Chapter Ninety-Eight: The Martial Arts Conference (25) Heart
The two are not walking side by side, let alone holding hands intimately, Chen Dawei doesn't know where to start if he doesn't speak, and how to make it clear? Ye Qing was also silent because she didn't know whether to ask or not, and whether she should care? In this way, the two of them walked, silent, and then, as if they had forgotten something important, it was this sense of distance that they had to get used to, and only that trace of trust was not destroyed.
"This time, after I go back, I don't need to tell Master and them, I don't want to trouble everyone. Also, after the matter here is over, I will sort it out once, and tell you all the causes and processes of the whole thing without reservation. This time, I can't forget to explain, Chen Dawei suddenly stopped and said these words to Ye Qing, but his tone seemed to be more perfunctory than explaining, Ye Qing was also stunned for a moment, and nodded a little numbly, like, believe him? Or, don't believe in yourself?
I always feel that after wearing this bull head mask, I can't see his expression, I don't know what he has experienced, and I feel as if I have been pulled away by him for a long distance, but the other party has been looking back at me in front, beckoning myself, and letting myself see hope, but I can't touch it. It's not that the relationship has changed, obviously I confessed it before, and I have already brought each other's hearts closer, but this strange sense of distance, what is going on?
I didn't want Chen Dawei to continue walking directly back at this time, but Ye Qing stood in place completely unmoved, trying to figure out what was going on with this feeling, the distance between the two seemed to have been stretched a long way, why? Why is there such a sense of distance? It's because I don't know when, where, or after something was forgotten, everything has changed, and when I realized it, the distance between the two became more and more obvious, did I not like him enough? No, I like it, I like it from the bottom of my heart! This will not be denied, then, why! Why did it evolve like this?
Ye Qing's voice struggling in his heart became more and more anxious, and even if he didn't say it clearly at this moment, it would lose its meaning in the next second! After all, two words were put up her throat and blurted out: "Stop!" ”
What do you have to say when you stop ahead? What to do? There was no way to think about it, but Ye Qing still wanted to stop Chen Dawei shouting there, she couldn't say why, the tears would flow out as unsettlingly as before, and maybe she was crying now, but she had a sense of relief that she hadn't seen for a long time, just like something she couldn't do, she finally did it now, which made the whole person feel relaxed. On the other side, Chen Dawei stopped, but he was very surprised, he stood on the spot without even turning his head, and after a while, he asked Ye Qing in a flat tone and said, "What's wrong?" ”
It's simple, it's bland, but why don't you look back? Ye Qing seemed to finally realize something, her pupils suddenly widened, and tears fell unstoppably, wanting to open her voice, hoarse and wanting to say something, but no words came out of her mouth, but it couldn't go on like this! Suddenly raised her hand, she directly "snapped", slapped her face, and stabbed half of her face with hot redness, Chen Dawei was startled, and hurriedly looked back, but he didn't expect Ye Qing to rush over in two or three steps, directly stretched out a hand, set up a kick, kicked out again, and tripped him in one fell swoop.
"It's not like that!" She used a crying voice, regardless of the heat of half of her face, and lifted the bull head mask, Chen Dawei had no resistance at all, let the mask be taken off, was thrown aside, the sleeve was lifted, and in the blurred vision, I saw Ye Qing directly hit his forehead with his forehead, and a loud braincase collision sound was clearly audible, and the pain of the two paralyzed the thinking of the whole head.
"It's not like that! Why, why is this happening! No one could give an answer to the crying question, and the pedestrians on the street were watching the situation incomprehensibly, but they didn't want Ye Qing to throw a punch directly and hit Chen Dawei in the face, it was like a fight at all, but on the one hand, he was crying and beating people, and on the other hand, he was silently beaten.
"It's me who trusts you and relies on you, and then you take one qiē, all one qiē on yourself. It's my ignorance that I believe you can solve anything, but it's not like that! It's because I still believe in you by my side, mess around with you, and don't stop you, that I will become like this! It was my fault! Ye Qing said that the voice behind her was hoarse and silent, but the movements of her hands did not stop, and she directly pressed her shoulder lock arm, which pressed Chen Dawei's joints for a long time, making him unable to move, and the wolf was unbearable.
"So, if I had stopped you in the first place, everything wouldn't have turned out to be as bad as it is now!" What Ye Qing said was not an after-the-fact joke, but because he didn't know when it started, trusting, depending, and directing everything was messed up by Chen Dawei himself, thinking about it by himself, and bearing it by himself, are you sure this is trust? And not a despicable and shameless act of shirking responsibility? Obviously, it was agreed that the two of them would attend the Tianshan Party together, and now they are hiding behind him, blindly trusting him to deal with everything, but this is no longer a matter of trust or distrust, but a matter of distance between the hearts of the two.
"Bastard Chen Dawei! Don't look down on people! Every time, I suppressed you until you begged for mercy! She just shouted her dissatisfaction with a hoarse voice, with a face stained by tears, and tortured Chen Dawei who couldn't bear the pain with various joint lock techniques, this is what the two of them are, this is not about the difference in strength, nor how bad the situation is, it's just that by his side, he doesn't want to be taken care of by him all the time to treat him so violently, that's all! But when did you start forgetting about it?
"I can't just let you carry so many things alone, I said that we would fight together and work together, but I first let you stand alone in front to open the way for me, but you are also a bastard, so you never thought that the two of us would solve everything together? I don't mind being supported by you, or even being used by you, at least it's much, much better than being left behind by you, always trusting and depending, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! ”
Ye Qing stopped, because of his trust, the director Chen Dawei didn't mean to let him help at all, it was because of his dependence that he let him hold up a piece of the world for himself, but what she wanted at the beginning, in the end, was just to move forward side by side and fight, not like now, so bad that Chen Dawei would fight alone in front of her! What is this?
"So, I don't want to trust you anymore, I don't want to rely on you anymore, but I want you, and tell me all the qiē, all the qiē, even if I can't think of a better solution than you, at least I can share your troubles for you. So ......" Ye Qing buried her head in Chen Dawei's arms, her voice was still hoarse and airless, and she always stopped until the last sentence was silent, but what she wanted to express and fight for, that intention had been passed on to the other party.
"Don't carry so many things alone, and I'm by your side, not to believe you, but to help you!"
Chen Dawei on the other side, the pain all over his body seemed to be suddenly relaxed by a warm current, Ye Qing said this, he couldn't refute it at all, not because he wanted to be strong, but looking back at the people around him, who could really help, none of them, Ye Qing was the one who was excluded by himself for some reason, now that I think about it, that reason, a lot of Cheng dù is because she has always believed in herself, and the director has never considered her.
"I'm sorry for you. Because I'm just a fool. In the past, I would think about the people around me, what role I would play, and how I would help myself. Now it's because I'm growing up that I think I can solve any problem alone, and I forget how to know how to make good use of people, in fact, in the end, I also believe in myself too much, rely on my own ability, and give you this toss, only then did I remember that Master Tianmu once warned me, don't rely too much on the power of your own king, Cecilia's daddy, Lord Longwang, also told me from the bottom of my heart, that's it, I've been fighting these alone, I'm such a stupid, hopeless stupid! Isn't there still you, and there are still masters? After Chen Dawei, who was lying on the ground, finished speaking, he hugged Ye Qing tightly in his arms with one hand, and kept apologizing and saying, "I'm sorry!" "I didn't care about the passers-by who had already surrounded the two of them. But is there anyone else in their eyes now? Is there anything else to say besides "I'm sorry" to each other?
Ye Qing, who was blind and didn't care, came back to his senses and raised his head slightly, but he didn't embarrass her to death, this was originally a shameful play of a man and a woman lying on the street, who doesn't talk about this little couple making contradictions! The most important thing is that she saw that several of her elders were silently having fun on the side, and now Ye Qing's sense of shame exploded suddenly, and after her nature had recovered, she saw that she grabbed Chen Dawei, who had not yet realized what the situation was, and grabbed it, angrily came to a very long-lost over-the-shoulder fall, and fell to the ground, and scolded even more angrily: "Chen Dawei, why don't you give me death!" Die a hundred times! ”
But this matter is over for the time being, just like the situation not long ago, one abused and one was abused, but it returned to the origin of not distinguishing between each other, on this basis, there is also a sincere confession between the two, and this is the love relationship that Ye Qing really longs for, not the so-called trust that can't do anything like before!
It's just that then again, can I really help Chen Dawei? And what is going to happen in this qiē? How many other things are completely unknown to me, such as the queen I just contacted, and Crow Feather, who are they? After Chen Dawei was tortured to the point of coma, Ye Qing did not relax her time, and with just a few words, she found the knowledgeable Tianmu and Master Ye and asked a series of questions.