Let's talk about it
The time of this illness is a bit long, originally the sword man wanted to survive, but this time the time is a bit long, and the update has been very poor for half a month, and many friends have also asked the sword man to explain his own situation, the sword man thought about it, and felt that he should still talk to everyone.
The sword man's health has always been bad, especially with a long cycle of cold every time, and this is not without reason. When Swordsman just graduated from college in 08, he was still working as an intern in Wuxi while writing "Net Soldier", which was at the beginning of social life, and was found to have AS, that is, ankylosing spondylitis.
At the beginning, the swordsman didn't understand what this disease was, but he had back pain from time to time, and he had symptoms since his sophomore year, and he had seen it in a small hospital in his hometown, but he saw it several times and said that it was a back muscle strain, which made me less engaged in strenuous exercise or something, and some people even laughed at me for being overindulged at a young age or something.
Later, I really understood this disease, especially when the doctor told me that this disease could not be cured, it could only be controlled, and it would be 100% disabled in the later stage, and it would cause various complications, and even need to replace joints artificially, and I was not yet 22 years old at the time, and I collapsed instantly, and the whole person collapsed directly. Naturally, the work could not continue, and "Net Soldier" also came to an abrupt end in this state, and later the swordsman returned to his hometown, which is a small city in Sichuan.
The sword man is also a human being, but at the beginning of life was hit like this, I was depressed for about two years, and even paralyzed myself with online games for a while, but fortunately, the persuasion and support of my parents and wife allowed me to survive, and I also understand that as long as people can't die, no matter what, life still has to go on, and a man can't and can't rely on his parents and women to support himself for a lifetime.
So the swordsman returned to life, and while finding a job as a cashier, he began to write again, and this led to a second book. Guild of Beauties.
If you have read that book, you should be able to think that the book was actually written by the swordsman to motivate himself, and the swordsman wrote it very seriously and very devotedly, but unfortunately the heavens did not fulfill people's wishes, just when the book was about to be put on the shelves. It was also the time when the cashier's work was basically stable, and my AS could be said to be the first real attack.
I still remember that I couldn't get out of bed for about 20 days, and every time I slept until midnight, my back suddenly hurt as if it was disconnected, and I didn't know how I survived those days, anyway, I only knew that the second and third spine with my tail vertebrae facing up were completely closed together, and I stood up straight and bent over, and I could only touch a little under my knee.
The Beauty Guild died in pain and suffering, which also made me an old fighter in the writers' circle at that time. has written millions of words, but has not had the slightest income.
After one blow after another, the swordsman felt that he was standing on the ruins and looking up at the starry sky, and the light of the guide was out of reach, but the swordsman was not completely knocked down this time, and I knew that life would go on eventually, and men would eventually have family responsibilities that they needed to carry.
Go to work, swim. Exercise and memorize all kinds of inspirations. became all of the next two years, until the birth of his daughter, the swordsman knew that the burden on his body was a little heavier, especially when he saw people such as Jay Chou and Zhang Jiayi, who also had these diseases. But he is still struggling, and the swordsman has also begun the road of the rivers and lakes.
Maybe it's silly and naïve to think like this, after all, different medical environment, wealth, and social status. For people with the same disease, the results are completely different, like Magic Johnson, who has been suffering from AIDS for more than 30 years, but is still alive and well, and looks healthier than many ordinary people.
But it's just this kind of idea that makes the swordsman insist on writing the rivers and lakes until now. I have poured a lot into the rivers and lakes, although it is still immature and lacking, but the sword man has really fought for the rivers and lakes for nearly a year, just like 'Gao Hunting' every time he encounters a desperate situation, but as long as he doesn't die, he keeps telling himself to insist, insist, and insist! In fact, this is the sword man motivating himself.
Finally, I insisted on the plot in the late stage, seeing that the book was about to be finished, and the swordsman's efforts were rewarded, but the swordsman didn't expect a spring cold to return, although I paid attention to keeping warm, but I still caught a cold, and the cold lasted for a few days, just last Saturday, the AS symptoms that had not appeared for a long time actually came again, morning stiffness!
That morning, the sword man was awakened by pain, lying on the bed only felt that the whole person was like a stone slab, it was very difficult to bend the elbows and knees, and the whole spine was more like a cement pillar together, and even the deviation of the head became very difficult. It wasn't until after noon that the state was slightly better.
When my wife saw my situation, she sent me directly to the hospital, and my parents also rushed over from Jiangyou with my daughter, and now the swordsman is temporarily living in Chengdu.
After a comprehensive physical examination, the doctor told me that the third and fourth segments of my spine were completely closed, and asked me to do hormone pulse therapy to control my condition, but the sword man refused.
When I first got sick and returned to Sichuan, my parents took me to Huaxi to see, and I did hormone shock therapy at that time, which I think has a certain effect, otherwise it is impossible for the sword man to toss for more than two years before the symptoms are strict, but at that time, after the hormone shock treatment, the weight of the sword man rose from less than 140 catties to 220 catties, and it has barely decreased to 170 until now, and the burden of large weight swordsmen can not bear it.
So the next day, the sword man packed up his things and went home, and now he is recuperating in his hometown, these days while taking some painkillers, and then taking some Peiyuan solid foundation, Chinese medicine that invigorates qi and blood, while doing some Chinese medicine massage and simple stretching and rehabilitation actions.
These days' chapters are barely coded out in this situation, and for a year, I am used to the quiet environment at night, and most of them are written at night, and going to bed early makes no sense to the sword man, because I lie in bed for less than 5 hours, and my back will start to hurt sharply until I wake up in pain. I couldn't hold a single action for too long, including sleeping.
This state is really very bad.,Originally, the swordsman wanted to get through.,But it's not significantly better yet.,And because it's in the sprint stage of completing the book.,But suddenly encountered this situation.,The swordsman is very disappointed.,This completely disrupted my plan.,Before the swordsman said the approximate time to finish the book.,And the upload time of the next book.,But now it seems that it can't go as scheduled.。 This also made me very anxious, my physical and mental state were extremely poor, and I couldn't write a single word yesterday and today.
Having said all this, the swordsman is not complaining to everyone, or pretending to be pitiful, otherwise the swordsman would not have spoken out until he couldn't stand it. The swordsman just hopes that the brothers and sisters who have accompanied the rivers and lakes all the way will give the swordsman a little time, the rivers and lakes will not be eunuchs or even unfinished, it will finish the book according to the established plan, because this is very important to the swordsman, because it is my first book to make money, the first book that has received so much recognition and support, it carries one of the most important processes in the swordsman's life, and the swordsman will try his best to finish it well, and then continue to write a new book.
So please give the swordsman a little time, okay? Please also ask those friends who don't look down on 'Jianghu' not to slander it, okay?
Bow at the end, thank your brothers and sisters who have supported the swordsman all the way and insisted on the rivers and lakes, the swordsman will quickly adjust and return with full blood, and 'Takakuri' will also make his own choice, so as to embark on the path he wants to take.
Thank you! (To be continued......)