“weishenme！” After a long time, Xi Juan spoke, her voice was a little hoarse and low, and her eyes met Zhang Yuan's, as if she wanted to see something from Zhang Yuan's eyes and face.

“weishenme！” Zhang Yuan smiled bitterly, then looked at Xi Juan self-deprecatingly, and replied: "Yes, I also want to say weishenme, weishenme Liu Bang is so ruthless, the princes in the court of weishenme can't wait to get rid of me, I Zhang Yuan asked myself, I haven't done anything to the Han Dynasty to betray the Han Dynasty and betray Liu Bang, but weishenme can't tolerate me!" If you weren't helping me, I would have been cut off by them a long time ago, in their eyes, I am an ant, I can be easily crushed, I can repent of humiliation, and I can be slaughtered at will! No matter how much I give, I won't care!! ”

"weishenme, because I am a stranger, because the hearts of those who are not of my race will be different! Because they are jealous, worried, afraid! Zhang Yuan said almost frantically, venting the emotions squeezed in his heart these days.

Who can understand the contradictions brought about by him being in this position, on the one hand, Xi Juan, on the other hand, Xihe City, and the Han Dynasty's court pressing step by step, it simply makes him crazy, and makes him hate to self-destruct with this shijie.

"Bixia didn't fail you!" Xi Juan looked at Zhang Yuan with a cold face.

Zhang Yuan was stunned for a moment, looked at Xi Juan's face, listened to her words, and didn't know why a resentful emotion surged in his heart, emotions controlled his reason, he glared at Xi Juan angrily, and said angrily: "If he didn't fail me, how could he let others attack me for no reason." If he hadn't failed me, Xiao He, how could Zhang Liang have harmed me one after another? The cunning rabbit is dead, the lackey cooks, hum!! ”

Clang!!!

Xi Juan suddenly pulled out his sword, and the blade of the sword was close to Zhang Yuan's neck. Stopping at a few points, she looked at Zhang Yuan coldly, with a little pain in her eyes, and said: "Prime Minister, the military advisor once said that strangers have backbones, cannot be trusted, and cannot be reused!" But I still trust you and reuse you, but what about what you did? ”

Looking at Xi Juan. Zhang Yuan suddenly calmed down.

Sure enough, the aborigines and the players have different values. It seems that in her heart, loyalty and the Han Dynasty are more important than me! That's right. I'm something that deserves her to give up her relatives and friends. Give up your obsessions. Sacrifice of abandoning principles? But that's fine, if that's really the case, let a woman be like this, then am I still a human being? ’

Facing Xi Juan's sword drawing, Zhang Yuan didn't have any hatred, he looked at Xi Juan silently. He suddenly found that he had made up his mind, as if he had seen through something, and slowly spoke: "No matter what, you can sit still and wait for death." I don't want to! You are kind to me, but Liu Bang is not, I will bear you, you will kill me, I will not fight back! However, Liu Bang can't do it, and neither can anyone else! ”

'How good it would be if I wasn't born again!' Zhang Yuan thought faintly in his heart, if he wasn't reborn, he wouldn't have so many troubles, and he could deceive himself and live, at least, he would be happy and happy now! As the ancients said, ignorance is bliss!

In the face of Zhang Yuan's confrontation, Xi Juan's heart trembled unprecedentedly, at this time, everything was understood, and she also knew that she could not stop Zhang Yuan, even if she killed the other party.

'Let it all end!' Zhang Yuan looked at the tangled Xi Juan, and thought as if he had made up his mind, his heart was extremely painful, but it was unprecedentedly clear, he was not hesitant at all, nor was he indecisive, and said: "Xiang Yu was released by me!" ”

said, before Xi Juan could react, he mustered up all his strength and said: "Xiang Yu was rescued by me from Lu Matong, so everything in the country now is caused by me." I am the culprit of the rebellion in the Han Dynasty, and I am also the kind of war instigator you hate the most, and the guy who has to make a living for the people! Now, you can be freed, I helped you choose, and I also helped myself choose, kill me, I can't participate in the Yuan and Han wars, and you can also fight against the Yuan army with peace of mind! ”

Shocked, Xi Juan stared at Zhang Yuan in disbelief, listening to his words, he couldn't believe that all this was true.

Looking at her expression, Zhang Yuan smiled bitterly, so far, he has nothing to look forward to, for Xi Juan, he doesn't dare to ask for anything anymore, the cruel reality divides the two of them into two shijie, everything makes it impossible for them to be together, even if he gives up everything and gives up everything, it is impossible!

As for what Xi Juan will do when he knows about it, he doesn't care anymore, is it possible to turn back now? Without! In that case, then zuihou is not a death, so let's fight!

However, I didn't know Weishenme, Zhang Yuan's heart was still aching, and he was unconsciously holding his palm tightly by him, wisps of blood oozed out and dripped to the ground.

"Zhang Yuan, you rebellious, suffer death!!"

I saw a long sword suddenly attacking from behind Xi Juan, and the person who came was Xi Juan's personal maid Xiaoqing!

"Ding!!

With a crisp metal impact, the sword in Xiaoqing's hand flew out and fell to the ground.

Zhang Yuan looked at Xi Juan, his eyes were full of surprise and disbelief, and he looked at Xi Juan as if he was asking again.

Xiaoqing's sword was knocked away by Xi Juan.

"Miss!!"

Xiaoqing said with disbelief and resentment, with a hint of hatred in his expression. Zhang Yuan showed everything like this, it was no different from rebellion, even if Xiaoqing was not for anything else, it was impossible to hope that Xi Juan and Zhang Yuanzai had anything to do with it, so as not to get into unnecessary trouble.

"Who told you to eavesdrop, go back!!" Xi Juan roared sharply, glaring at Xiaoqing with anger.

Facing Xi Juan, who rarely loses her temper, in such a situation, Xiaoqing was scared in her heart, she trembled and glared at Zhang Yuan fiercely, the killing intent could not be concealed, but she didn't dare to stay, and returned to the inner account.

"Why bother!"

Zhang Yuan shook his head, he was bent on death, and when he died, all grievances and grievances were gone, and he didn't need to take care of it when he saw him on the battlefield, and he could draw an end to the indescribable love in his heart, even if it didn't work, it would be at least a comma, at least now it wouldn't be full of depression.

Xi Juan looked at Zhang Yuan and said in a deep voice: "Let go of everything, it's still too late, I can act as if nothing happened!" ”

"Ready to fly, I have to send it!" Zhang Yuan refused, originally. When he saw Xi Juan, thinking of everything the other party had done for him, and he was planning an incident in Xihe City, and all the harm he had done to the other party, he thought that he could give up everything and leave with Xi Juan.

However, in the end, he found out that he was not Zhang Wuji, and Xi Juan was not Zhao Min. Both of them have their own obsessions and persistence, and they can't do what Zhang Wuji and Zhao Min do.

Because, both of them have a strong sense of responsibility and have a temper that does not admit defeat. It is impossible to leave with a full sense of guilt and live in seclusion full of guilt......

'You live up to me. But I'm not guilty! ’

Eight simple words. contains the incomparably complex emotions and ambivalence in Zhang Yuan's heart. Who wants to be that negative person? However, no matter what the reasons were, he couldn't convince himself, because everything he did, everything he was going to do next, fundamentally. It is impossible to change everything that is in the negative Xi Juan for him.

He doesn't like to deceive himself, but bravely facing the cruel reality, how can a mere sentence show the real cruelty! This kind of heart-wrenching pain and contradiction brought about by facing reality made him miserable. Hate can't die.

Silence, the atmosphere was as cold as frost, freezing everything.

"Let's go!" Xi Juan broke the deadlock and said: "When the Yuan-Han War is over, it will be the time when you and I meet on the battlefield!" ”

I don't know why, when Zhang Yuan heard this, he still felt extremely sad, and he thought to himself: "Isn't all this exactly what I want?" Hopefully? Since he has chosen, he has to bear his consequences, like a man, standing to live and stand to die!!! ’

After taking a deep look at Xi Juan, Zhang Yuan turned around: "Qing does not live up to me, but I do not live up to Qing!" How......! I won't interfere in the Yuanhan War, I'll let it go if I believe it, if you can't believe me, you will kill me, and you will be waiting for you at any time! ”

When the words landed, Zhang Yuan had already lifted the tent and strode away from the door, without stopping from beginning to end.

Waiting for Zhang to move away, Xi Juan was stunned, a mouthful of blood spurted out of her mouth, she held her chest, her face was not a little moved, and she was as cold as a statue outlined in ceramics.

"Miss!" Xiaoqing looked at Xi Juan worriedly, wanting to go over and help.

Xi Juan raised his right hand, stopped her, and said hoarsely: "I'm fine!" ”

Xiaoqing looked at Xi Juan helplessly and said, "Zhang Yuan did that, why did the eldest lady let him go......!" ”

"Don't say any more, I know what I know!" A trace of sadness flashed in Xi Juan's eyes, but he still didn't show anything.

"But ............!!" Xiaoqing didn't want to stimulate Xi Juan, so she stopped talking.

She really can't figure it out, even if they are in love, what kind of good results can they have in such a situation now? Let go of Zhang Yuan like this, and spread it to the ears of Liu Bang and the court, how did Xi Juan deal with himself, at that time, I was afraid that I would have to bear a rebellious name, thinking of the disaster of destroying the family, I couldn't tolerate Xiaoqing not to feel trembling and afraid.

"Go down, let me be alone for a while!" Xi Juan waved away Xiaoqing, sat on the chair, and was once again in a daze, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Zhang Yuan appeared in his eyes.

Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island. My Fair Lady, Gentleman.

Jagged wattles, left and right flowing. My Fair Lady, I covet it.

I can't ask for it, but I can't think about it. Leisurely, tossing and turning.

Jagged wattles, picked left and right. My Fair Lady, Friends of the Piano.

Jagged wattles, left and right hairy. My Fair Lady, bells and drums.

Mei haode everything, but was broken by the ensuing sense of reverse blood, she coughed a few times, for the first time revealed bitterness, she whispered to herself: "Qing does not live up to me, but I am responsible for Qing!" How......!! You didn't fail me, in fact, why didn't I fail you......!!! ”

If you choose, you will have to bear the consequences.

In Zhang Yuan's eyes, it was he who lost Xi Juan. However, in Xi Juan's heart, it was she who lost Zhang Yuan.

The angle of considering the problem is different, the angle of standing is different, the result is diametrically opposite, in Zhang Yuan's view, everything Xi Juan has done for him is to pay. But in Xi Juan's heart, all this is what she should do. However, in the end, she chose the Han Dynasty, even if there are thousands of reasons for this, the only thing that cannot be changed is the ending.

Because of this, she felt that she was responsible for Zhang Yuan.

At this time, Zhang Yuan found that his heart was unprecedentedly calm, and he didn't have to think about the insoluble grievances and hatreds, and he didn't have to wander and be distressed between giving and taking, giving up and rare.

Did he put it down? No, on the contrary, he was burdened, he chose to carry all the pain and bear all the notoriety himself.

He felt that all this was what he should have done, and he was also responsible for the guilt he should have borne when he came, and since he had chosen, no matter whether it was bitter or sweet, he would knock out his teeth and swallow blood.

That's what men are.

"But how impermanent the world is, I don't live up to me, I don't live up to me!"

"How late is the long hatred from the song, I don't want the full moon in this life!"

"Could it be that God destined me to be born and die with you in this life and this life, and be dependent on each other?"

Looking at Haoyue, Zhang Yuan let go of the obsession in his heart, and walked away with everything he didn't want to bear, but had to bear. (To be continued......)