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"It's all gone."

In a wing room in the northwest corner of the Jinyang Prefecture Pastoral Mansion.

Originally, it was just a very ordinary wing, but since the news of Lu Zhi's assassination reached Bingzhou, it has become what it is today - a temporarily rebuilt mourning hall dedicated to Lu Zhi's memorial hall.

In the past few days, every evening Li Shushi would come here to kneel and sit for a while, quietly, without a sound. At the beginning, I would recall my past experience with Lu Zhi, but later it was blank, and I just knelt there blankly.

Behind him, there are usually Su Xiaololi, Zhen Xiaololi and another Lori to accompany him, and Ma Qing, Cai Yan and others can often be seen, but here it is like a forbidden spell, and no one wants to say anything.

Except that Li Shushi occasionally said a sentence or two to drive away after the end of his stay.

Under the service of Zhen Xiaololi, she took off the miserable white filial piety dress on her body, and Li Shushi's stay was far from over.

And from the time I got the news of Lu Zhi's death to now, this appearance has been a long time.

Let all those who care about him see it in their eyes and be anxious in their hearts.

But this kind of thing is not internal or external injuries, and if the medicine stone is not enough, it can also be acupuncture, not to mention those magical spells. Li Shucheng's problems are nothing else, they are all things in his heart, no matter what kind of external force, he has to rely on himself to get out in the end.

Li Shuzhen's mood was indeed sad, but more often than not, he felt a little confused.

Although he is a human being in two lives, all the things he has experienced are even enough to write a legend. Especially after crossing over, he has experienced too many firsts in his life, but the things in front of him pierced the fragility in his heart.

It's not like Li Shushi hasn't seen dead people.

Who has never seen a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood from the battlefield, even the ordinary person in his previous life has seen the death of the seven aunts, eight aunts and those classmates who have a vague impression more than once in just over thirty years.

But except for the first time he saw the brutal torture and killing, which made his heart beat very terrified, the death of the others did not cause him too much discomfort at all, and at most he frowned.

He had always thought so.

But when the news of Lu Zhi's death came, he realized that he had obviously overestimated his endurance.

After all, compared to those who can be regarded as strangers, Lu Zhi is obviously different to Li Shushi.

As an ordinary person in his early thirties, although he has experienced some ups and downs, he has both parents. Even the bones of the body are not very neat. But no matter how you look at it, Li Shushi can still be happy under their knees for ten or eight years. As for other relatives, in that copper-smelling era, it was really as Tutor Ma said - the relationship between people is the first naked money relationship.

This is true between relatives, but between teachers and students?

This society is very large, and naturally there are teachers who make him feel admired, and there are also fuckers who make him grit his teeth and want to eat his flesh raw. It's just that it doesn't matter what kind of it is. They are all doing well as they know - either continue to work the front line for their students or careers. Or enjoy the comfort of retirement.

This is especially true among classmates, except for a limited number of vaguely remembered names and faces, but they are no longer strangers, and they can be called familiar strangers, who died young for various reasons. In addition to sighing a few times when people talk about it in the wine table newsletter, most of the time they are busy with their future, and even stopping to review the past has become a luxury.

Li Shushi's health before crossing was not good, there were many small problems, and he had big problems, and even several times he was honored to come to the front porch of the Hades Hall and walked a few steps, naturally he couldn't walk into the legendary military camp that can make people grow into men.

In addition, the place where Li Shushi lives on weekdays is the urban-rural junction caused by urban expansion, and most of the people around him are local villagers or dreamers from other places, but there is also a bit of locality in his cunning.

So, although various media sang the tune of the south and the north, Li Shushi felt that life seemed to be quiet and peaceful.

So, even in this turbulent era, Li Shushi still hopes to protect the little peace in his heart.

With a little idealism, with a little conscience, manage your own happiness.

He knew that this was a very selfish idea, and he should make a grand wish like those traverser immortals, and with great perseverance, great wisdom, and great courage, he would build a big territory and benefit a big palace by the way.

Well, in fact, when you think about it when you dream, such an achievement can still make people a little excited.

It's no wonder that the immortals went forward and did whatever it took to do so.

It's just that compared to those immortals with IQ of two hundred and fifty, various doctoral certificates, and countless halos, he is a scum with only thirty scumbags of intellectual potential, and although the remaining four attributes have also improved, after all, they are only just starting, and even the qualitative change line of half a hundred has not yet been crossed.

To put it simply, Li Shushi is still a little inferior in his heart.

So no matter what you do, there will always be a kind of fear, and you will always be careful behind your back.

Because he knows that compared to those elites of this era, he is simply a scumbag.

But even the five scum of war have still come to this point.

If you want to say that the famous generals in the late Eastern Han Dynasty increased the warlord Li Xue, Li Shushi felt that his ability was too poor, and those with low self-esteem wanted to return to the furnace to retrain. I guess this will probably be incredible except for a few people in the know.

And the reason why this can be done is that the support of a few people cannot be bypassed in any way.

Tong Yuan, Su Xiaololi, Lu Zhi, and the former emperor Liu Hong, who had a similar smell to Li Shushi.

Except for the last one, who felt that the other party was very suitable for his appetite because he had too few opportunities to get along, and only met a few times, the remaining three had an unusually huge impact on him. This influence is slightly inferior even to Lu Bu.

Tong Yuan. This old shopkeeper of Li Shushi is the foundation of his own qiē and the stepping stone for him to integrate into this world. Su Xiaololi is using her gentleness to subtly transform Li Shushi's heart. And Lu Zhi, although the time spent together is the shortest among the three, it is also extremely important to Li Shushi and his growth.

Because, for Li Shushi, Lu Zhi is a teacher.

A teacher who makes him feel almost perfect.

Teacher, preach and teach to solve doubts.

Lu Zhi is such a master, as a student of Ma Rong, the leader of Shilin, he is naturally also a great Confucian with profound knowledge. Even if you don't come from a gate valve. But the family background is definitely enough to make Li Shushi, who is a small person in Shengdou, look up to. Such a person is willing to teach Li Shushi with his heart, and it can be said that this is Li Shushi's blessing.

More importantly, although Lu Zhi is obviously better than Li Shushi in all aspects, he can be called teaching according to his aptitude. It is not forced to change Li Shushi's thinking habits. just influenced Li Shushi's judgment in a subtle way.

Even if the views on certain things are still extreme. It's still not comprehensive enough, and even if I hear different opinions, I don't want to accept them, and I think it's a kind of insistence on my own. But the old man didn't refute much, and only told Li Shushi stories when he had time - there are legends that have not been passed down to modern times in ancient times, and there are also interesting anecdotes that have not been recorded on the carrier of today's people.

So, many years later, Li Shushi, who had experienced some things and decided some things by himself, slowly understood the true meaning of the stories told by the old man back then. Maybe for him, there are already a lot of stories that have been forgotten as wind in his ears, but Li Shushi, who understands the reason, has begun to try to give up some persistence and adopt some more flexible methods.

Of course, there are still some things that must be insisted on, because after all, there is a soul from the future in the body, and it is also a soul in his thirties who already has a certain amount of social experience. Let's take those insistences that may seem strange in the eyes of today's people as the last vestige of the era in the future.

Although I guess the parents in that world will be very sad.

Lu Zhi is such a person, maybe sometimes he is a little short-tempered, maybe sometimes he will say something that he is accustomed to people in this era but feels uncomfortable with Li Shushi, a soul from the future, but compared to most people Li Shushi has seen in this era, Lu Zhi's character and personality are undoubtedly extremely noble.

Therefore, he moved and touched Li Shushi, and tolerated that lonely heart with Su Xiaololi. Therefore, even if the situation in Shuozhou under his rule is still complicated, it is convincing to all forces. Therefore, even if he only relied on the wealth of Xihe, he slowly nibbled away at those once rebellious Hu people and made them become blades in the hands of the great Han.

Master, Master, Lu Zhi is not only like a loving teacher, a strict teacher, but also like a responsible and majestic father.

Such a person, Li Shushi's respect for him is undoubtedly from the bottom of his heart, for such a respectable old man.

Therefore, when he learned that such an elderly person had left because of a conspiracy, Li Shushi was like his parents leaving, and that kind of pain may not be expressed in a heart-rending way, but it made him feel that his heart was suddenly empty, which represented the collapse of a spiritual pillar that supported him, and the uncomfortable feeling caused by the huge gap was the reason why he was often sluggish.

Naturally, he has no time to take care of those moods in his daily work, and the heavy work and physical exertion make it a luxury for him to even want to reminisce about that feeling, and in fact he has no time to do that.

Only when he was in the mourning hall could Li Shushi relax his mind a little, and then fell into the crack in his heart.

So this is really the path that a carefree bear child must go through to grow into a xx youth?

At the end of the day's work, it was already the middle of the night.

During this time, Li Shushi's work has been so busy, and Lu Zhi's death has had a far greater impact on him than he imagined, but this is not the whole reason why he is busy, another problem that cannot be ignored is because Lu Zhi's death has made the already unstable situation in the west more elusive.

The affected areas range from Bingzhou in the east to Liangzhou in the northwest, from Shuozhou in the north to Yizhou and Jingzhou in the south.

And Li Shushi, who has a close relationship with Lu Zhi, is at the heart of this big storm.

Said his decision at this time. It is probably not an exaggeration to say that it will determine the future direction of Dahan.

No, maybe he's already made a decision, and chaos is coming. What he has to do is to see clearly what this chaos will bring, and what the state can gain from this chaos.

Don't blame him for not thinking through a single thing before making a decision, not only because even a top wise man like Jia Xu who belongs to the top of this era can't figure everything out, but more importantly, that kind of decision is not an exaggeration to say that it is completely an inevitable choice - as long as Li Shushi still intends to take advantage of this troubled era to seek more power that can protect himself and those people he values.

Therefore, those courtiers in the court who desperately want to fight themselves must disappear, especially Wang Yun, an old politician who is definitely the most suspicious in Li Shushi's eyes, even if he is not the mastermind behind Lu Zhi's death.

A guy who doesn't have much political wisdom but always likes to play with conspiracy, but is extremely good at forbearance, may not have much success in governing the country. But it will become an extremely unstable time bomb. All who ignore him will be hurt by him. Especially this person is still stubborn and disgusting, and Li Shushi, who is already hostile to him, can't keep him.

It can even be said that even if Yuan Shao is in charge of the center, Li Shushi can accept it, because under certain conditions. There is still a chance for reconciliation between the two people. Even Li Shushi took a step back, and the sky between the two could still be wide. But now Wang Yun. There will only be an endless ending between him and Li Shushi, because Li Shushi does not see any possibility of compromise.

Or even if it is a temporary compromise, it is just to accumulate the blow to Li Shushi and the state that will kill.

Originally, when Dong Zhuoshang was still there, Li Shushi also used Wang Ling and other members of the Wang clan in Qi County to convey friendly signals to Wang Yun in Chang'an, and also received a positive response from the other party at that time. This somewhat made Li Shushi relax his vigilance against Wang Yun, thinking that even if the other party would not value him as much as Er Yuan and Cao Cao, at least he would not be an enemy.

Fortunately, because Wang Yun suddenly gained power, his true nature was exposed, and Li Shushi had the opportunity to realize the fact that he was destined to not be friends but only enemies.

It's not too late to make amends.

Moreover, isn't there a man next to him who plans to "take revenge" for Dong Zhuo?

Even if Xiliang generals like Li Dao and Guo Yan are ambitious, with this buffer, at least they can ensure that there will be no second Wang Yun in the court. In terms of the predictable historical trend, Li Shushi felt that after this experience, perhaps he should consider reviewing some of his previous ideas.

As a Chinese, as a Han Chinese, Li Shushi naturally has a unique affection for the Han and Tang eras, followed by the slightly painful era of the Ming Dynasty. As for the Song Dynasty, which is admired by many people, although it has enough amazing exhibitions economically, the roots of this country have actually been broken since the sound of candles and axes, and the spirit passed down from Guo Wei to Chai Rong to Zhao Kuangyin has been reversed and turned into a country that is completely opposite to before.

This is Li Shushi's cognition, and this is the most fundamental reason why he is willing to support this dynasty.

People in this era may not be able to imagine the pride that Li Shushi felt when he mentioned the name of this country, not only because the country was once strong, but also because of the huge sense of humiliation that Li Shushi once lived in when the country could only endure humiliation and burden.

Strong but not domineering, this is simply the most bullshit joke. It is because they always have such a mentality that the surrounding small countries dare to provoke unscrupulously, not because of the so-called strength behind them, but simply because they know that even if they take advantage, they will not lose anything. It's really strategic to value you but tactically to despise you!

How to cut off this greed, then there is only a measure of revenge. Revenge grievances directly, killing people to pay for life, and the cost of crime is the best means to curb this kind of psychology of taking advantage, and this is not the expression of domineering, can you do it without hegemony!

It's a pity that the leader of the country is Gou Jian, and it is Li Shimin, who faces the Turks next to Weishui.

It can be seen from this that a great politician is really not something that ordinary people can do, at least not a husband who can only be angry.

However, Li Shushi, who is in this era, does not have to be so aggrieved. Even if the current Han Dynasty has declined to a very low level, Li Shushi can still take the most drastic measures against the Hu people in the north, and then lead an expedition to the Western Regions to deter the countries of the Western Regions, and he can thoroughly implement his beliefs and actions.

Moreover, there are people behind him who can understand him, such as Dong Zhuo and Lu Zhi, who continue to give him all kinds of support.

Now, these people have passed away, and looking around, it seems that the princes of the world can no longer find a prince who can continue to give him such support, even if the man who once made a decision in his heart to engrave "General of the Late Han Zhengxi" on the tombstone is afraid that his greatest wish now is to be able to gain a firm foothold in Yanzhou and slowly expand his influence.

Lu Zhi's death did break a spiritual pillar in Li Shushi's heart, but if you think about it from another angle, isn't this exactly the crutch that Li Shushi once relied on.

Without this crutch, and without the moral restraint hidden on the crutch, it means that the shackles on his body have disappeared again.

It's time for him to stand on his own feet!

It's just that the low-self complex and casual teenager doesn't seem to be fully prepared for that.

"Can I do it?"

It was a dark night, surrounded by a thick black fog.

"I believe in you~ It's like I believe in you, I believe in me."

In this thick black fog, those eyes were so bright, like lights in a storm.

Pan Sen: This is to thank Big Belly Sauce and Little 1 for their efforts for two consecutive months.

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Pan Sen 3: Even if this volume ends here, let's talk about it tomorrow...... (To be continued......)