Oh, yes.

Ruan Jiaojiao smiled, but her smile was even more ugly than crying, with tears in her eyes.

Her mouth shouted that she hated Shu Jie, but how much hatred could she have? That's just angry words that were deliberately shouted out because I cared too much.

She has never hated Shu Jie, but a kind of resentment.

A resentment that has brought two lifetimes!

In the entire Ruan family, no one recognized her at the beginning, she didn't complain, she didn't hate...... Back in this body, she remembered everything, but she never thought of hating them.

The ruan family's ruin was brought about by the fake.

Not Shu Jie.

Even if she wants to hate, she hates the soul that occupies her body.

But Ruan Jiaojiao couldn't forgive Shu Jie, and the mustard in her heart couldn't be eliminated.

It's just because, in her heart, no one can recognize her, but it can't be her.

The memory can be long, but the feelings will not, just like her feelings for the Ruan family, which have been so natural from beginning to end.

The blood bond between her and the Ruan family is not something that can be stopped by the loss of memory, as soon as she arrives in this body, she is naturally close to them, because this is a blood bond, which cannot be parted with, and can never be done.

Similarly, she has the same feelings for Shu Jie.

Because she cared too much, loved too much, and loved more than anyone else in the Ruan family, she couldn't accept that she couldn't recognize her, she couldn't accept it, she took away the fake thing in front of her so gently.

She froze to death in the water, and a wisp of wandering spirit stayed in that ditch for a year and was unwilling to leave, that was an obsession, an obsession that she carried before her death, and she couldn't walk if she didn't finish it after death.

So she's been waiting, spring goes to autumn.

Even if it's cold, even if it's lonely, she doesn't want to leave, just because she's waiting, she's waiting for her mother, waiting for this mother she loves the most.

This is her obsession.

She waited a year.

Wait a minute.

But what she waited for was Shu Jie in front of her, picked up the fake one, and then walked away, the blow that scene gave her was something that others could never imagine.

She knew that Shu Jie couldn't see her.

No one could see her.

There is a core change in her body, where can ordinary people think of such a thing? It's so unbelievable that it's not unrecognizable.

She knows this very well and is very sensible.

But she still blames her, why? Because emotion and reason are not the same.

Intellectually, she figured it out, but emotionally, she couldn't accept it.

So she resents this just because she is the person she loves the most.

Because she cares too much and resents too much, even if she returns to the starting point of her life, she blocks all the memories about her, and she doesn't want to think about the slightest bit.

A sentence that you know, it really broke Shu Jie's heart.

She looked at Ruan Jiaojiao's smile, her heart was broken in pain, she covered her face, and she couldn't help herself crying while sitting there.

Ruan Jiaojiao didn't stop by her side, got up and left.

She didn't go back to Ruan Lin's house, but went upstairs and entered her room, Xu Xu followed behind her, wanting to come in together, but was stopped by her.

Ruan Jiaojiao stood at the door, holding on to the door, and said to him a little tiredly: "Brother Xu, I want to stay by myself for a while now, is it okay?" ”

Xu Xu looked at her pale little face and the tears that were almost unbearable in her eyes, and nodded silently.

Ruan Jiaojiao lowered her eyes and was about to close the door, but Xu Xu stretched out her hand to block it again.

Ruan Jiaojiao looked over.

Xu Xu said: "No matter what you look like, I recognize you." ”

“？？？” Ruan Jiaojiao.

What do you mean?