During the meal, Song Nina was always in a state of excitement, in fact, I knew very well that her happiness was also pretended, after all, she was not willing to leave me, she decided to leave just to please me, and she barely pretended to be happy.

To put it bluntly, everything she does is for me, or for the purest attachment to her first love.

Ask yourself, I really don't deserve her.

So as she paints a vivid picture of my future with her, I keep my head down and eat, but it tastes like chewing wax.

There is one thing I still admire Song Nina very much, it seems that she has seen that I am unhappy, but I still try to infect me with her emotions, I am afraid that she does not know the reason why I am unhappy, it is because she is about to leave, otherwise, she will definitely be moved not to want to, and she will stay immediately.

The problem is that I have already pretended to be an old man in front of her father, and now it is difficult to ride a tiger, even if I regret it in my heart, I can only knock out my front teeth and swallow it in my stomach, because I really have no face, and there is no better reason to let Song Nina stay.

After dinner, we went to the studio together.

From this incident of Song Nina, I finally saw my vulnerability, although I kept reassuring myself in my heart, Song Nina had left according to my wishes, which was a good thing for her and me, not to mention that we will only meet soon in half a year.

But when I picked up my pencil and sat in front of the drawing board, I couldn't draw.

The art teacher walked back and forth behind him a few times, and finally couldn't help asking: "Zhang Guodong, your hands are not well, if your body is not comfortable, you should go back and rest, right?" ”

I smiled, "It's okay, then I'll take a look at the drawings of my classmates." ”

After speaking, I got up and took a turn, and found that the classmates have made great progress, especially dysentery, his cultural grades are at the bottom, but whether it is sketching, sketching or color, his professional level is definitely the top three in the class, although it is a bit embarrassing to say, his skills are seen by watching the small films of the island country. If the college entrance examination culture can't pass the throwing line, there is no way, otherwise, he can definitely go to a professional art college.

Nina Song's major has always been in the upper middle class in the same class as her cultural grades, but when I stood behind me and looked at her paintings, I felt that there had been quite a big regression. Maybe she realized this, too, she used to be confident when I watched her draw behind me, but today when she saw me standing behind her, her hands were shaking, and she could barely put pen to paper.

This made me secretly determined that no matter what, I must also encourage her to go to other places for tutoring, and I really can't delay her any longer.

I asked the teacher for a leave, saying that I went to the bathroom, and after I walked out of the studio, I called Lu Yuxin to confirm whether she was in my rental house, because Song Nina was going back with me after school, and if she wanted to sit on the sofa with the lights off like that day, it would not only be embarrassing, but also a big trouble.

Lu Yuxin said that she was in the office and did not come to me today.

I then told her that Song Nina was going to tutor in other places, and at the same time asked her for advice, I really wanted to give Song Nina a gift and ask her to advise me.

She hesitated for a moment and asked me, "Do you mean to give the gift so that she will always remember you, or do you imply that you want to break up?" ”

That stopped me at once.

If I tell Lu Yuxin, I want Song Nina to remember my words forever, how can she be embarrassed? And isn't it to hint at a breakup?

I groaned for a moment and said, "Isn't that rubbing salt into her wounds when you say breaking up at this time?" You also know her current situation, letting her leave is actually my suggestion to Brother Song, in order for her to be able to study in other places with peace of mind, I am going to give a gift that at least makes her feel that I am concerned about her. ”

"Where are you now?"

"School. Later, she said she would come with me to the rental house to have a look. "I meant to tell her not to run to me later.

Lu Yuxin said, "Wait a minute, I'll go over right away." ”

"Hey, I'm just"

Before I could finish my sentence, she hung up the phone.

What I don't understand is that I just wanted to ask her, what did she mean by suddenly coming over to see me? When I called again, she didn't answer, so I had to walk to the school gate and wait for her.

At this time, my mobile phone rang, I thought it was Lu Yuxin calling, and when I took it out, it was actually Brother Song's phone.

After the phone was connected, he hesitated for a while before telling me the truth, and asked me if it was a good idea to send Song Nina to other places, because on the surface, Song Nina listened to my words and took the initiative to propose to Brother Song and his wife to study in other places, but Brother Song found that these days when Song Nina slept at home at night, she either had nightmares or washed her face with tears, it seemed that she really didn't want to leave me but didn't dare to say it clearly, Brother Song and his wife were worried that even if she left here, she would also worry about me, not only could not study, but made something new, after all, Song Nina has recovered a little better, and the couple doesn't want to make any more trouble.

After listening to Brother Song's words, and thinking of Song Nina's forced smile on me just now, my heart really hurts. Although I just said to Brother Song and let me think about it again, I have already decided in my heart that I still don't want Song Nina to go to other places.

As soon as I hung up the phone, Lu Yuxin drove over in a car, and when I went out, she took out a ring from her handbag and gave it to me.

When I saw it, it was a very large, but very inconspicuous old-fashioned ring, which was not comparable to the rings in jewelry stores today.

I was stunned and asked puzzledly: "Yuxin, what are you?"

Lu Yuxin looked at me and said, "This is the only thought my grandmother left me, it doesn't seem to be worthy, but this is old gold, and it is basically not seen on the market now." Song Nina's girl is very clever, you just have to say that this is your family's ancestral thing, and she will understand that no amount of money can buy it. ”

"But you"

Lu Yuxin smiled slightly and drove away directly.

I suddenly realized that although I had made it very tactful to her just now, she still thought that I was using the pretext of giving Song Nina a gift to imply that I would break off my relationship with her, so she gave me this ring that her grandmother gave her, or rather a gift to me and Song Nina, to leave me a memory.

I suddenly felt so stupid, how could I ask Lu Yuxin for advice on what gift to give to Song Nina, didn't I know how to say goodbye to Lu Yuxin? It's like one day Lu Yuxin suddenly asked me that she was going to send a gift to Ah Long, let me refer to it, what would I think?

When I regretted it, Song Nina ran out, and after the evening self-study, she was the first to run out, so I quickly put the ring in my pocket, took her hand, and took her to the rental house before the other classmates came out.

As for Lu Yuxin's side, I think I'll have to explain it later.

When I just walked to the gate of the courtyard, I happened to meet Zhu Xiaoping, not to mention that I knew, at least Zhu Xiaoping knew Song Nina, and when she saw me holding Song Nina's hand, Zhu Xiaoping was ready to pretend not to know me and go straight inside, and one of the purposes for me to bring Song Nina back was to get rid of Zhu Xiaoping's entanglement.

"Sister Ping," I quickly stopped her, "You just got out of school, too?" ”

She let out an "ah" and looked back at us a little awkwardly, not sure whether to keep walking or wait for us.

I quickly explained: "Xiao Na, this is Sister Ping, a student at my cousin's part-time cram school, and her family lives opposite me. Sister Ping, this is my classmate Song Nina. ”

Song Nina greeted her first: "Hello Sister Ping!" ”

Zhu Xiaoping reluctantly said "oh": "Hello." ”

After that, the three of us basically had nothing to say, and went upstairs directly, and when Zhu Xiaoping opened her door, I also opened my own door, and at the same time greeted her again with a smile: "Sister Ping, see you tomorrow." ”

"Well, I'll see you tomorrow."

After Song Nina entered the door, I turned on the light, and as soon as I closed the door, Song Nina clapped her hands with great excitement and exaggeratedly and shouted: "Emma, your house is so tasteful and personal, I really like it here!" ”

She jumped up and down to the bedroom and kitchen to take a look, then ran to Yantai to take a look, and finally ran over and put her arms around my neck and said: "Guodong, you really hate it, you rented such a good house and didn't tell me, I like it so much, if we get married in the future, we will treat this place as a new house!" ”

In fact, I know very well that everything here is estimated to be similar to a slum in her opinion, Chen Zhiqiang's home she has been to, and she has never seen her so excited.

And her home is a villa, it should be many times more luxurious than Chen Zhiqiang's house, this small and old dilapidated house, the reason why she can be a little excited, to put it bluntly, is because this is my nest, in her opinion, this is my real home.

I laughed and said, "Do you really like it?" ”

"Of course!" Song Nina suddenly took my hand and pulled me into the bedroom, she first lay down on the bed, and then pulled me to lie on top of her, hugged my neck and said: "Guodong, the baby is going to leave next week, or the baby will sleep with you this week, lest the baby will want to kill you after the baby leaves!" ”