Keep up to date and I'm willing to do anything as long as I can get back into his arms again.

But now I don't have that much time, and I only have more than ten days left. And the onset time is becoming more and more irregular, so I don't dare to be with him for a long time, for fear that he will see the attack. And then all of them disrupt my jihua and disturb his happiness.

So, now I just want to be his friend, so that I can appear in front of him in a reasonable capacity, so that I can look at him in a reasonable capacity and talk to him without disguise. See his happiness, see his happiness!

Then, before May Day, quietly left. With the memory of him, greet my own eternal night alone!

Just like that, I'm content!

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The moon is sunny

I don't know if it's because I've talked to him many times about why I'm getting married, or because I've been affected by a strange illness in my body, or I'm afraid of the imminent death, but now I suddenly really have a sense of happiness looking forward to the wedding.

Yes, although the bride of his wedding a few years ago is not me, although his bride in reality can never be me, weishenme I am not in my heart, prepare for a grand wedding for yourself? weishenmeI can't let me have only twenty years to live, and one more day worth a few more years?

It was the most extravagant event I've ever looked forward to in years! Well, I'm going to plan it out and start tomorrow!

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The moon is sunny

Today I went to see the wedding dress. I fancy a slim-fitting simple dress wedding dress and a pure white veil. I'm sure if he were the groom, this dress would be his favorite. So, I customized a set, but unfortunately it took a week to get it. I'm already a little impatient.

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Light rain on a monthly day

I went to the bridal shop today to try on the wedding dress, and after a little modification, it will belong to me the day after tomorrow.

In addition to going to the bridal shop, I also went to the jewelry store once today. I'm going to make a wedding band.

Wedding rings don't require diamonds! Because in my heart. Only rubies represent eternity. Only rubies, only this ruby of mine, is the most suitable for my wedding ring setting!

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Zhang Jin, who was sitting on the bed and flipping through the pages of "Qingqian's Diary", has never stopped tears since he saw He Qingqian's illness, and the droplets of water the size of beans fell bit by bit on the pieces of paper that had been soaked by He Qingqian's tears. No matter how you wipe it, you can't wipe it off.

Although Zhang Jin is far from being hard-hearted, he is not cowardly compared to ordinary people. I also know that 'men don't flick when they have tears'!

But the deep affection for himself. The shallow kindness, the unforgettable pain revealed between the lines, but it deeply stabbed and moved Zhang Jin, making Zhang Jin's already deep love more and more fierce, and making Zhang Jin's already deep love more profound.

The feeling that almost tore apart Zhang Jin's soul was deep and indescribable.

It was a kind of soft intestine with a hundred twists and turns, and it was a heartache that was heartbreaking. That extreme emotion. Zhang Jin, who has a perverted physique, even feels like he is about to suffocate. It was as if the depressed breath was constantly expanding and swelling the lungs, and it could blow up his body to pieces at any time.

Zhang Jin sobbed silently, turning the pages of He Qingqian's diary. chewing on He Qingqian's feelings at that time also gnawed at his heart.

In the end, when he saw He Qingqian mentioning 'ruby' and 'wedding ring' in his diary, Zhang Jin seemed to think of something, and finally felt agitated.

After putting the "Shallow Diary" in his hand aside, Zhang Jin jumped forward and jumped off the ground barefoot: ...,