Chapter 116: Take the initiative once

Brother Qianli is not even as good as Lysius, who is with me every day, and he, who can only watch Asna from a distance, silently, but even so, he is satisfied......

Lysius also said that he wanted to be my star, so that he could always watch me and protect me......

"You think he's unhappy, he may not be unhappy, you think it's good to do it to him, but he thinks it's painful. Luo Bing, your opinions and thoughts are not necessarily those of Lysius, what his heart thinks, how he is happy, how he feels, only Lysius himself knows. Brother Qianli turned around slowly, quietly looking in the direction of the reservoir.

After he said these words, he didn't speak again, he just stared quietly at the distant night sky, at the end of heaven and earth, as if Asuna stood there, her long hair fluttering gently in the moonlight.

I turned to the starry sky again, and I felt that Lysius was unhappy, maybe he wasn't unhappy, I felt unfair to him, maybe he didn't feel unfair......

What is the decision that is good for him and makes him happy......

He just wanted to ...... Stay by my side and be my star......

Just like that, he'll be happy......

If you don't try, how do you know if you won't like him......

Give him a chance, perhaps...... It's also about giving yourself a chance......

But......

I suddenly didn't have the courage to ......

I went back......

I now understand that in the face of feelings, is the real bravery, I can go into battle without fear of death to kill the enemy, but I don't have the courage to face a Lecius who was rejected by me.

Lysius, how did he do it? He dared to stand in front of me and say to me: I like you......

The day after my birthday, my fears still happened.

Lysius hid back in his lab and didn't come out again, and Harry began to avoid me inexplicably, the boys saw me far away, as if they didn't want to be embarrassed to meet, and the girls didn't seem to know how to talk to me, and often didn't talk.

I'm always losing my mind, eating, training, and showering......

My chest was getting tighter and tighter, and the adults sighed as if they knew something when they saw me.

I started to have insomnia, like Harry had written in the review book for me, and my mind was always a mess, upset, and I couldn't concentrate.

Lysius avoided me, and Harry avoided me, which made me embarrassed to go to them, because I caused them trouble, they were unhappy, and in the end, I became unhappy myself.

I was really self-inflicted. I shouldn't have run away.

Even Xiaoka became depressed, and he stayed with Xiaoha and them, and didn't go back to the room.

"Tsk, hey......" There was a sigh from the bridge, I slowly came back to my senses, I don't know how long I had been sitting under the trestle, I raised my face, and Sister Saisi's voice came from above, "These three children...... It's a real worry......"

"Don't worry, the relationship is normal, and it will be fine after a while." Uncle Mason said as if comfortingly.

"I said it earlier, the time is not yet right, Lysius has always been timid, why is he so bold this time!"

"When a boy confesses like a girl, courage will explode! But Xiaoice, who can be killed by monsters on weekdays, actually ran away in the face of Lysius's confession. ”

"It should be Xiaoice don't want to reject Lysius in person, for fear of embarrassment, the more people I care about, the more afraid I am of hurting ......"

"But running away is also a rejection......

"Hey, so it's better not to say it, you can still keep the same status with Xiaoice, and in another year or two, the relationship will naturally be there."

"So what if Xiaoice likes someone else at that time? You see how attractive Xiaoice is, what Helei, what the stars of Silver Moon City, her heaven and earth are outside, even Elder Arufa thinks that she can bring many stronger people back in the future, where does Lecius have a place at that time, Lecius is our own child who we watch grow up, how can we cheap men outside? ”

"Hey! I was so anxious to look at them! Harry's stinky boy didn't help either. ”

"Are you our son's own mother! He's miserable enough! ”

"Don't say it, don't say it, it's still up to them. Isn't it better for the kid to hide in the research room and concentrate on invention, not to solve the problem of a thousand miles? ”

"Chisina's problem can be solved, then at Asuna's coming-of-age ceremony, Chisa's child has even greater hope. Today should be the last day of duty for Qianli, and tomorrow the Qianli robot should be in the sky. ”

"Well, our Noah City will get better and better, by the way, you say...... Should I choose another man? ”

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"

"Now there are so many children, I want to ...... too"

"It's not good for you to choose a child who is the same age as Harry, does Harry call him brother or second father?"

"Hahahaha————" Sister Saisi laughed heartily.

"Am I failing to satisfy you? Do you think I'm short? That's not right...... You can't get enough of me for forty minutes......"

"Ahem, cough, cough......" Sister Saisi coughed violently, "Do you want to be ashamed, say it here!" Sister Saissi punched Uncle Mason and hurried away.

"Hey, hey, hey, wife, or ...... now" Uncle Mason chased after me, and I walked out lightly from under the trestle, just in time to see Uncle Mason's hand pinching Sister Saisi's sexy ass!

I stiffened for a while and turned around, today is Brother Qianli's last day on duty, how many days have I been confused? Lysius has done a good job of all the robots?!

My head was swollen from not sleeping well in days, I couldn't go on like this, and I didn't want to go on like this! It's not my character.

But Lysius suddenly confessed to me, which really made me panic. As Sister Sissi said, Lysius was very serious to me, and I didn't want to hurt him, but in the end, my method hurt him even more, and I was only blamed for my lack of experience in love.

I wasn't even seventeen years old, what could I do.

I wrinkled my eyebrows, once upon a time, I would have said to Harry that I wanted to give Sister Mingyu an explanation, and what was I doing? It's really easy for others to do it yourself.

I'm going to go to Lysius, I don't want the three of us to go on like this!

I took a deep breath, mustered up all my courage, ran to the front of Lysius's research room, struggled for a long time, and my face turned red, before I raised my hand and knocked on the door: "Lysius!" Lysius! ”

The door opened, but there was only a small card.

"Where's your dad?"

"It's out...... Xiaoka is still depressed, "Master...... When are you going to reconcile with Dad, Dad doesn't sleep every day, Xiaoka is very worried about him......"

Sure enough, it's my own son, and he cares about Lysius not sleeping, and I, the master, haven't slept for days, and I don't see you caring about me.

"Do you know where he went?"

Xiaoka shook his head.

My heart sank to the bottom, and I finally mustered up the courage to come to him, but he was not there, and I don't know if I will be able to muster such courage next time.