"Lycius, you're right, I don't have amnesia because I don't know what to say, and I didn't dare to say it at first......" The memories that welled up in my head and the pain of being separated from my family made me unable to breathe in pain.

I lowered my face and tears began to fall uncontrollably: "I don't even know why I'm here...... What the hell am I doing wrong...... Let me come to this dark world ......" pretending to be strong in order not to let myself be defeated by reality. Pretending to be strong is to keep yourself from breaking down in this reality.

However, I was just a person, a girl, and I was pretending for too long...... Also tired......

I will also have too much and too much confusion and confusion.

Why me?

Why am I here.

Why, why, why......

"It's to bring us light......" The gently choked words and a warm hug pulled me back from the memories and pain that kept pouring out.

I sniffed deeply at the scent of his sweet orchids, just as I had last time in Harry's arms, and only for a moment let me lean on a little and regain my composure. I've really been holding on to this secret for too long...... It's been too long......

I really want to and miss home......

But I really can't go back, I can't go back......

I don't know how long I secretly cried in Lysius's arms, and even if I stopped crying, I didn't want to leave his warm embrace, and I continued to lean in front of him, temporarily letting go of the strength I had been pretending to be strong.

Only by not facing the past can you survive what kind of strength is it?

But today, I can face it, I can finally face it.

I felt that when I told the secret and I could face the past, I became stronger, really, stronger.

He hugged me tightly in front of me, and the tightness filled me with peace of mind, as if soothing my long-standing anxiety and loneliness, and making me feel the warmth and peace of mind that only family can give.

The night breeze was no longer cold, the air around me was stained with the body temperature and fragrance of Lysius, and I once again had a sense of comfort and peace of mind at home.

I finally calmed down and could face the world again, Ming to Lycius.

I wiped my face and left the arms of Lysius, hiding enough, hiding too long will make me weak: "Do you want to see the evidence?" ”

"Evidence?!" He looked unusually surprised.

I raised my face: "What, you don't believe me?" Thought everything was my hallucination? ”

"No, no, no." Lysius hurriedly waved his hand and looked at me with pity, his gray-blue eyes were also tinged with tears, and his eyes wet with tears were exceptionally clear in the moonlight.

I was a little surprised, but I was moved by his tears in my heart: "You cried......" I reached out and gently wiped the crystal tears from his eyelashes.

He gently held my hand, a warm hand that could withstand the cold of the night. He lowered his face and choked sadly: "I'm very distressed...... I really didn't expect you to go through this...... I didn't expect you to be from another world...... There is only one person who has fallen from a beautiful and magical world to our world where there is nothing......"

I also lowered my face, after telling this secret, I was finally no longer afraid to recall the past, no longer afraid to think of my parents' faces, all this before, I only sealed it deeply in my heart, I dare not touch, I am afraid that once I touch, I will open Pandora's box, and the pain inside will turn into darkness and completely engulf me.

He gently, took my other hand, stood opposite to me, tightly, and held my hand: "Xiaoice, I will always be by your side in the future, and I will not let you alone again." ”

His soft words instantly hit my heart, making my last tears welling up in my eyes, and I withdrew my hand and kept wiping my tears: "Thank you...... Lysius ......"

"Don't cry, Xiaoice......" he choked up and reached out to wipe my tears together, "I won't let you cry again." ”

I nodded gratefully, happily, and this time, tears of joy.

"By the way, what about the evidence? Is this it? He stretched out his hand and pointed to the sandalwood beads on his wrist, his voice trembling but as if trying to make me laugh, "No wonder you have so many good things on you, as well as watermelons and apples, and we all went crazy with joy when you took out apples that time!" ”

"Snort......," I wiped away my tears and lifted my face, smiling, "I'll show you the evidence, it's more convincing evidence." ”

He looked at me with trembling eyes, and I took his hand and ran under the clear moonlight, running towards Noah's city, and I felt my whole body lighten, and I felt as if I could fly like a little Xiaoice......

I dragged Lysius and ran back to my room.

In the hallway, I stopped and looked at Harry's room opposite, it was quiet, and I didn't see him and Asuna when I ran back, had they already returned to the room?

"What's wrong?" Lysius walked up to me and blocked my gaze.

I looked at him, "I also want to tell Harry that you and he are my best friends." ”

Lysius was slightly stunned and lowered his face, "Yes...... You should tell him......" His voice was a little low, with a bit of loss.

What happened to him and Harry today? The two of them always looked a little lost.

Lysius turned to look at Harry's room, "There's a mission tomorrow, Harry may have slept......"

"Then I'll tell him next time." I'm also a little hesitant.

I hadn't told Harry before, but when I talked to him all of a sudden, it became a little abrupt, and I didn't know where to start, would it scare him?

Unlike Lysius, it is natural to say this secret, and many times to tell the secret, it also takes some foreshadowing and coincidence.

Next time, I'll find a chance to talk to Harry and I'll be with them all the time, and if I have a chance.

"Okay." The corners of Lysius's mouth raised slightly, like a night orchid blooming, sweeping away the loneliness of Fang Cai.

I pulled him through the door.

He sat on my bed and looked around my room, he hadn't been to my room in a long time.

I took my bag out of the cupboard again, and the evidence I was going to show him wasn't chocolate, apples. These things can also be said to be antiques, like the string of beads in the hands of Lysius, and they are not convincing.

I sat down next to him with my bag, his body tightened slightly, revealing a little cramped, but he was not as nervous as before.

He stole a slight sideways look at me and slowly relaxed his body.

I pulled my own wallet out of my bag, a yellow wallet with a costume cat printed on it.

"It's ......," Lycius' gaze caught in my wallet.

I let go of the bag, and then, slowly opening the wallet in front of him, inside was a family photo of me and my parents. Our family stood in front of the landscape of Guilin, happily talking about eggplants.

"What a beautiful ......" Lecius took the wallet from my hand and was deeply attracted by the beautiful landscape of Guilin in the photo.