Chapter 214: Be Yourself
Wang Sancai looked at him, but he didn't answer, but fell into memories.
He didn't speak, and for a moment, the whole room fell silent.
Bai Xiao lowered his head and rubbed his hands, the strength of the wine was up, making him feel dizzy, but he didn't hear Wang Sancai's answer, his heart became more and more uneasy, finally, Bai Xiao couldn't help but raise his head, glanced at Wang Sancai quickly, but lowered his head again, and said timidly: "Big, big brother, I drank too much, I ......"
"I know what you mean." Wang Sancai suddenly interrupted Bai Xiao, but he sighed: "Xiaobai, raise your head and look at me." ”
"I'm ......" Bai Xiao muttered to himself, and finally mustered up the courage to raise his head, but his jaw was already trembling, and he didn't seem to be able to speak in a bad way: "I really didn't mean to ......"
"Actually, I'm thinking about it too." Wang Sancai interrupted him again, but a complicated smile already appeared on his face: "I thought afterwards that I was indeed despicable and not above board at all by doing this, but there was nothing unfair to them at all. ”
"Huh?" Bai Xiao's fat face was full of puzzlement.
Wang Sancai took a slight breath: "Do you think it's unfair for them that I do this, but have you thought about it, it's fair for us that he is playing a conspiracy to arrest us back for his own father?" Hum! If he doesn't send someone to kill me, where will I be idle to slander their Huang family? ”
Speaking of this, Wang San suddenly stopped. I poured myself a bowl of wine, raised my head to my mouth and drank it in one gulp.
"Phew!" The rice bowl was put on the table by him, and the corners of Bai Xiao's mouth twitched in fright, and he blinked, but he didn't know what to say.
Wang Sancai shook his head vigorously and spoke again: "If he doesn't mess with me, I definitely won't mess with him, I never said that I am a good person, but I will never involve some innocent people for my own selfishness, because I know that the other party is a small character who has no status." It will certainly not be slaughtered. ”
said. Wang Sancai couldn't help but smile contemptuously: "I'm the little character who has no status, but I will do whatever it takes to live for me and the people I care about!" As for honors? Morality? That's too far away for me, it's not something I should be pursuing, because I just want to live freely. ”
Say that. Once again, he poured himself a bowl of wine. Then he threw his head up and drank.
Bai Xiao seemed to be touched. Biting his lower lip, he hurriedly poured himself a bowl of wine, and raised his head to drink it like Wang Sancai. But he didn't seem to be very good at drinking, and when he put the bowl down, he couldn't help coughing again.
"You don't have to deliberately accompany me, drink as much as you want." Wang Sancai glanced at Bai Xiao and poured himself a bowl of wine again.
This time, Bai Xiao finally didn't continue to keep up, maybe it was the strength of the wine that gave him some courage, looking at the wine flowing from the corners of Wang Sancai's mouth, he gritted his teeth and said: "I think the person in charge of the Huang family is very upright, I feel that it is not like he did such a thing as chasing and killing us." ”
"His name is Huang Shikun." Wang Sancai reminded.
Bai Xiao immediately nodded: "Yes, it's him." ”
Wang Sancai shook his head complicatedly while reminiscing: "I don't think it looks like it, it's probably that Huang Chong's idea, but no matter what, without his consent, the Huang family's dead soldiers will definitely not attack us." ”
Speaking of this, Wang Sancai's eyes showed a little regret: "It's just that I didn't expect him to commit suicide...... From the moment he smeared his sword against his own neck, it felt like it wasn't what I thought it was. ”
Bai Xiao frowned, pondered for a moment, gritted his teeth, and plucked up his courage to say, "You...... Do you regret it? ”
"No, I don't regret it." Wang Sancai shook his head and looked up at him, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating smile: "If I wasn't despicable at that time, then the two of us would be in the hands of the Huang family now, I'm just a small character, I don't have the ability to confront the whole family head-on, if I don't want to have some small tricks, then I can only be slaughtered." ”
Speaking of this, Wang Sancai's tone couldn't help but become complicated: "For myself and the people I care about, what is it for me to be mean?" Besides, am I not here to protect myself? ”
Bai Xiao lowered his eyes and didn't dare to face Wang Sancai, but after hearing this, he couldn't help but ask timidly: "You, among the people you said you care about, do you also include me?" ”
"Wasn't it just the two of us who were there? Who do you think is there besides you? Wang Sancai couldn't help but laugh.
After Bai Xiao heard this, he didn't know why, he suddenly burst into tears, and the words he said seemed a little out of voice: "I, I don't know how to repay you, I never felt that I was important, and I never thought that someone would do something despicable for me, so ...... Even my dad wouldn't do that, I'm ......."
He was a little incoherent, and suddenly he couldn't speak anymore, so he quickly wiped a handful of tears with his sleeve.
"Living well is the best reward for me." Wang Sancai felt a little drunk: "Besides, I'm not just for you, I'm also for my own survival." ”
As soon as he said this, he suddenly seemed to have a lot of words, and with the strength of wine, he said them all in one breath: "You don't know, in the place where I live, every day, every corner is full of all kinds of intrigues, they will frame innocent you for their own selfishness, there will be people in order to please the 'superiors', concentrate on collecting your words and deeds, even if you complain casually, he will tell you that you are insulting your superiors, compared to their meanness, my little trick is just pediatrics." Many conscientious people have worked hard all their lives, but they can't get what they deserve, but let some villains who specialize in scheming go, do you think, will anyone stick to a life simply for a belief or a belief? ”
"You, where did you be?" Bai Xiao felt that he couldn't even express his words clearly.
But fortunately, Wang San understood what he meant. However, he didn't answer him directly: "It doesn't matter where I used to be, the important thing is that I'm here now, although I've been here for a short time, but at least, I don't have to disguise my mind in front of you and Xiaotong, and I think about whether there is another meaning in what you say all day long, in comparison, I may prefer this simple world, at least, I also see people who are above board." Pity. He died on the calculations of my villain, hahahaha......"
In the end, Wang Sancai couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Bai Xiao couldn't help but comfort: "However, you didn't have any way out at that time. ”
"There really is no way back." Wang Sancai restrained his smile and nodded. But then. But he shook his head and said, "But that doesn't negate my ...... behavior."
said. He suddenly fell silent, his eyes flickering a little, after a long time. Only then did he say quietly: "If he doesn't send someone to hunt me down first, we will probably become friends too." ”
Dropping this sentence, Wang Sancai raised his head again and poured down a bowl of wine.
Bai Xiao looked at Wang Sancai's Adam's apple moving up and down, and said with emotion: "He is a good person. ”
"yes!" Wang Sancai put down his rice bowl and wiped a handful of wine on his chin: "But good people don't live long, he is a living example." ”
Bai Xiao said a little as if he didn't understand: "That...... Do you mean to be a bad person? ”
"Bad guys? No. Wang Sancai shook his head and said: "I believe that the pure bad guys will get the corresponding retribution sooner or later, if I want to say it, it is better to be yourself and follow your heart." If you really don't know your own mind, then be a bad guy with a bottom line, just like me, I don't want to be slaughtered, I can only learn to resist through other ways, I don't have the ability to be a good person, but I won't deliberately pretend to be a ...... Anyway, don't be a pure good person, at least until you don't have enough ability, because you don't have enough ability to be qualified for the position of a pure good person, then you are just pretending, and I am afraid that in the end there will be no good end. ”
Maybe Wang Sancai said too profoundly, Bai Xiao has not yet reached the age of adulthood, so he can't understand it at all, and after pondering for a long time, he didn't fully understand what Wang Sancai said, so he could only change the topic and said, "That...... What about Huang Chong? He's not dead now, he must be trying to hunt us down. ”
"He's definitely going to hunt us down, but he's thinking more about how to protect himself right now." Wang Sancai pondered: "Now that many families are waiting for him to explain the matter of the poison of the holy water, the entire Huang family is in danger, where does he have more thoughts to spend on us?" ”
"So, are we safe for now?" Bai Xiao wanted to get affirmation from Wang Sancai's mouth.
Wang Sancai replied lightly: "It's not safe, at least before we reach the territory of the Zhuang family, we still have to be careful, after all, the Liang family is still chasing you now." ”
"Then is the Zhuang family really safe? Aren't they afraid that His Majesty will be accused of being a traitor in order to protect me? Bai Xiao was very worried.
Wang Sancai immediately smiled and said: "I definitely can't let you show up in public, as for safety, I think it should be safe!" I saved his daughter's life, and he shouldn't fail me. ”
Saying that, Wang Sancai grabbed the third pot of wine he drank, and was about to pour himself another full glass, but found that the wine in it didn't know when it had been emptied by himself, so he could only lift Bai Xiao's wine jug again, and found that there was not much wine left in it, so he simply threw down the wine jug, got up and said, "I'll go down and get some more wine, don't run around in the room by yourself." ”
"Oh, I know." Bai Xiao hurriedly nodded in response.
Wang Sancai didn't talk nonsense, turned around and left the room, and walked down the stairs.
At this time, the number of guests in the hall has decreased a lot, and Wang San saw that the three baby guards had come to the inn again without knowing when, and were talking to the shopkeeper of the second dog in a low voice.
Wang Sancai felt that he was a little drunk, and when he went downstairs, he couldn't help but be a little unable to control his footsteps.
It was his loud footsteps that immediately attracted the attention of the three baby guards, and the shopkeeper of the second dog was a little strange, so he turned his head and followed the eyes of the three baby guards, and saw Wang Sancai who was going downstairs at a glance.
But at the same time, his face suddenly changed. (To be continued.) )