Chapter Thirty-Nine: Let's Talk About It
His chest rose and fell, and he spoke slowly, as if he could finally free himself from the suppressed feelings, and told me that there was no need to hide his heart: "I know that I am a candidate for the Lord God, and I cannot fall in love with you, which will bring you danger. August 1st Chinese ≤<."
I lowered my face silently, Xuanyuan Chen's love for me moved me, he has been thinking about me, and it is precisely because of this that he has become the target of the resentful snake, because of these words, he has been pressed in his heart for too long, too long, so long that it has become dark, and it has become a grudge. If you think about it this way, he will be lodged by the snake because of me......
"However, you are the eye of the sky, so, I believe that one day you will become a goddess, and at that time, we can be together!" He looked at me with great seriousness and conviction, and his determined gaze made my face turn red and inspired me like never before.
He is so sure that I can become a god, and has been helping me to improve, every step of my growth is inseparable from his guidance and teaching, but I have never known his feelings for me, he is hidden, so good.
I didn't expect him to plan so early! With such a vision!
Yes, he is Xuanyuan Chen, he has always had his own plan, so that he can keep the things around him under his control and will not get off the right track.
Therefore, he will not tell you his thoughts, until the goal is achieved, you may not know that it is all his layout. Because he is Xuanyuan Chen, he will not allow any move to make a mistake and affect his overall situation.
"However, Fusu has taken a liking to you." He said suddenly, my heart tightened, and there was a hint of irritability in his tone, Xuanyuan Chen...... I hate being upset the most......
Fu Su obviously disrupted his plans, his face became gloomy, and his eyes were full of disdain and contempt: "He will only harm you, so, when he first returned to the God Realm to recuperate, I hinted at him." ”
I was exceptionally calm in his words, and it seemed that I was not surprised at all that he hinted at Fu Su, because he was Xuanyuan Chen, a godfather, a candidate for the future main god, and the president of the student union of the Immortal Realm, and he didn't want to obstruct Fu Su, so he didn't act like him.
The first time I returned to the Divine Realm to recuperate......
That's it! It was the time when Fusu was beaten out of the prototype, and his mother came to my house to pick him up!
No wonder Fu Su came back later, and the whole person was weird.
Xuanyuan Chen's face was still cold, as if he had done this right, he thought he was doing the right thing, indeed, from his point of view, no...... Also from the point of view of protecting me......
Because Fusu later told me the reason why he couldn't love me, he was trying to protect me......
"After Fu Su calmed down, he didn't pester you anymore, but I didn't expect that the first future would come after that." Xuanyuan Chen tightened his eyebrows, and there was more sympathy in his deep dark eyes, "Ten years of parting have made it more difficult for me and Fu Su to control your love, in that timeline, Fu Su and I released our suspicions and forbearance with him by Xuan Yue's side, not because Xuan Yue was threatening our family, but ......" He raised his eyes and looked at me deeply, "You ......"
My heart stopped beating for a moment, and I looked at him in a daze: "Me? ”
"Yes. You. He said earnestly again, "Because only you can change that future, Fusu and I will protect your physical body together, you don't know how happy we are when we wake up when you wake up!" But! Fusuna scum is ahead of the game! He's ahead of me! How can you be so casual with him! His murderous aura immediately floated, and his fists clenched.
My face burned violently, and I lowered my face in embarrassment: "I...... ...... to him It's emotional, he confessed to me, I know him, he's dying...... So I ......"
"What about me!" He asked aloud, "Am I not loving you enough?!" ”
I didn't dare to look at him: "You were ...... Didn't say ......" After speaking, I secretly looked at him, he stood for a moment, and there was a touch of embarrassment on his face, his eyes flashed and stroked his forehead: "I shouldn't blame you for this matter......" He calmed down again, "So, I cheated." ”
Cheat......
I stared at him, what...... Cheat?
He raised his hand and slowly untied the seven-colored flower brooch I gave him on his chest, and he put it in the palm of his hand and looked at it quietly: "This is the Flower of Dreams, which is a little similar to the function of the Flower of Memory." However, the Flower of Memories can only store fragments of memories, and time will slowly fade away, but the Flower of Dreams will record your daily experiences......" He looked at me, and when his expression was soft, his eyes also welled up with a trace of affection, "When you gave it to me, I believed that there was a fate between us, because the Flower of Dreams appeared with fate." ”
"Sui Yuan ......" I still remember that I was wandering around the school at that time, and then, I saw a seven-colored flower, which felt very beautiful, and then I picked one casually and wanted to give it to my father, but after that, I really didn't see the seven-colored flower again, because the fairy grass in the fairy realm has spirituality and will run around, so I don't feel strange.
"When you were about to go back to the past and turn the future, I threw the Dream Flower into the space-time tunnel you opened......" Xuanyuan Chen held the Dream Flower Brooch and smiled faintly, like a smile, people couldn't take their eyes off, his expression became more peaceful and peaceful than ever, "It will follow you back to my past self and tell me everything I was born in, and at that time, I can stop you from being with Fu Su." ”
Listening to his words, I didn't get angry, because Xuanyuan Chen never said his thoughts to anyone, but now he told me everything, whether it sounded touching or despicable, he told me everything, and he was more like he was ready to wait for the trial, and completely confessed everything to me.
"Dream flower is like this, it is not just a record of memories, but so that you can re-experience it in your dreams, including your feelings for you......" Xuanyuan Chen's light smile was full of memories, and that memory seemed to be beautiful to him, so at this moment, he showed a warm smile that I had never seen before.
However, this smile faded again after he returned the brooch, and he raised his eyes to look at me, with a trace of pity in his eyes: "I'm sorry, I lied to you, I cheated with the dream flower, in fact, I have always loved you, but, the time has not come, I don't want you to be hurt." ”
"So after you drink the Forgetfulness Water, as long as you activate the Dream Flower, you will have feelings for me again?" I finally found the answer to everything.
"Yes." He replied unabashedly, "I originally wanted to continue to keep it a secret, you are by my side, I can control everything, any man by your side, is under my control, but. His eyes tightened instantly, and a cold light flashed on his lenses," Fu Su remembered. ”
"Then why didn't you stop it in the first place?" I looked at him puzzled, "Since you want to stop me from being with Fusu, why didn't you make a move when I came back to chase him?!" ”
His expression returned to coldness again, and in the coldness, he even became more cold: "Because it was Fusu ten years ago, I know him, and I want to make you completely dead." ”
I felt a tightness in my chest and turned my face away: "You are so despicable! ”
"Because I love you, I want you to grow into a goddess and be able to be with me, Xiaolan, you are a mortal, you have to mature in such a short time, you need to go through greater pain and calamity than others!"
I was stunned, he said the same thing as my father, I couldn't help but look at him, his eyes were so serious and decisive, he was forcing himself to be cruel to me, because only by being ruthless can I become a god.
Father...... It's the same......
He wrinkled his eyebrows slightly and looked at me: "The road to becoming a god is cruel and painful, Xiaolan, do you think that when you are experiencing pain, I am not in pain?" However, I can't be soft-hearted, I'm sorry, Xiaolan, I can only do this, all this is to make you a god. ”
"So, let me become a god, and you become the main god, you are unscrupulous, right?" I turned my face back to stare into his face.
"Yes." Sure enough, he replied without hesitation, Xuanyuan Chen is Xuanyuan Chen, for the sake of the purpose, he can endure everything, and only he can treat himself so cruelly.
"Heh...... I couldn't help laughing, and I couldn't stop laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" He asked, a little worried.
I looked at him with a wry smile: "Xuanyuan Chen told me the truth, can I not be happy?" His expression was slightly embarrassed, as if he knew that what I was going to say next would make him embarrassed, and I, too, had already said, "But what you said to me really doesn't make me happy." ”
He furrowed his eyebrows, and his eyes were firm and deep: "Since I said it to you today, even if you hate me every day, I will not stop my plan, I want you to become a god and be with me." I don't want to know your choice right now, but one day, you'll definitely choose me. ”
Xuanyuan Chen is always so confident, domineering, and strong! He doesn't show it like Fusu, he hides it well, but, in the end, what he wants will inevitably belong to him.
"What if I fall in love with another man?" I deliberately asked rhetorically.
"Fusu!" His eyes immediately gloomy, "It's impossible for him anymore!" He said with such certainty, I couldn't help but feel nervous in my heart, because no one could change what Xuanyuan Chen was sure of.
"Why?" I asked.
He looked at me, his deep eyes as deep as the sea: "Because the Protoss knows." ”
I was shocked, Protoss...... Still got it......
His expression remained grim: "So, he will marry the goddess of the same kind, otherwise, you will be in danger." ”
Wipe! Despicable!
Doesn't the Protoss have any other routine?!
"However, even if you don't threaten your safety, Fu Su still wants to marry the goddess of the same clan, because he is a candidate for the patriarch of the Fuxi clan and the strongest Fuxi clan, so he needs to breed a strong, pure-blooded Fuxi descendant."
"What about you?!" I also sneered and asked, "After you become the main god, don't you have to marry the goddess of the same clan?" ”
Immediately, Xuanyuan Chen was stunned, his eyebrows began to twist, and he fell silent, and his face immediately showed an upset look. It's like saying, rub, how did I not think that I would have to have a baby with another woman.