Chapter 144 Worship Zhang Ruoran
Getting up at 5 o'clock in the morning, Gao Lin called Sun Wei, and he was walking in the direction of the hotel.
After a brief wash, Gao Lin walked down to the first floor, but fortunately he didn't see the best lady last night.
After checking out of the room and walking out of the hotel gate, Sun Wei and Shen Jiayi also arrived.
The three of them had some breakfast at a nearby snack bar, and then hired a taxi to go to Zhang Ruoran's house.
Zhang Ruoran's home is in Qintang Town, Guishi, Gao Lin has been to Zhang Ruoran before, and it takes more than an hour to take a small bus from Guishi, and about forty or fifty minutes by taxi.
I didn't say anything all the way, and when I arrived in Qintang Town, it was almost 7 o'clock. After walking around the town, I didn't find any small shops selling wreaths, and most of the grocery stores were not open.
After thinking about it, Gao Lin and the three of them went to a flower shop that opened earlier and bought two chrysanthemum baskets.
Since the flower shop did not have ready-made baskets, they had to be made manually, so Gao Lin and the three of them waited in the shop for a while.
After buying a chrysanthemum basket, the three of them rushed to the direction of Zhang Ruoran's house.
Zhang Ruoran's home is a two-story red brick house, in front of the building, there is a vegetable garden, according to Zhang Ruoran before, she wants to eat any green vegetables, she will buy some seeds and plant some there.
In Zhang Ruoran's memory, the vegetable garden has always been her beautiful childhood, when she was a child, she played in this small place, and her parents farmed in the fields on the far side.
Unexpectedly, now that she is gone, the vegetable garden is still there.
Walking around from the vegetable garden to the front of the building, Gao Lin found that there were already many mourners sitting in the direction of the door, and everyone had sad faces.
Walking to the front of the vegetable garden, Gao Lin's heart was also very bad, and Sun Wei, who was standing next to him, comforted him from time to time.
Seeing the arrival of the three people, the people at the door looked at them one after another, and two of their relatives had seen Gao Lin in Kyoto and knew him. Before entering the door, a fire was burned on the ground.
"Step over the fire and you can wash away the cheesiness you bring!" Knowing that Gao Lin and the three of them might not be familiar with their customs, an older man said.
Gao Lin nodded, and Sun Wei and the two stepped over the fire as the old man said.
Soon, a sad-faced aunt came out with a few pillars of incense, and one of them gave Gao Lin three sticks, and then they went in to worship.
Gao Lin and the three of them understood, took the incense, stepped into the door, and saw Zhang Tianfu sitting next to the statue wearing linen and filial piety.
Lighting incense, Gao Lin and the three of them bowed to Zhang Ruoran's statue three times, and at the same time, the family members sitting on both sides of the statue and Zhang Tianfu all bowed to them.
Inserting incense, Gao Lin walked towards Zhang Tianfu, his eyes were hot, and he comforted in a choked voice: "Uncle Zhang, take care of your body!" ”
Although he hadn't seen him for two days, Zhang Tianfu seemed to be a teenager old, with gray hair, which had grown a lot of gray hair, and his eyes were also red, shiny and moist, with a black and swollen color, as if he hadn't slept for a long time.
It's no wonder, Zhang Ruoran is his only daughter, he treats her almost like his lifeline, and now, this lifeline is suddenly gone, how can he be energetic?
Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes slightly, Zhang Tianfu nodded slightly, the sadness on his face, no matter who he was, he couldn't help but feel sad when he saw it.
After worshipping Zhang Ruoran, Gao Lin didn't know what to do, and looked at Zhang Ruoran's spirit statue blankly. Looking at her slightly smiling face, I couldn't help but flash out of the past in my mind.
This originally lively and pretty girl just left so ruthlessly, not giving him any chance to keep it at all, let alone giving him any chance to stop it.
She is like an elf in the game world, she comes, she goes, she goes, and no one can stop her pace.
It's just that she ever knew that how many people who miss her and love her will be sad if she is so willful?
Did she ever think that for her, her life was not just her own, but someone else's?
Perhaps, she walked freely and firmly, but what about the people who survived? Did she ever think about how much sadness her firmness brought to others?
Suddenly, Gao Lin felt that Zhang Ruoran was very selfish, at the beginning, in order to deceive that she was terminally ill, she deliberately deceived him with Chen Jing, in order to keep him away from her, so that she could suffer the pain silently by herself.
But didn't she know that her behavior hurt him even more?
After witnessing her and Chen Jing embracing each other naked, his whole heart was broken, and even every time he heard someone say her name, he even felt uncomfortable breathing.
If you love someone so much, why don't you share your pain with him? Weishenme refuses to let the people he loves help him when he needs it most? Even if it's just a simple hug, a verbal comfort? Aiqing, who just enjoys happiness together, but can't share joys and sorrows, is it aiqing?
"Linzi!" Seeing Gao Lin's eyes shining with water, his face sad, and looking at Zhang Ruoran's spirit statue as sluggishly as wood, Sun Wei couldn't help but comfort beside him.
Others don't know the relationship between him and Zhang Ruoran, but Sun Wei knows, at the beginning, Gao Lin and Zhang Ruoran were an enviable model couple in the school, but due to Zhang Ruoran's deception, the two eventually separated each other. However, despite this, there is a deep affection between the two.
Although Gao Lin is now in love with Han Weiwei, how can he break off such a thing as feelings?
The lotus root is broken, and there are still filaments connected, and people's feelings are divided, so is there no memory?
Hearing Sun Wei's words, Gao Lin quickly recovered from his sluggishness, and said in a low voice: "Let's go!" ”
Now he doesn't want to stay here for a moment, because, the more he stays here, the more he feels that Zhang Ruoran is selfish and dissatisfied with her.
People die for the greatest, even if he is dissatisfied now, Zhang Ruoran will not be able to come back from the dead, and he will not be able to scold her.
Everything has become an end, a sad ending.
Hearing Gao Lin's words, Sun Wei nodded, and followed Gao Lin to turn around and walk out of the door.
The previous relative came up from the side of the door and told them that when they got out of town, they would make a fire and step over to wash away the musty from their bodies.
Shen Jiayi should be, standing beside Gao Lin with Sun Wei, seeing his sad face, she didn't bother him.
When the three of them walked out of the direction of the town, Sun Wei took out a lighter from his trouser pocket, picked up a little dried grass root next to it, and lit it.
"Linzi, are you back?" Stepping over the fire, Sun Wei asked Gao Lindao in a low voice.
Gao Lin nodded.
There's no point in staying here, it's just sad.
Glancing back at the small vibrant vegetable garden, Gao Linjing walked in the direction of the street.