Ding Dong walked out of Si Shao's room with a food box, with a depressed face. When she saw Hu Yan, she immediately ran over, sent the food box in her hand forward, and said, "Miss, the master refuses to eat." ”

Hu Yan took the food box and walked into Si Shao's room.

The room was lit with candles, and finally there was a hint of warmth.

Si Shao was lying on his side on the bed, his eyes closed, and although his long gray hair was messy, it was still as smooth as fine silk. The soles of his feet had been cleaned and delicately wrapped with cloth straps. Come to think of it, it's a credit to Jingle Bell.

Hu Yan put the food on the table one by one, then stretched out his hand and hugged Si Shao without saying anything.

Si Shao began to struggle, and shouted coldly: "Put it down!" ”

Hu Yan said: "Don't move, I can't hold you soon." ”

Si Shao snorted coldly and said, "I didn't see you hug me when I was a child, what are you here to flatter now?" ”

Hu Yan smiled: "You can take advantage of me." He bent down and placed Si Shao on the mat.

Si Shao's eyelashes trembled, his cheeks were dyed with a layer of pale pink, and his gray eyes slowly opened, revealing a bright color of joy.

Hu Yan took the chopsticks and asked, "Will I feed you?" ”

Si Shao stretched out his hand and said coldly: "Although I am blind, I will not eat the food into my nostrils." ”

This was still choking, but Hu Yan didn't care. If she was angry with Si Shao, she would have strangled him with her own hands ten years ago.

Hu Yan used chopsticks to beat the bowl and plate one by one, and then slapped the chopsticks into Si Shao's palm.

Si Shao picked up the bowl with his left hand, pulled the wound on his arm, frowned slightly, but immediately pretended to be indifferent and continued to eat.

Hu Yan looked at Si Shao and said, "Three days later, I will return to Chang'an." ”

Si Shao's movements of picking up vegetables paused, the corners of his lips bent quietly, and he pressed it immediately, trying to show that nothing happened, nodded, and continued to put the vegetables into his mouth, chewed and swallowed, and asked, "Are you not going to explore the 'White Bone Dry Gate'?" ”

Hu Yan went directly to the bed, supported his head with his hands, lay on his side, and said, "I am highly poisonous, and I want to recuperate for some time before I can offset it." Exploring at this time is tantamount to asking for your own death. In fact, she planned to start poisoning herself tonight, but she must not tell anyone about it. She seems to be carefree now, but in fact, she has long been in prison. If you are not strong, you can only let others eat you. She had never gotten used to this feeling, and she didn't want to get used to it.

There was a faint smile on Si Shao's face: "So, very good." ”

Hu Yan looked at Si Shao's eyes and said lazily: "I hurt you today, what do you want, you can talk to me." ”

Si Shao snorted coldly and ignored Hu Yan.

Hu Yan sighed with emotion: "What else can you do except snort coldly, this bear child?" Be careful with snot squirting into the rice bowl and eat it with a salty taste. ”

Si Shao frowned slightly, his expression was a little disgusted, and he asked, "How do you know that the snot is salty?" ”

Hu Yan smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Who hasn't had a crying past." ”

Si Shao hooked his lips and smiled, and said, "It's hard to imagine that you also have times when you cry bitterly." ”

Hu Yan simply lay on the bed, looked at the roof of the shed and said, "When you are forced to run for the priesthood and are separated from your parents; When you are thrown into the mountains, lonely and helpless; Personally...... Slay...... Oh, in short, in life, who hasn't had a few times when they were in pain. If you can't stand it, just lie down, anyway, there is no difference between dead and alive, who can stand up straight and pretend to be strong? Push through, just keep going, don't stop, otherwise, you will lose the direction and purpose of living, indulge yourself to rest, no different from death, it is better to lie down in the first place. ”

Si Shao knew that she had something to hide, but she also knew that if she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't be able to ask why, so she simply chewed her meal and muttered, "The older you get, the more verbose it becomes." ”

Hu Yan smashed a pillow and was separated by Si Shao's hand.

Hu Yan scolded: "Why are you so uncute as a dead child?!" ”

Si Shao said coldly: "I'm not a hundred miles of non-feathers, and I won't do that trick of wagging my tail and being coquettish." ”

Hu Yan lay on the bed, saw blood oozing from the upper arm of Si Shao's left hand, his eyes flashed, and said, "Tsk...... Are you jealous of him? Also, I was beaten and helpless just now. ”

Si Shao suddenly became angry, slapped a few times, and shouted: "I can't beat him?!" If you hadn't saved him with your life, I wouldn't have killed him! ”

Hu Yan's heart trembled slightly, he jumped out of bed gently, walked behind Si Shao step by step, knelt and sat down, combing Si Shao's long silver hair with his fingers.

Si Shao closed his eyes, his tense body slowly relaxed, and he was as well-behaved as a little sheep, at the mercy of Hu Yan.

Hu Yan braided Si Shao's hair while saying, "Qi is the most treacherous. It is said that anger hurts the body, but if you hold it in your heart, it hurts the body the most. You're not a good person, but you always like to hold your breath in your heart, which is not good. ”

Si Shao was silent, but his expression softened by three points.

After Hu Yan braided his long hair, he said, "Let's eat,"

Si Shao opened his eyes, touched the chopsticks, and ate one bite after another. That quiet appearance is simply a beautiful picture, which is unbearable to disturb.

Hu Yan sat down beside Si Shao and turned his head to watch him eat, until he put the last bite of food into his mouth, then continued: "Si Shao, your arm is injured." Treating Si Shao, she didn't want to doubt, but fortunately, she simply asked.

Si Shao's eyelashes trembled, swallowed the food, put the bowl on the table, and then replied, "Minor injury." "The two words that are inconsequential are really light and breezy.

Hu Yan asked, "So hurt?" ”

Si Shao's face turned cold, showing an expression that he didn't want to talk about in detail, and said, "It has nothing to do with you." ”

Hu Yanming knew that Si Shao had his own life, and he also wanted to let him live his own life, but it was really uncomfortable to hear those four words coming out of his mouth.

Hu Yan lowered his eyes and said lightly: "In this case, when I go back to Chang'an, you will seriously think about whether you want to go back with me." I don't force you on this. ”

"Snap ......" The chopsticks in Si Shao's hand broke.

Hu Yan said: "Feng Yunqi, I will take it away." He stood up, picked up Si Shao, put him on the bed, and turned to leave.

Si Shao looked at the roof of the shed with those unfocused eyes, and a layer of mist slowly filled his eyes, faintly, but it made people's hearts sour.

Hu Yan has raised him for many years, just to get one of his things, he knows, he knows!

No, don't want to give. It's just that I can't accept it......

Ten years of affection and ten years of companionship can't withstand the appearance of Feng Yunqi.

Although he didn't know what she was going to do, it was definitely related to Feng Yunqi's appearance.

In order to seal Yunqi, she is going to attack him?! What do you say not to force him? Let him choose. It's just talking. The meaning of her words was telling him that if she couldn't achieve her goal, it would be better to die than to live without hope!

She knew that he was reluctant to let her die!

But, how could she bear it?! Ten years, ten years!

If she doesn't care about his feelings, then why should he care about the obsession in her heart?

Since it is an obsession, it will eventually be proven, it is just greed!

Si Shao's misty eyes faintly revealed a ruthlessness and hatred.

As the saying goes, if you don't break it, you can't stand it!

Hu Yan, this is all forced by you!