I was very happy that Xu Mengyao could completely open up to me, and I said excitedly: "Why don't you snatch it back?!" ”

She began to look ahead intently, her body gradually relaxed, and I continued: "For the sake of love, sometimes you have to put it down, I know that you are the school flower, the goddess on top, and you can't let go of your body, but think about it, this is your beloved man, so you really let go like this?" It's hard to find a good man, it's a pity to lose it~~~"

She blinked, her face full of remorse: "I...... Tried it...... But...... I messed up......" she wrinkled her brows in remorse, "I still remembered some things from the past, I wanted to vomit in regret when I remembered it, and I didn't get up in the bathroom for a long time......"

"Crying faint in the toilet?" I laughed evilly. 8≯1 Chinese ≤<.

Her face was completely blackened, as if she had completely lost all face.

I sat up straight and looked at the quiet night sky: "You know what? Good boys are hard to come by, the first boy I had a crush on, eating the bowl and thinking about the pot. And the second boy I liked, he was arrogant and selfish, and you ...... I'm sorry, and you're really a bit like you, we ...... It's a personality incompatibility, so he proposed to break up, and I was really miserable at the time, but fortunately I had a godfather with me at that time......"

"Godfather!" Her voice became angry and she almost sat up, but it seemed that she tried to hold back, "You be careful~~~ Godfathers are not good things~~~"

I smiled faintly: "My godfather was very good to me, he took good care of me and explained me, but, I know now, he said at that time...... My ex, he said bad things about him for his own purpose, he wanted me to leave him, but what if he asked me to leave him? He didn't dare like me himself......"

"This kind of talent is the most selfish!" She scolded unceremoniously, "He occupies you, he can't give you happiness, and he has to tie you to his side, so that other men don't have the opportunity to get close to you, is he tantamount to taking away your chance to fall in love with other boys?" ”

I was stunned, and she said...... It's true, I haven't noticed that my godfather asks me to report to him every day, isn't it like ...... me Tethered to his side every day.

"Hmph, if you can't get it yourself, don't think about it anymore!" She sneered, her tone filled with righteous indignation as if she was fighting for me!

She sat up, took my hand, stroked my face, and looked extraordinarily serious: "Leave him, he just wants to dominate you!" ”

I looked at her in amazement, her extraordinarily serious gaze full of admonition.

"Knock knock." There was a gentle knock on the door, and when Xu Mengyao withdrew her hand and turned her face with me hand in hand, she was startled to see that the four men were all attached to the glass!

My eyebrows twitched, it's time for my sister's boudoir to talk!

"Don't play cards~~~~" Jie asked on the glass, because the soundproof glass is very light, and the high bridge of the nose is flattened because it is attached to the glass, but he is not looking at me, but Xu Mengyao beside me.

Xu Mengyao glanced at him and directly gave him a middle finger.

Mo Ming glanced at Jie with disdain, and glanced at Mo Ming, and the two of them began to slowly close the curtains from both sides.

"Don't disturb their girls' time~~~" Jiang Yan said weakly, Jie was still sticking to the balcony door, Xiao Nuo was standing next to Jie, and the eyes in the silver pupils under his long bangs were also staring at Xu Mengyao's face, until, the curtains covered the two of them, completely leaving the space to me and Xu Mengyao.

Xu Mengyao lay down on my legs again, I casually put my left hand on her shoulder, she gently held my hand and put it on the side of her face: "Me and her...... I never wanted us to talk like this......"

"How do you compare your boyfriend to our relationship? You and he are lovers, and I and you are best friends. ”

"But there's so little communication between us......" Her exclamation reminded me of Fusu again, and there was too little communication between us, heh, I should say that he never wanted to communicate with me properly.

"It's my fault...... she said softly, squeezing my hand, "it's me who neglects her too much...... I've always felt ...... She's right there, not going anywhere, our future, I can decide, but in the end...... I can't decide anything......" She paused, gently squeezing my hand and moving it on my lap as if looking for a more comfortable position.

The moonlight fell quietly on us like water, the night breeze gently blew the hem of my skirt and the length of her hanging down my legs, and the silk worms chirped in the grassy night breeze, coming and going.

"Let's go for it again." I stroked her long and she shook her head on my lap: "What if...... Time gives me another chance...... I will...... Stay by her side and keep ...... Stick to her, wherever she goes......"

"But...... Time doesn't come back now, since ...... He doesn't like other girls, why don't you fight for it? "I don't think Xu Mengyao is this kind of girl who doesn't have the courage to fight, if she is so hypocritical, she can't be the captain of a team.

She stopped talking, and was quiet as if she were asleep, and I looked at her, but she was not asleep, but staring ahead, as if in contemplation, as if in a trance, but she still held my hand tightly.

"Tick Toot." Suddenly, the phone rang again, and she finally reacted, turned her face slightly, and her side face was a little chilly in the moonlight: "It's your godfather." ”

I was stunned: "You know? ”

"Hmph." She glanced at me coldly, and pulled extraordinarily, with a hint of evil in the corner of her eyes, and the cold arrogance and evil charm at that moment made me shake my mind for a while, like Fu Su lying on my lap, she turned her face on my lap and looked out of the balcony, "You have to text him every day, I saw his name last time." ”

I was embarrassed and took out my phone: "I'm ...... Report to him every day. ”

"Report what?" She said disdainfully, "Is it just him who tied you to his side?" ”

"It's not!" I said in a hurry, but it was more like there were no three hundred taels of silver here.

"Don't reply to him!" She turned around in frustration to grab my phone, and I immediately grabbed it: "No! If he doesn't reply, he'll come down, and it's even more annoying! ”

She was stunned and glanced at me irritably, lying down again: "Tell him that you are tired and are going to sleep." The tone of the command does not allow anyone to be disobeyed.

In fact......

I thought so too.

Her words tonight also made me think a lot, although Xu Mengyao said that Xuanyuanchen's words may not be right, but I really don't understand what Xuanyuanchen is thinking, why do you want to keep me by your side, and report to him every day.

Obviously, I have already left the Immortal Realm, and I am not obligated to report to him.

Obviously, our relationship is very awkward, but he can continue to be my godfather in such a domineering manner, but has he considered my feelings? I didn't drink the water of forgetfulness! Even if I want to let go, it will take a little time, not to see him every day, every day! All! See him!

I picked up my phone, and there was his message on it: How was the exam today?

"The exam is over." I replied, "I'm eating instant noodles with everyone, and Xiaonuo is here too." ”

"Si Yinuo? Stay away from him. ”

Through the phone, I also felt the chill in Xuanyuanchen's body, he knew who Xiao Nuo was, so let me stay away from Xiao Nuo.

I was holding my phone, feeling more and more restless, and I almost impulsively wanted to ask him what he was thinking! Like is like, dislike is dislike, if you don't have feelings, can you keep me away from him for the time being? No one can still face my ex every day after the breakup, although Xuanyuan Chen can't be regarded as my ex, but this kind of depression and depression also make me extremely entangled.

I took a deep breath, but I still endured it, because I owe Xuanyuan Chen, and the relationship between me and him has become a mess, the more entangled, the tighter and tighter, and I can't untie my heart knot with a sentence or two.

"Yes." After holding it for a long time, I still hit him with one word, because I knew that only with this word would he not bother me again.

I put down my phone and looked into the distance: "Meng Yao, it's so upset to fall in love......"

"I want to be together...... But I can't be together and upset...... "Her words are quiet and ethereal, drifting in my ears with the wind, and I won't go for a long time.

None of us spoke anymore, quietly admiring the moonlight together, I don't understand why she said such things, what age is it now, how can there still be people who want to be together but can't be together? Don't...... Is there another reason between her and that boy? So that she can't fight anymore, like she said, she wants to be together but can't be together?

"Why...... Want to be together...... But can't be together? I muttered.

"Hmph...... For other reasons...... Xu Mengyao's voice revealed a chill, "Think about the boy who doesn't dare to admit that he likes you, why?" Why wouldn't he even dare to say I like you? He doesn't dare to admit his feelings for you? ”

Xu Mengyao's words made me fall into deeper contemplation, yes, why didn't Xuanyuan Chen dare to admit his feelings for me before, and didn't dare to say to me that I like you?

Think about the previous Fusu, who secretly fell in love with me in order to protect me? He also couldn't reveal the feelings between us, so he still bullied me on the surface and didn't make any changes......

"It must have been said...... He will lose something else that is important to him. Xu Mengyao's cold voice hit my head one word at a time, reminding me of something that was blinded by my feelings.

What kind of person is Xuanyuan Chen, but he never dared to say to me I love you, how is this possible? He is so strong and domineering, if he likes it, he will definitely say it and put it directly by his side!

Yes, he did keep me by his side, however, he didn't dare admit it......

Because...... He can't be with me! He can't love me! Because once he admits it, the end will be that he will give up his divine position and return to the mortal world with me to be a mortal!

Which is more important, me or God?

Or, one should ask: am I worth it for him to give up his godhood?!