After coming to the door, I just took out the key to open the door, and I heard the child crying non-stop, the confinement lady was washing the child's clothes and diapers, Lu Yuxin was holding the child in the living room and coaxing, but the child still cried and didn't stop, I quickly walked over and asked: "Is the child hungry, why don't you breastfeed?" ”

Lu Yuxin gave me a blank look: "How do you know that I didn't feed it, is it okay if he doesn't eat it?" ”

I didn't say a word, I took the child directly from her arms, and it was strange to say, before I could coax it, the child stopped crying after looking at me.

Maybe it's because he has been in Lu Yuxin's arm for a long time, and the child also wants to change the environment. It's just that he can't speak, he can't express himself, and he can only cry to express his dissatisfaction, right? I really want to know what's going on in my child's brain.

After Lingling came in, she immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for the afternoon. With Ah Long and Lu Yuming, a large family eats, and a table of dishes is difficult enough.

I glanced at Lu Yuxin and said with a smile: "See, the children are sensible." When he heard you say that he was going to be separated from me, he cried non-stop, and when he saw me come back, you see, he actually smiled. ”

Lu Yuxin glanced at the child. Then he glared at me again: "Okay, from today onwards, the child belongs to you, I'll go to work!" ”

I smiled and said, "You have to talk and count, and you'll go to work tomorrow." ”

"Hmph. You don't need to be in a hurry, there are still a few days before the confinement is out, and when the time comes, I will leave with a backpack, and you can do whatever you like. ”

After speaking, Lu Yuxin glanced at me, walked to the edge of the sofa, and came to lie down, with a long sigh of relief.

I know in my heart that I am tired of taking care of my children at home all day, and with Lu Yuxin's character, I am afraid that I will be bored at home for a long time.

I sat down beside Lu Yuxin with my son in my arms, and asked quietly, "Seriously, do you really plan to separate from me for a while?" ”

Lu Yuxin picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, but she didn't look at me: "It's not for a while, it's for a lifetime." ”

I nodded, "Okay." Now that you've decided, I won't say much, but I have a request. ”

When Lu Yuxin heard me say that he decisively agreed to separate, he immediately lowered his face, obviously unhappy in his heart, he slowly turned his face away, looked at me coldly and asked, "What conditions?" ”

I approached her, touched the tip of my nose to hers and said, "Have another one with me, whether it's a son or a daughter." ”

Lu Yuxin was stunned for a moment, and after reacting, she took a sip: "Cut, think about your good things!" ”

"I'm not saying this for myself. Do you think, after we separate, you have your career, I have mine, I can't sit at home and become a housewife, right? What about the child, how lonely it is to be alone at home, whether you give birth to a younger brother or a sister for him, don't two people have a companion together? ”

"You stinky boy, you've been using me as your fertility tool from beginning to end, right?"

Although the words were hard to hear, her face was obviously much softened, and she was not a fool, of course she knew that I just didn't want to be separated from her.

I continued to joke, "How do you understand that it's your business, in short, I can't let you go without having a companion with my son." ”

"What, you're still going to tie me up at home?"

"yes, how did I forget about it? In the evening, I went to the supermarket to buy a chain. Come back and tie you to your home and see where else you can run? ”

Lu Yuxin glared at me: "You dare?" ”

I smiled and said, "You said it, I put all my mind on my son, what else do I dare not do for my son?" ”

Lu Yuxin ignored me anymore. Sitting there watching TV, it seemed very calm, but I could feel that her heart was still beautiful.

To put it bluntly, it's like what Lingling said. Lu Yuxin always said that she wanted to separate from me, in fact, it was a kind of woman's unique psychology in confinement, always trying to test my attitude towards her, wishing I had held her as a treasure in the palm of my hand all day long, crying and shouting to let her stay, in that case, she would have a sense of existence.

Although I didn't appear as she wanted to see, the statement just now undoubtedly showed her that I would never be separated from her, so her mood suddenly improved a lot.

After a while, she suddenly asked me: "By the way, I called Yuming just now, and he said that you took Ah Long to meet Gong and them, how is the situation?" ”

Since Sister-in-law Yue hadn't left yet, I glanced at Lu Yuxin, then got up and walked towards the bedroom, and after Lu Yuxin came in, I asked her to close the door, and then told her the whole story of meeting Brother Gong.

In the end, I said: "Today is equivalent to acting in two scenes, and they are both very exciting, one is Aaron's cool performance is very good, and they are blinded on the spot." The second is that Murakami Ichiro went in to toast the glass of wine, which was like a kick in a football game, kicking the ball directly into the goal. Brother Gong almost threw himself into my arms without tears.

"And what's next for you?"

"When Ah Long comes back, let him report today's incident to Deputy Captain Zhao, and then listen to the police, anyway, we will do what we need to do well, and how to close the net in the end is their business,"

"I mean, didn't you think of taking this opportunity to talk to Vice Captain Zhou about yourself?"

I didn't understand what she meant, so I asked, "What's the matter with me?" ”

"What do you say, don't forget, the director of national security, gave you a definition, you really plan to live like this for the rest of your life?"

"Oh, that's what you're talking about? But I think it's good, after Brother Gong is done, let's go all out to put it into operation and get a listed company or something, isn't it good? ”

Lu Yuxin shook her head and said: "Don't think about everything so simply, you have a number on the national security side, you can't even be a civil servant, and you still want to become a listed company?" ”

What she said is not unreasonable, if Guoan does not believe me, and always thinks that I may be a spy of the Far East Station, I am afraid that I will not be able to do anything big at home.

"And what do you mean?"

"Take this opportunity to talk to Deputy Captain Zhao, and it's best to talk to your father who hasn't known each other yet, just to make sure that the director of national security is talking to him, is it true?"

"I don't think that's what he meant, it must be the duty of national security. People like me who have been in contact with the Far Eastern Station are probably the targets of their surveillance, but the Commissioner is good for me, and personally, he trusts me more. That's why you told me the truth. ”

Lu Yuxin was a contemplative, pacing back and forth in the bedroom, and finally stopped suddenly, and said to me with a serious expression: "If this is really the case, then we will go abroad." ”

"Going abroad?" I asked, "No." I can't take the civil service exam at home, and I can't take the exam abroad! If I can do business abroad, don't I do the same at home, so why do I have to go abroad? ”

Lu Yuxin walked up to me, tilted her head, and asked me: "Since it is the same at home and abroad, why do you have to stay in China?" ”

From her gaze, I saw a faint trace of anxiety and uneasiness, and I suddenly realized that Lu Yuxin must still be thinking about Song Nina and Fang Yadan.

There is no doubt that in Lu Yuxin's opinion, the only way to get rid of Song Nina and Fang Yadan, and even Tian Xiaohui, is to go abroad with me, preferably as a family of three. Living on an isolated island where food and clothing are worry-free. Actually, that's the life I yearn for, but I'm afraid it's just a yearning and can't be realized.

Although I can guess her true purpose, as long as I don't say it from her mouth, I can't break it, because if I do that, she will feel very shameless, and second, she will say that I am a thief.

"Okay," I said, "as long as you don't talk about separation in the future, I'll listen to you whatever you say, but have you thought about it?" ”

"What?"

"If we stay in the country, there is always a chance to prove to the national security that their judgment of me is wrong, and if we go abroad, it is possible to prove that their judgment of me is correct."

Lu Yuxin asked rhetorically: "Then are you willing to live under the surveillance of others all the time, or are you willing to live in a carefree environment?" ”

"Do you still need to ask? The latter, of course. ”

"That's unbelievable? We live as long as we feel happy, and there is no need to prove anything to others. ”

(Tianjin)