this directly, what he said was much more profound than this one, hehehehe." Zhuang suddenly smiled bitterly.
Wang Sancai closed his mouth.
After smiling bitterly for a long time, Zhuang Zheng took a slight breath: "He said, 'You will grow up, you will grow up'." ”
Wang Sancai suddenly raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean?" ”
"I didn't understand it at the time." solemnly sighed: "Later, I realized that he was telling me that growing up will make me understand everything, and sooner or later I will understand his choice, but if I can't comprehend, even if he makes sense, it will be floating in the air for me, and it will also be his excuse...... Yes, people think differently from person to person, and it was only later that I gradually understood that everyone has their own understanding and opinion of things, and what I should do is not to force it, but to face him with a smile and wish him a good life. ”
Speaking of this, he solemnly looked at Wang Sancai and said with a gentle smile: "I'm sorry, Sancai, I used to think that you were similar to what most people thought, but now I understand that you are a person like my eldest brother." ”
Wang Sancai looked at his kind eyes, and immediately felt that the pressure in his heart dissipated, but then, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and said with a wry smile: "Thank you, Uncle Zhuang, for understanding...... If I'm not mistaken, Zhuang Biyun shouldn't be able to marry me. ”
"I'm sorry, Sancai, she is my daughter, the princess of the Zhuang family, she was born with her responsibilities, maybe, sooner or later, one day I can also see the world, but at least, I'm sorry now......" As soon as Zhuang Zhuang finished saying this, he suddenly felt that he was talking too much, and suddenly shook his head again: "Of course, I also care about her own thoughts, after all, the happiness of her life should not be tied to the interests of the family, give me some time to think about it, you know, she is my only daughter, and I don't want her to live in regret in the future, It's very sad. I promise that I will never marry her off until I think it through. ”
"Thank you." Only Wang Sancai himself knew the bitterness in his heart when he said this, although he was already mentally prepared when he fully told his heart, but when he heard the solemn words spoken in person, he still felt that his heart was like being gently cut by an invisible blade, it hurt, it hurts. (To be continued......)