32. I see, the world that is as black as ink
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"It's ugly, you look like this. Do you think you can inherit my name like this? β
"No, I don't, I'd rather not inherit that kind of thing, I'd rather not have it!!"
"What a stupid fellow, isn't your statement that has made what I have been fighting for decades come to naught, is this how you treat my heart's beliefs, and you really deserve to be a guy who is determined to defeat me, and you can't relax at all."
"I ...... I was just...... I don't want to, no, I just don't want ...... I don't want such an inheritance...... I don't want ......"
"Little fool, the world is like a dream, but how can it be immortal. You know what? I like it very much here, just like the Fuchun River in our hometown, and in this spring in March, it is also such that the grass grows and the warbler flies, and the birds and birds sing like this, and the birds and birds sing each other, and the horizontal branch is covered by the sky, and it is still dusk in the day...... It's just that this place is still a foreign land after all......"
"Don't worry, you can definitely go back, you must go back together, go to see the mountains and rivers of your hometown again, and then sit by the stream in your hometown to fish for shrimp, this time I can definitely win you, I must catch shrimp bigger than you, more than you......"
"Really? It's a pity that I won't give you a chance to win me, otherwise it wouldn't make me lose face if you let me win me. β
"No, I'm going to win you once...... Even if it's just once...... It's also ......."
"How is that possible? You know, with a little guy like you chasing after me, I'm under a lot of pressure. It's rare to have such a good opportunity, I can't miss it, so that you can only look at my back in the future but never catch up. β
"You...... You're kidding...... You, you're not a hero! β
"It's not for you to decide whether you're a hero or something, as long as you feel that you have a wonderful life in this life...... I'm such an irresponsible person. β
"Don't, I don't want it, return the image of the man who stood up to the sky in my heart!!"
"Well, time is running out, and you don't have to play with the child's temper anymore. After all, they're all 'mature adults'."
"I, I'd rather, I'd rather ......"
"Well, what I'm going to say now is very important, not just about the future of a few people, but about thousands, tens of thousands, or possibly millions, of life, death and the future of millions of people. So now is definitely not the time for you to be headstrong. β
ββ¦β¦ Me, I...... I see! β
Looking at the teenager who was gradually calming down in front of him. Although the feeling of immaturity has not yet been completely washed away between the eyebrows, the angular face is already full of solemnity and firmness at this time, which makes it not difficult to confirm the determination and belief of the young heart.
"That's good, that's the expression I like, and it's the one that should be on the face of that you, who is clamoring for me. However, faith alone is not enough, a person's power is limited after all, and just trying to rely on strength often makes things complicated and out of control, I thought that I could achieve my ideals with my own enthusiasm, but the result became what it is today. So you must remember: the men I left behind are loyal and trustworthy people. You have to respect them, but you also have to listen to them on a daily basis. There may be times when you think they're too long-winded, but even then you have to force yourself to calm down, as you did in this fight, and then think about it before deciding whether to listen or stick to your opinion.
If the soldiers I have left behind, if they are tired of war, I will give them what I have left behind. Allowing them to survive after leaving is not only a reward for the soldiers who died for themselves, but also a mercy in this troubled time, and only then will you be able to obtain a group of strong and brave soldiers one day, because they already know very well how to choose in such troubled times to make them and their families survive better.
In the future, Yuan Highway may do something that makes you feel unbearable, and I know the faces of this group of children of the family very well. However, you don't have to rush to reason with these people, you are still too weak now, but if you can calm down and endure it, I believe that such an experience will be quite beneficial to your future. At least I think it will make you realize how ridiculous you lied to me before, and you haven't had a chance to perform a more perfect lie in front of me, just thinking about it makes me very happy......
Also remember to be filial to your mother. Although she may have had some enlightenment from a very early age, it has nothing to do with your appearance. I'd love to tell you not to worry your mother anymore, but I think even if I told you that and you did hear it, you still wouldn't be able to do it...... I'm pretty confident in that. After all, you're me...... Ahem...... Also, as the eldest brother, you have to treat your brother well, as long as you brothers work together, I believe that there is no difficulty that you cannot overcome, I believe this.
As for your sister...... Although I want to tell you not to spoil her too much, it seems that I have no position to say so......
Although there was so much verbosity before, it was all an old man's nagging to a young man who always felt that he was a child, and the next thing is what you need to remember with your heart...... Although I'd rather you never know these things. β
ββ¦β¦ Is it about the reason why you suddenly and inexplicably rushed into a trap that the enemy was about to give up this time......"
The young man showed a hesitant look on his face, after all, such a move was too abnormal, and I was afraid that no normal person would choose to take the initiative to step on the thunder when the war was going smoothly and explain himself to the reversal of the battle, although he didn't want to say those rude words, but the young man really couldn't control the similar information in his eyes - the most important thing is why, why that stupid guy would be his most respected father!!
"Do you know......" Ignoring the young man's face that was so entangled that he didn't know how to use rhetoric, the pale man lying on the makeshift bed in the military tent said in his still usual grand voice: "Since the Battle of Luoyang, I can always feel a huge malice rising from the ruins of Luoyang and diffusing ...... But what I'm good at is just fighting, and the powerful Feng Shui warriors of the coalition are also a lot of vehicles, so I didn't focus too much on this matter, but now that I look back, I still have some carelessness after all. β
"What are you talking about, is this your hallucination? Why don't I feel like there's anything like that? β
"You really can't feel it, after all, if it weren't for the fact that I'm in a different situation, I don't think I would know about these things. It's a pity that I had never encountered such a thing at that time, and I had no experience in dealing with this kind of problem......"
ββ¦β¦ can make you choose the way to seek death as the ultimate solution, then the malice you are talking about...... Isn't it troublesome? No, I hate to admit it, but my gut feeling to tell me about your 'troubles' doesn't seem to be solved. β
"It's just like your mother, and I feel like a puzzling but powerful intuition, and I'm willing to bow to that."
"yes. Although it still feels very vague, and it is not very long. But I felt that it was very much affected, and it seemed that if it weren't for the fact that the other party seemed to be restricted in some way, maybe I would have become a different person...... That cruelty, insidiousness, cunning, indifference to living beings, joy of killing, affects me all the time, stronger and stronger. If I become like that, maybe even the Dong thief guy will bow down to me. β
ββ¦β¦ This...... I really can't imagine it......"
"It seems to have affected me alone, but it doesn't lead to optimistic conclusions. Quite the opposite, after this period of confrontation with this feeling. In the end, I came to a pessimistic conclusion - no matter how much I resisted, unless I chose to meet death, I would eventually become that kind of monster, and that monster would absorb more and more nutrients from my body, become stronger and stronger, and eventually become an uncontrollable evil! β
"Damn! Why am I so weak that I can't contribute even a little strength to this battle~~!! β
"Don't blame yourself. At least I'm liberated now. Although I may make embarrassing comments on my death in the future history, at least I believe that my life is not comparable to Dong Thief after all. And while my death didn't kill the monster, it did affect its power. I don't know what it will look like for a while, but I think it will be silent for a while. During this time, you will not only have to follow what I said before to find an opportunity for my grandson family to make a comeback, but also study how to deal with that monster. β
"You. , It's really a big trouble for me, but even you can't defeat it, the enemy is really worth my challenge! And you're there. Look at my heroic posture from the ground and weep! β
Although it is very handsome, it may be more convincing if you can remove the snot and tears on your face, but by this time it is obvious that both of them don't care about this kind of details.
"Then I'll see. By the way, Gong Jin should be outside. β
With a tolerant and open-minded smile, the man on the sickbed mentioned the young man's friend, who was also an accomplice who had helped the young man's family.
"Yes, although Gong Jin won't let me say more, but he is really a very powerful guy, although he is definitely inferior to me in martial arts, but he is much better than me when he plays the piano and reads a book, and his head is as smart as me."
"You've found a good brother. Although I can't see it very clearly, with the help of that monster's power, I did see a rare talent from Gong Jin, and what is even more rare is that he is such a pure child. Cherish him well, and he will become the person who can accompany you for the rest of your life in the future. β
"I'm not going to argue with you at this point." Although he always felt that something was wrong, when he heard that his best friend was praised, the boy also looked proud, and his mouth cracked into a smile that was more ugly than crying.
"However, Gong Jin's strength alone still can't help you accomplish this qiΔ, so you still need to gather more partners and strength."
"I know that I will join more partners who identify with my path and work together to destroy the enemy, whether it is the enemy who is destabilizing the country or the enemy who is ethereal but does exist! Just ......"
"What? Did you just make an oath and then fall into confusion? β
"If it is said that I am leading my subordinates, deciding between the two formations, and competing with the heroes of the world, I am naturally not a problem. If it is said that the virtuous and capable, the people under the rule will be at peace. Although I am not good at it, I can do it with the help of Gongjin. It's just that...... If the opponent is an ethereal thing, although it is not afraid, how can it be defeated? β
"That's what I'm left to you, and I can leave it alone. But...... But if you really can't find a way, then you can try to tie up that guy from the state, although the number of contacts is not much, but there are also a lot of rumors about the person in the state. Some of them are rumored to be the successor of the demon Zhang Jiao, and there are also legends that he is highly skilled. Even in the face of Suzaku karmic fire, it can be easily resisted. For the former, I don't have the ability to determine the authenticity of the message, but for the latter, ...... Although I don't want to admit it, but that night, except for Changshe City, the fire rain can be said to be indiscriminately attacking every inch of land outside the city, but in the Yellow Turban Army besieging Changshe, not only his troops were almost unharmed, but the troops around him also seemed to be unharmed, even the two chariot generals at the beginning were amazed. β
"Li Xue, Li Shushi...... I made a note of it! β
"Well, there is another person, that Liu Bei Liu Xuande. Although I don't know what kind of 'demon law' he has mastered. was able to touch the vicinity of Zhang Bao and Zhang Liang's camp without injury, but this can also be regarded as a high skill. β
ββ¦β¦ Really...... Then I also made a note of ......"
Although he felt that the latter candidate seemed to have subtle malice, the boy still said with a blank face that he had written it down.
"Alright, the rest is our little man, don't let me see you crying into my arms below, in that case I will taunt you in the most vicious language, and you will definitely not be my opponent in this regard. Hahahaha......
Come on. Go out and go to your Uncle Gongfu and Uncle Demou to discuss the matter of retiring from the army. And I am here quietly alone to meet the last moment, after all, I am the tiger of Jiangdong, and I can't let others see my aging appearance. Other than that...... If you have any strange sights after that, don't panic or be angry, just calmly do what you have to do. β
"Yes. Then the child is like a father saying goodbye, but it is a pity that the army has no wine and cannot practice for his father. β
"That's a bit of a pity......
The smile is still as hearty as before, and the face is still as firm as before, although the body has been severely damaged, although if it were not supported by some mysterious power and the great perseverance of the top martial artist, the soul may have been devoured. But as the saying goes, the tiger will not fall down - should it be a compliment or a kind of helplessness as a king?
Although he is still a long way from the king of Jiangdong Tiger, his pursuit of face is not weaker than those who have made a name for himself in the long history of the king, probably only a little less than the pursuit of victory.
Therefore, maintaining the "dignity" of being a father in front of his own troublesome but proud son is the highest priority of Yuan YiqiΔ! If there is no dignity for his son, then what is the point of such a father!
Because it is the most important thing, be sure to say it twice.
At this time, the house has returned to silence, there is no light, there is no warmth, but it is clear that it is already early spring in March, and it has already reached the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies along the Yangtze River, but the world of the tent seems to be incompatible with the outside world and is self-contained, falling into a world that makes people feel extraordinarily unreal.
The heroic expression that originally filled Sun Jian's face had disappeared, replaced by a look of deep exhaustion, a little buried in the depths of the attachment to the world of life - there were trustworthy subordinates, a wife who was cherished and several young sons who had not yet grown up, and there were far from accomplished achievements, but if you want to give up this qiΔ at this time, I am afraid that even the most decisive person will have an unwillingness in his heart that even he cannot detect.
It's just that soon, the original expression gradually distorted, and the corners of the mouth that were curled up again at some point were no longer the usual confident smile, but a little more mocking and evil in it, and his face was even more cold and fierce.
If you have an acquaintance here, you will definitely not recognize this former Jiangdong tiger lying on the sickbed.
"Truly...... It's really beyond my power for a mere mortal to want to rebel against a great being like me. What's even more stupid is that on the one hand, he uses his own will and strength to resist my invasion, and on the other hand, he wants to use death to destroy me, which is really the most stupid idiot in the world. Do you think death is a relief? Foolish mortal, this will only be the beginning of your nightmare! β
In an instant, it was as if something had disappeared from the tent, and it was as if nothing had never been born.
As a ray of sunset stubbornly shot into the military tent and fell on the tired face of Sun Jian, the former Jiangdong Tiger was now a haggard man's eyes were blurred, and he muttered to himself:
"I saw it, it's a dirty world, it's pitch black as if you can suck a qiΔ into it and can't escape it......"
Obviously, obviously he is a man who has successfully transferred to the profession of the group of heroes known as the son of destiny, obviously he should have a more brilliant life, and there are many, many things he wants to do, but, but to end his life in such a way, perhaps, maybe he is also worthy of a group of heroes who have been qualified to compete in the world.
Actually, I still feel sorry in my heart...... (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation ......)
ps:ps: This is probably the most light novel-style chapter of the book to date. In fact, when I first wrote the character of Sun Jian, I had almost thought about most of the ending, but with the increase of information, there was a period of hesitation about the previous thoughts, after all, such a person is even more representative than Dong Zhuo from a certain Cheng dΓΉ, his complexity, his repetition, his shrewdness, his recklessness...... As one of the founders of the foundation of the Sun family in three parts of the world, although Sun Jian failed to earn a huge foundation from scratch like Liu Bei, and the complexity of the situation he faced was far less than that of Dong Zhuo and Cao Cao after obtaining the Son of Heaven, but he also lived in that environment full of oppression, but unlike the reformer Cao Cao, his resistance was not complete, or his so-called resistance was more like a catharsis. It is only in the turn that this man, who relied on force and had already admired force in some way, ended up paying the price for his straightforwardness or recklessness.
If he doesn't die, will there be Sun Ce who opened the six counties of Jiangdong and Sun Quan who "gave birth to a son like Sun Zhongmou" in the future?
It's a pity that our pen power is limited, and we can't write the complex feelings and hearts of this character. Regrets? Maybe a little, but maybe more than that, it's the thoughts that make God laugh......