088:The Transformation of Mood [Seeking to Collect Flowers]
[Anyway, the last few chapters are all realistic, and it's a little evil, I hope you don't spray me! ] Rattle! 】
As soon as the words came out, Sister Ling suddenly stopped eating breakfast, and her eyes turned red.
Looking at the eyes that appeared in the fog and were about to pour down, I immediately panicked: "Sister Ling, don't cry." What the hell is it, is someone bullying you, you tell me, I'll teach him a lesson. ”
I looked indignant, and immediately made Sister Ling burst into tears and laughed.
Seeing the smile on Sister Ling's face, I was also relieved. That gesture just now was deliberate, and I know very well whether Sister Ling was bullied or not. The jade plaque I gave her was still hanging around her neck, and with this jade plaque, unless it was a cultivator, no one could pose a threat to Sister Ling at all, including the innate martial artist.
Since there is no harm, there are other reasons. At the moment, I sat silent, waiting for Sister Ling to tell the reason.
After being silent for a while, Sister Ling finally spoke: "My real name is Shangguan Ling, and my family is one of the eight ancient families in China. The family has been inherited for thousands of years, although it is now a democratic society and a scientific world, but although our ancient family has kept pace with the times, it has retained some feudal ideas. Since I was a child, my parents and elders have loved me very much in my family, and I originally thought that what happened to my aunt would not happen to me. But ......" Sister Ling's eyes turned red as she spoke, and she forcibly suppressed the tears that wanted to come out of her eyes, and Sister Ling continued: "However, not long ago, the family actually sent a notice, saying that the family has decided to let me marry Nangong Ji, the second son of the head of the Nangong family. And it is said that this Nangong Ji is unlearned and unskilled, and he is a loser, and countless girls have been destroyed in his hands. The family's arrangement was tantamount to pushing me into the fire pit, but there was no way for me to resist the family's orders. Although the whole family loves me very much, as a child of a family, everything must be in the interests of the family. I really want to pursue my own happiness, I went out of Shanghai to Yanhua City to open a moonlit night fairy bar, just to avoid this day, but now ......"
Looking at Sister Ling pouring tears in front of me, the sobbing whimper smashed my heart to pieces. Sister Ling, who was once so noble and generous, mature and elegant, was now made to such a point by an order from the family that was born for profit. Although she knew that it was a fire pit, she couldn't refuse, and the despair of giving up her future and happiness with her own hands was enough to make her, a seemingly rational woman, extremely delicate.
"No, I don't allow it." Looking at the delicate body trembling slightly, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart, and at the same time, a wave of anger went straight to the top of my head, and I couldn't help but roar out.
Sister Ling looked at me in a daze, and a trace of relief and happiness flashed in her weak eyes, but it was instantly replaced by sadness and helplessness.
I'm flustered, and I'm fluted just after shouting out that sentence. What qualifications do I have to say this, or in what capacity do I say this, I am silent.
Seeing the sadness and helplessness in Sister Ling's eyes, I suddenly felt so painful. The eyes were in a trance, as if they had returned to the chairs in the park, a pair of snuggled men and women, looking at the bright moon reflected in the lake, listening to the insects in the forest opposite, and feeling the coolness of the cool breeze on the face, it was so warm and sweet.
Once again, I was silent. Looking at Sister Ling's eyes full of tears, I thought of the pear blossom with rain face last night, and at that moment, the tears dripping on my chest pierced my heart like sharp knives, and I felt a colic. The moonlight swayed on us, and on that quiet night, I hugged her and left everything behind. That night, my heart finally calmed down completely, and it was at that moment that I realized the place of Sister Ling in my heart.
I want to escape. Pursue the ethereal Heavenly Dao, seek the secret of your life, and rejuvenate the heavy task of China. They have overwhelmed me, and I have no energy to do anything else, let alone my children's personal affairs. So, I chose to suppress the emotions in my heart and chose to escape. Feelings are quagmire, trapped and unable to extricate themselves. My future is destined to pursue the Heavenly Dao as the enemy of the heavens, seek the life experience and the cultivation realm as the enemy, and revive China as the enemy of the whole world. I'm too overwhelmed to be distracted by anything anymore. However, thinking that Sister Ling might marry a scumbag and ruin the happiness of her life. It was as if my heart had been shattered. That kind of pain, it's so painful that you can't breathe.
Again, I was silent. Suddenly, I seemed to see the gentle face of the master who was at ease in the mountains and forests, and he told me that only by cultivating the truth, fighting with the sky, fighting with others, fighting with oneself, acting recklessly, and following one's original intentions, can one become a great road; I seemed to see again Master's earnest face before he died, and he told me that in one life, who can be completely quiet and inactive? Everyone has an unshirkable responsibility, and only by shouldering the unshirkable responsibility can we have a clear conscience.
Do it spontaneously! In all conscience!
In all conscience! Do it spontaneously!
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Two obsessions swirled in my head. My mind seemed to be split into two halves, and a huge pain made me can't help but exhale in pain, and the golden pill in the dantian was also unstable, and one after another true yuan scurried around in my body, hitting the meridians frantically.
It was a sign of madness, and I held back the pain and tried to stabilize my mind cross-legged. But the two obsessions in my brain are constantly circling like a magic barrier.
Do it spontaneously! In all conscience!
In all conscience! Do it spontaneously!
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I felt like my head was going to explode, and I almost felt dizzy in pain. I held my head in my hands, curled up, and howled like a wild beast.
The pain was so severe that my mind almost lost its clarity and began to slowly blur. Just when I was about to lose myself, a sound like a morning bell came, which lifted my confused mind.
"Xiaochen, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me. ”
When I looked up, I saw Sister Ling standing in front of me with tears in her eyes, her eyes full of anxiety and pity.
Looking at the helpless little woman in front of me, I suddenly hugged her into my arms and hugged her tightly. Smelling Sister Ling's faint fragrance, I secretly said in my heart: Master, I'm sorry. I have never been able to let go of the feelings in my heart, perhaps, my choice was wrong, but I will go on, even if I am broken, at least I have faced my own emotions. My responsibility, I will be responsible, but my emotions, I also don't want to give up. Perhaps, I am greedy. However, faced with such a two-sided choice, I had no choice. Rather than suffering a lifetime or being overwhelmed by responsibility, it is better to be greedy and take both. Maybe it will be wiped out in the end, but there are no regrets.
Perhaps, my choice is not to give up! ……
Slightly relaxing Sister Ling, who was hugged too heavily by me and her face was a little pale, I looked at Sister Ling with red eyes, and said categorically: "Sister Ling, I will not allow you to join the Nangong family." You are mine and I love you! ”
Ignoring the surprised Sister Ling, I kissed her the lips. The soft rose-like lips, with the faint fragrance of the girl's teeth, made me intoxicated at once.
The domineering and aggressive kiss made Sister Ling stunned for a moment. The slight struggle was fruitless, and Sister Ling had to close her eyes and let me kiss me domineeringly. Prying open the snow teeth, my tongue reached into Sister Ling's mouth and accurately grabbed the little fragrant tongue!
A long tongue kiss finally ended with Sister Ling out of breath.
Looking at the girl with a blushing face in my arms, I hugged her tightly. In this moment, I knew I could never live without her again.
Silently feeling each other's heartbeats, I silently carried the "Imperial Immortal Jue", and the golden pill swallowed the true yuan and slowly wandered in the meridians of the body, repairing the damage. After a week of running, I took a long breath, but fortunately, I didn't receive much damage, and I only needed to rest for a while to recover. However, although the meridians were slightly damaged, my state of mind cultivation jumped directly to the Yuan Infant Stage, which is really a blessing in disguise!