Chapter 51: How to Like Each Other
"If it was another Xingchuan, he would definitely not be able to sleep, looking at that hole all day and worrying." I said with a chuckle.
He was slightly stunned and turned his face to look at me: "Is he so insecure?" ”
I was stunned, but I didn't expect this Xingchuan to be a word, and I don't know if it was a coincidental guess, or a genetic relationship?
"He did...... Insecure, but he's worried about that hole because he's more wary than you. I raised my eyes to look at Xingchuan in front of me, "You have been exposed, if you are discovered by the Ghost Eater Clan, you will not be as confident and at ease as you are now." ”
"We have a defense system!" He immediately stressed, "We are not as weak as you seem, and our weapons are not lagging behind." ”
"I also thought that the capable ones were nothing great, but when I saw them, I knew I was wrong. I hope you don't get discovered by the Oni Eaters. I stared solemnly into his clear dark eyes, and I was telling him that I wasn't joking.
He frowned slightly, and looked at me for a long time, not alerted by my words, and he did not take my words lightly. He still has a lot of similarities with that Xingchuan, such as this self-confidence.
He blinked, and lowered his eyes and raised a faint smile again: "Thank you for warning us, and thank you for your willingness to train us......" When he lowered his eyes and smiled, he was a bit like Elena's shy expression, the people here really have some similar personalities, just like Elena said, they need to maintain a demeanor, which makes him and Elena more like sisters and brothers.
I suddenly remembered another Hoshikawa's words, he said that he would marry Elena, but he didn't know if it was love or not.
"I'm glad to be able to talk to you like this today, you've always been a little repulsive to us." He frowned slightly, his face became dim in the moonlight unconsciously, "I still hope that you can dissolve into us, and be willing to be friends with us, everyone here knows that your name is Luo Bing, but very few of you can name it......"
My heart couldn't help but tighten, and it was a little guilty in his gentle words. Everyone on Hagrid Island is trying to accept me, and I'm still rejecting them.
I wrinkled my eyebrows slightly, picked up my shoes and socks and got up: "It's better not to have too deep feelings between us!" ”
"Why?" He looked at me suspiciously, "Can't we like each other?" ”
I was stunned, and he was stunned.
In the quiet moonlight was the sound of rushing water, and his face was reflected on the clear and trembling water, and he hurriedly stood up and explained: "I mean you and us, we mean everyone......" He became extremely embarrassed.
"I know!" I raised my hand, interrupted him, and turned my face sideways, "It's my problem, I'm afraid that my feelings for you are too deep, and I won't be able to give up, and I won't want to leave ......"
"Wouldn't it be better if you didn't want to leave?!" He strode towards me suddenly, "bang, bang, bang" and " He grabbed my arm and looked at me earnestly: "Stay, you know that everyone likes you, although Aaron they were a little unconvinced by you before, but now they all know that you are training them seriously." ”
"Who is Aaron?" I looked at him suspiciously, he sighed, and there was still a bit of grief in his eyes: "Look, you have been with us for almost a year, and you still don't know Ah Long and them, you face them every day, how many people's names can you call?" ”
"It's enough that I know you."
"You know me because of another me!" There was a complicated and tangled look on his face, as if he was suffocating, but also as if he was a little happy.
I looked at his hand holding my arm: "How long are you going to catch me?" ”
He was stunned again, looked at his hand, and immediately let go, his face turned red again, and he was still a little irritable. His face was a kind of youth and shyness that another Hoshikawa didn't have.
The other Hoshikawa will never be ashamed of grabbing my arm! He's going to grab me right and then he's going to push me under him.
I turned away and furrowed my eyebrows: "You don't understand, I don't want to stay here not because I don't see you as friends, or because you are Hoshikawa, but because your comfortable, peaceful, happy and innocent life here will affect me!" It will make me lose the will to fight! ”
"Luo Bing, you're a girl, it's not for you to fight and kill outside, if we can let you put down your gun and put down the fight here, wouldn't it be great?" He looked at me suspiciously, worriedly.
But I started to get angry because of what he said.
I shook my hand and pointed out: "You can think that the outside world is wrong to fight and kill, and it has nothing to do with you!" However, for me, it is my duty to fight and kill, I am a warrior, a soldier! If everyone feels that the outside world has nothing to do with them, then there is no future in the outside world! It will be taken over by the Oni Eaters forever! How long do you really think you can hide on Hagrid Island? If you really love and do good, why didn't you open up to people from the outside world and let them in?! ”
Hoshikawa was stunned.
I took a deep breath and tried to regain my composure: "Xingchuan, you are hiding here because you are afraid of death......"
Hoshikawa's eyes began to lose focus in the moonlight.
"However, you don't have to be ashamed of this, because I am also afraid of death, and the city of Noah where I used to live is the same as you, and they are also hiding deep under the ground, and it is also because they are afraid of death, and you are indeed living in the world of Hagrid Island......" I pointed to the whole Hagrid Island, "but your world always exists in the outside world, so you are no different from the people who are afraid of death and hiding outside." However, if you have the ability to change all this, you can no longer hide and be afraid of death, so that everyone can live under the sun like you, live in this comfortable and innocent happiness, and be as happy and happy as you are now, simple and simple. Well, if you don't fight, you're a real coward. So, I want to go to battle to work with those who are changing the world, and we want no one to die in front of us like our lover! ”
After I finished speaking, Xingchuan was silent for a long time, in such a troubled world where everyone only cares about themselves, you can't kidnap anyone with a noble selfless and fearless spirit, because you don't have any guarantee that you can let anyone accompany you to death.
I stopped talking, leaned over and began to put on my shoes.
"I'll do it." He whispered, and he walked to the shore, picked up my shoes, and put them at my feet.
When my feet went in, a familiar image instantly came to my mind. At the beginning, when Hoshikawa and Heray and I escaped from the cage, it was Hoshikawa who put shoes on me, and it was at that moment that I was moved by his gentleness and delicacy, and completely gave my trust to him.