"Ahh I hurriedly grabbed his little hand, but I didn't dare to use force, his little hand was also soft, and I was afraid of hurting him.

At this moment, the second sister came, she picked up the little prince and sat on the edge of the pool, and then opened the collar, revealing her huge breasts, and the little prince closed his eyes and began to suck accurately.

It turned out that the little prince hadn't been weaned yet, and he was just looking for milk to drink.

I blushed and watched my second sister breastfeeding, because my second sister's breastfeeding was so picturesque. It's a warm picture that can instantly calm your heart like never before.

I don't know how long I watched, the second sister put the little prince into my arms again, I looked at her in a daze, I saw that she had something to say to me, but she still flew away alone.

I stood by the pool with the sleeping little prince in my arms and watched the second sister fly away, I seemed to understand the second sister's thoughts, she hoped that during my time here, I could be with the little prince, so that the little prince could learn how to be a human from me.

I hugged the little prince tightly and returned to Xingchuan's bedside, gently put down the little prince, the little prince stretched his limbs comfortably, and lay on the bed, "huhu" snoring, and the snoring was quite loud.

The Flying Corpse Guard sat on the sidelines and stared at the Little Prince and Hoshikawa.

"Sister......" Suddenly, a muffled murmur came from Xingchuan, and I looked over, but I saw that Xingchuan's face became red.

I ran up to the waterbed, knelt down beside him, reached out and touched his forehead, and sure enough, he had a fever!

"Sister......" his eyebrows furrowed tightly, and the look of pain and sadness on his face was the same as he had never felt when he was awake, "don't ...... Sister Elena...... Elena...... Sister...... Don't ......" His head shook and his body began to tremble slightly, tears welling up in his eyes, sliding down his cheeks and wetting the waterbed below.

Elena...... It's the young lady he once loved.

I still remember how bland, cold he was when he mentioned Elena's death, as if he didn't care about Elena's death at all.

But now, he is sad like the loss of his mother and child......

It turned out that everything that happened at that time, the sad and frightened Hoshikawa was sealed in his heart by him, and he completely disguised himself with an emotionless mask.

Disguise...... It's also a kind of protection.

Hoshikawa is trying to protect himself.

It turns out that this is the real Xingchuan, the Xingchuan who has always been buried in his heart, the Xingchuan who is afraid of loneliness, fear of darkness, fear of losing relatives, and insecure.

Hoshikawa, that's why you're so dependent and pestering me?

I seem to be starting to understand your heart.

"Old Monster...... Old monster ......" he cried out mumbly, tears pouring out of his eyes.

I saw such a fragile side that Hoshikawa had never had, he was crying, he was afraid, and he was in pain......

He actually ...... I'm more afraid of being lonely than I am......

I turned around and got out of bed to the supply pod, took out the anti-inflammatory mask, then took out the thermal blanket, returned to him in Hoshikawa's painful dreams, and placed the mask on his face, and the anti-inflammatory mist immediately generated and entered his nose.

He began to calm down, but tears still slipped from his mask.

I took off the mask, the tears in the corners of his eyes gradually dried, his pale lips moved slightly, and he spat out weak words: "Luo Bing...... Don't leave me...... Don't ......" his hand reached out to the air.

My heart ached from that weak hand and the tears on his pillow, and I twisted my eyebrows and pressed his hand off, and covered him with a thermal blanket.

I lay down beside the little prince and couldn't sleep for a long time.

The mouth of the heart is always like a boulder pressed against it, and it is impossible to breathe.

The obscene words he said echoed in my ears, and those words that once disgusted and disgusted me betrayed the truest longing of his heart.

"My body is warm," he said.

Because...... He longs for warmth, and he misses Elena as a mother......

He said he wanted to get deep into my ......

Because...... He longs for a loved one who belongs only to him and will only be by his side......

He said, "He's going to go up until I fall in love with him......

Because...... He really longed for love......

It's a heart disease, the dark spores planted in his heart by the man who sucked Elena.

That picture must be horrible, very tragic.

Thirteen-year-old Hoshikawa watched his dearest and most loved person at the time being sucked and wiped out in front of him, and that feeling of powerlessness and hatred was buried deep in his heart and turned into a nightmare at midnight, making him unable to sleep peacefully......

That's why he needs someone to sleep next to him......

I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, sat up, and looked at the flying corpse: "Please bring the clothes that the man is wearing." ”

One of the flying corpses immediately walked out of the palace and flew through it.

The east gradually turns white, and the water curtain completely covers the balcony of the palace, like natural glass, very beautiful, as if living in the water curtain cave.

I also saw the heating button next to the waterbed, but unfortunately there is no energy here.

My eyes fell on Hoshikawa's sleeping face again, his brows still stretched, and even though the fever had subsided, he still slept unsteadily.

Hoshikawa always said that I was strong and gave him a sense of security.

I didn't understand it at the time, it felt weird.

Now I understand that he is not lying, he really needs security.

It's just that the long-term disguise made him force himself to become numb and indifferent to the original fear. He will not admit this fragility in his heart. Because, he is Xingchuan, His Highness of Silver Moon City, how can he have a vulnerable side?

He really needs my strength to make him feel safe enough to sleep peacefully.

His domineering and monopoly on me should also come from this......

Because I long for this sense of security in me and monopolize this sense of security in me, I am even more afraid of losing me. Hoshikawa's monopoly on me should be the most primitive, the child's monopoly on the mother.

I seem to have found the reason for all this, but I still don't know how to face Hoshikawa or heal Hoshikawa.

Because, I can't be with Hoshikawa because of this, I won't leave Harry, Lysius, and my loved ones for him.

Moreover, Hoshikawa's monopoly on me is too strong, so strong that he wants to love me every time he is with me, how can I succumb?!

He was pitiful, but I couldn't give him the love he wanted......

Suddenly, the little prince began to toss and turn, and the little wings were deformed as he tossed and turned, and I was so worried that the little wings would be crushed by himself, and when I wanted to go and pat him, he stood up, rubbed his eyes, and hurried out of bed and ran to the pool.

I immediately chased after him, and then, seeing him standing on the edge of the pool, he showed his birdie and started peeing!

Yes! I only swam in it last night!