"Silly God, let's eat something, you've been like this for 8 and disappeared, and your body will not be able to bear it."

“……”

"Maybe you might as well drink some water."

“……”

"Silly God, are you listening to me?"

“……”

Outside the door, Lin Mengxue shook her head with a depressed expression: "No, Sister Xingchen, Silly Tian hasn't eased up yet, and he can't listen to anything." ”

"It's understandable...... "My sister stretched out her head and looked at me, who was starless and almost collapsed, and said: "I once faced the death of my lover once, at that time, because I didn't witness it all, I could lie to myself and say that she didn't die and she was still alive, but now the second time I witnessed her death, this can no longer be deceived, the previous pain and the current pain will accumulate and explode together, alas......"

Lin Mengxue: "But there's no way to go on like this, sooner or later you'll break your body." ”

My sister didn't have a rut: "There's no way, now even if you go in and beat Ah Tian, he's like this, you can only wait for him to recover." ”

“……”

……

"Sedum, it's night, the volunteers are going to lock the door, it's time for us to go."

“……”

Holding a crumpled piece of paper in his hand, the word death could be vaguely seen, and he stood up like a machine and picked up the coat wrapped in Xin'er in his arms, and walked out of the room dejectedly.

Outside the hospital was the same as this morning, the cold wind was howling, the black clouds were overhead, and I was walking on the street, looking at the endless traffic coming, I stopped on the side of the road sluggishly, like a neurotic with a broken string.

My sister, who was following me, stepped forward and put a coat on my body and asked, "Ah Tian, where are you going back tonight?" Go back to the rental house or go home? ”

I looked up at the dark clouds in the sky with blank eyes, and muttered, "I don't know......"

"Then let's go home, Zhou Mengyue and Qiu Feng have already cooked the meal, and now we can go back and have a hot meal."

"Oh......"

Stopped a car and drove away, Lin Mengxue and my sister didn't talk to me much on the way, the silent anger and my silent expression also made the driver understand that something must have happened to me, so he didn't tease anything.

Back home, Zhou Mengyue and Qiu Feng hurriedly came up to ask what the situation was, but Lin Mengxue and her sister hurriedly pulled it away, and explained something in a whisper in the room on the side.

Thus the supper began in a gloomy atmosphere, and after a casual meal, I left the table, and sat in the living room with the bloody coat in my arms, staring out the window blankly, as if I were looking at something, as if I were looking forward to something.

Looking at me I fell into a state of stupor, my mind was blank, so blank that I could barely know anything, not even my own name, and at that moment a faint voice sounded next to me.

"Brother, can I sit next to you for a while?"

“……”

"If you don't answer, then I'll take it as a default."

“……”

Qiu Feng gently walked next to me, looked at the blood covered in my body and the bright red clothes in my arms, and said, "Brother, I like that girl named Xin'er very much." ”

“……”

In the silence, I shook my body slightly and nodded.

"The person you like can like yourself, and even if you leave, you will leave in the arms of your beloved, I think Sister Xin'er must be happy."

"When people die, there is no happiness to talk about, and in the end they all become a cold and unconscious corpse......"

"At least she didn't regret leaving with a smile before leaving."

"So what...... If I could replace it, I would prefer it to be my own painful death. ”

"Brother, it's too selfish for you to say that."

Qiu Feng pressed his hand on my hand and said, "Brother, if you die, this can only satisfy your thoughts now and let you get rid of the pain of loss, but you must know that if you die, more people will become the same state as you are now, or even worse." ”

"Yes."

Next to her, Zhou Mengyue came to me with a water glass, looked out the window and said, "Maybe you can't pay attention to it, but if you really leave one day, I will really accompany you." ”

Qiu Feng also nodded and said, "Me too, the world without my brother is not the world I want." ”

I couldn't help but laugh and said, "Don't be stupid, you have your own life, don't say such irresponsible things." ”

Zhou Mengyue: "Then don't say such things that worry us." ”

Me: "But that's also my sincere thought, Xin'er died because of me, if she hadn't gone to that company, she wouldn't have ...... if she hadn't gone to Song Cheng's trouble."

"But she did, and she did it without remorse, do you know why?"

"Why?"

Zhou Mengyue reached out and tapped lightly on the door of my head, and said, "Because you are all she has." ”

“……”

Putting a set of towels on my body, Zhou Mengyue turned around and said, "The hot water is boiled, you go take a shower first and think about it, don't forget that you are a living person now." ”

……

"Whoa~!"

Standing in the bathroom, the steaming water droplets from the shower above my head washed my filth, splashing down my skin, dissolving the congealed blood in my body, and slowly sliding down my body with the condensed heat flow, falling to the ground, and finally flowing into the dark cracks leading to the waterway.

Looking at the bright red liquid left, I subconsciously fell to my knees, hurriedly trying to stop the blood that was gradually flowing down, and kept repeating the scene that happened this morning.

"Don't, don't! I...... Ahhhh

I held my head in pain and sat down on my knees under the sprinkler.

"Bang bang bang~!"

"Ah Tian, what's wrong? Are you okay! ”

This sudden shout immediately attracted the attention of my sister outside the door, and immediately began to ask about my situation, but I did not answer in the slightest, and remained on my knees until the blood stains on my body were completely washed away.

"Ah Tian, what's wrong? If you don't talk again, I'm going to come in. ”

"Click~!"

There was a soft knock, and the door was opened slightly, and the elder sister peered in through the slit, while the younger sisters behind her cautiously wanted to look here.

Lin Mengxue's face was a little red, and she said shyly: "Stupid day bathing without locking?" ”

My sister explained: "I live alone in the club, and I naturally don't need to lock it in the bath, and I developed this habit after many years. ”

My sister turned her eyes to look at me: "Ah Tian? Why are you sitting on the ground? ”

I sat there with my back to the door, looked up at the almost negligible blood on my hand, and said, "It's nothing......

He took off the towel on the side, put it around his waist, and locked the door with his backhand.

My sister was a little helpless, knocked on the door, and said, "Remember to call me if there is anything." ”

"Hmmm......"

“……”

"Whoa~!"

A few MMs left, and the noisy environment was quiet again, leaving only the constant sound of water, leaning against the wall and letting the water baptize my body at will, and this bubble was a full hour.

When I came out of the room, Qiu Feng, Lin Mengxue, and Zhou Mengyue had already fallen asleep, leaving only my sister holding a towel in the living room and watching some game videos on the TV in the living room.

Glancing at the decadent me, my sister smiled: "Finished washing?" ”

"Hmm."

"You've been taking this bath for a long time, it's been an hour."

"It's okay."

"Well, just now the captain called you, I picked it up, he asked me to tell you to go to SP's base tomorrow, he has something very important to find you, and you will regret it for the rest of your life if you don't go."

I waved my hand and said casually, "Whatever...... Anyway, there are so many things I regret that I have numb, and sister, don't wash that bloody dress, help me put it away, thank you. ”

Bing Xue's smart sister naturally knew what I thought, and she didn't ask, but nodded helplessly, got up and turned off the TV, and said, "Okay, then you go to bed early, I'll go back to the room first." ”

I turned off the lights and slumped on the sofa wrapped in the quilt my sister brought me, the darkness of the environment plunged me into deep pain, and the stinging image in front of my eyes appeared in front of my eyes again and again like a magic spell, and I couldn't sleep.

I stayed up all night, and I got up as soon as the morning dawned and put on a former club uniform and headed to the SP club, where I heard a thunderous roar when I arrived at the club's gate.

“MD！ Song Cheng! You remember to Lao Tzu, we are not done with this account! ”

Entering the club, several workers were busy carrying the noisy debris in the room, and in an open space in the far back of the room, all the members of the club's Dream Domain division gathered together, and the captain was angry and angry, holding his mobile phone and saying something to the other side, as if he was ordering new furniture.

I stepped forward, looked at the clean floor, I felt a pain in my heart, gently reached out and gently stroked the place where Xin'er was lying, and came to SUN and said, "What is this calling me here?" ”

SUN PUT AWAY HIS OLD SMILE, PATTED ME ON THE SHOULDER IN TURN, AND SAID, "I JUST WANT TO SEE HOW YOU ARE, AFTER ALL, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS THE BIGGEST IMPACT ON THIS MATTER." ”

"Do you see the results?"

"It's not bad, at least I can walk on the ground and talk to people."

“……”

Seeing that I didn't reply to him, SUN didn't continue to say more, but walked to the side and brought a box over, and said, "These are all things she left behind, which were originally intended to be thrown away, but they were kept by the captain, and now they are in your hands, and it is up to you what you want to do with them." ”

"Thank you."

"Well, there's this ......"

SUN TOOK OUT A USB FLASH DRIVE FROM HIS POCKET AND SAID, "THIS THING IS FOR YOU, WE JUST GOT OFF THE PLANE IN THE EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING, AND AFTER HEARING ABOUT IT, WE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TO SEE XIN'ER, BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD US THAT THE DOOR WAS LOCKED, BUT HE GAVE US THIS THING, SAYING THAT IT WAS FOUND IN THE BLOOD HOLE IN HER CHEST." ”

"Xin'er ......"

I naturally know this USB flash drive, this is the USB flash drive that put Song Cheng's various evidence records before, I took the bloodstained USB flash drive with some trembling, put it into my pocket with extra care, and scolded secretly in my heart: "You stupid girl, you still think about these things until you die, you really obey you." ”