A month of madness has passed, a month of blood has passed, a month of passion has passed......

A month of working hard towards my dream has also passed.

In the past August, I wrote 470,000 words, and before I decided to fight for the first place in the monthly pass, this number was 240,000 words, and in the ten days when I decided to fight and fight, I wrote 230,000 words.

I kept breaking out, pushing myself, forcing myself to write.

These ten days have passed in the dark.

I wake up at seven o'clock every day and go to bed at one o'clock in the morning.

Then, lost.

Of course, I can say that even though I am defeated, I am still glorious.

Say that although we failed, we tried.

But I want to tell you what I really think, not reconciled.

Yes, that's what I really think.

Fight to this point, at most, it is almost 1,000 votes behind, and then slowly catch up in the end, only more than 600 votes. Lost.

Unwilling.

It's true.

That's what I really think.

I'm not pretentious, and I'm not lying to everyone.

I really want to win.

But there is no way, the difference in strength is too great, the reader group, the hardcore fan group, and the local tyrant league leader group ...... We are not as good as each other in the few things that determine the final outcome of the monthly pass.

Although this is the first time that a sports competition novel has a monthly ticket of tens of thousands.

But I still lost.

To say that it doesn't matter is false.

Some people say that fighting for the first place in the monthly pass also brings you benefits......

Yes, benefits.

But it is limited, and the most likely is that the tip has increased.

My high order increased by 1,000, the average order only increased by 200, and even fell by 200 or 300 in 24 hours.

I feel like my subscription has reached the ceiling of this genre, and this is the highest thing...... It's really quite niche, if it is replaced by fantasy, it may end up breaking 10,000 in the end, right?

Then I owe a lot of debt, I just counted, as of the end, I also got 7004 votes to add more, and in the end our monthly votes are 10996 votes, and there are still 3992 chapters of monthly tickets, divided by 60, that is 66.533333333 chapters, rounded, counted as 67 chapters, and then multiplied by 2, because owing one to repay two, it is 134 chapters of debt.

Plus my daily guarantee updates in the future...... I really don't know if this debt will be paid after this book is finished.

Paid such a big price and lost in the end.

No one is reconciled to anyone, right?

But what can be done if you are not reconciled?

If you lose, you lose.

(To be continued)