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The noise outside faded away.

Zhu Feng originally frowned, planning that if Ye Chen's voice was a little louder, he would go out and kick him away, but fortunately, they all walked away.

When I looked down, I saw Nanyan, who was sitting next to him, hanging his head all the time, and gently shaking the cradle next to the bed with one hand.

In the cradle, a puffy and red baby is sleeping with his mouth cocked.

This is the first princess of the Changping Dynasty.

is also his first daughter of Zhu Feng.

Princess Anping.

Giving her this title is nothing more than hoping that she can be safe and secure in this life, without any ups and downs.

After all, her mother has suffered a lot.

Thinking of this, Zhu Feng looked at Nanyan again, only two days later, her whole person was haggard again, and the little vitality that she had finally cultivated had been so hard to let her rest for a while had been almost consumed in the past two days.

It's just that Zhu Feng can't scold her.

Lost my grandmother, and lost -

Thinking of this, the wound in his own heart that had not healed seemed to have been torn open by blood again.

He reached out and took Nanyan's hand to prevent her from shaking the cradle again.

Said softly: "Anping is already asleep. ”

“……”

"You don't have to shake it anymore."

“……”

"Sleep for a while, you didn't sleep last night."

Nanyan said softly: "I, I still want to look at her." ”

"Nanyan ......"

Zhu Feng breathed a sigh of relief, grabbed her slender arm and moved her body over to himself.

This time, I could see her red eyes, slightly swollen, and sharpened chin more clearly.

It's so haggard that it makes people feel distressed.

Zhu Feng looked at her quietly for a while, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word.

The two men faced each other like this.

After some time, he finally let out a long sigh and said, "Don't think about it. ”

“……”

With only three words, I saw tears rolling down from Nanyan's eyes like beads with broken threads.

This was the first time he had persuaded her in the past few days.

It was also in the past few days that he saw Nanyan crying for the first time.

After waking up from the coma and calmly accepting everything, Nanyan didn't cry anymore, and even the dead boy didn't ask again, but every night, when the two of them slept in the same bed, Zhu Feng could feel that her quiet body was suffering torture.

Her heart was tearing and bleeding.

but he did not call for help from anyone.

And this time, when he finally saw her crying, Zhu Feng reached out and hugged her into his arms, letting her face stick to his chest, and after a while, tears moistened his clothes, and he felt a clammy cold on his chest.

Nanyan whimpered and cried out: "Your Majesty ......"

"Hmm."

"Why?"

“……”

"Why can't all our children survive well?"

Zhu Feng's heart is also hurting.

These days, he has not stopped asking, not only asking himself, but also asking God.

He looked forward to this son so much, and even before he was born, he set his whole life, he wanted him to be his crown prince and inherit this Great Yan Dynasty. He wants to do everything to the best of his ability, and put the prosperity he can create into the hands of this child.

But—

However, it was this child who died.

Could it be that I did something wrong?

"Your Majesty, did I do something wrong, so God wants to punish me and take that child away?"

“……”

"If that's the case, then why don't you take me with you?"

"Nanyan!"

Hearing this, Zhu Feng's heart hurt even more.

He hugged her tightly in his arms and said in a deep voice, "I don't allow you to say such things!" ”

“……”

"Anyone can go, anyone can go."

“……”

"But you can't!"

“……”

"Do you hear that? You can't go anywhere without my permission! ”

Listening to his domineering words, Nanyan was sad and moved, crying so much that he couldn't speak, so he could only hug him hard and try his best to vent all his grief.

In the end, she almost fainted crying in his arms.

I don't know how long it took before I slowly woke up.

Zhu Feng's chest was already wet with tears, and the wet clothes were sticking to his face, and he felt cold.

It's just that behind the clothes, it is Zhu Feng's warm chest, which brings her a little warmth.

Nanyan couldn't help but raise his head.

saw Zhu Feng, who was holding him, also fell asleep.

In the past few days, he has not had a good time.

accompanies himself every day, but Nanyan knows that in fact, his heart is not better than himself.

He looked forward to the arrival of this child more than himself.

Moreover, it was also the choice he made, not to let the imperial doctor induce labor for him when he was just rescued, but to let himself take care of his body.

If labor can be induced earlier, will the child not have to die?

However, he would rather take such a risk than be hurt a little bit, this man has really done too much for himself.

However, he couldn't even give him the prince he was looking forward to.

Thinking of this, Nanyan became even more sad.

It seemed that he felt the person in his arms trembling slightly, Zhu Feng was already sleeping lightly, but at this time, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he opened his eyes again.

He lowered his head and met Nanyan's eyes.

The two men looked at each other for a moment.

"The Emperor's ......"

"Nanyan."

"Your Majesty, you-"

"Don't be sad anymore."

Originally, Nanyan was still thinking about how to comfort him, but he didn't expect that it was Zhu Feng who spoke first.

And with this statement, Nanyan's eyes were hot again.

It's just that the tears can't flow anymore, probably just now, she can only whimper and reach out to hug him.

Zhu Feng also hugged the little woman in her arms tightly, and now, she is already the mother of a child, but no matter what she has experienced, she still likes to drill into her arms.

Because for her, she is the one who can protect her.

Zhu Feng said softly: "I know that you are sad, and I am also sad. ”

“……”

"But, no matter how sad it is, it has already happened."

“……”

"Perhaps, we should think of the good, at least, at least God still gave us this lovely daughter, Princess Anping, she is my first daughter, I will take good care of her."

“……”

"As for—"

At the mention of the child, both of them couldn't help but tremble.

Zhu Feng's voice was a little strangely hoarse, but he still sighed and said, "Perhaps, this is the will of heaven, since the will of heaven let him leave, let's not think about it anymore." ”

“……”

"You're still young, and we still have a chance."

“……”

"Just let that kid leave quietly and without worry."

“……”

Nanyan didn't speak, just buried his face in his arms.

I don't know how long it took, and nodded slightly.

"Hmm."

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