Chapter 227: Remorse
At this time, or when you think about it many years later, it is obvious that you have a lot of emotion, obviously, you may feel a trace of guilt, and it is possible that you will feel a trace of regret.
Yes, because you were not a person who really understood love, because you were not a person who was really good to others, because you did not love someone else, because you didn't know how to love someone at all, because your behavior at the beginning could not show your love at all, because your behavior did not show that you loved others very much, because your behavior did not show that you were a very loving person.
Because you actually made a lot of mistakes at the beginning, because you didn't really pursue others with your heart, but that girl still went a long way with you, or that girl still gave you a lot of opportunities, but obviously, you didn't seize these opportunities, you missed these opportunities, you wasted these opportunities, you didn't quickly change yourself in these opportunities given by others, you didn't quickly make yourself correct in these opportunities given by others, you didn't let yourself constantly correct your mistakes in the opportunities given by others, so that you could have a better result。 It is possible that you even hurt others in that relationship, it is possible that you have failed others in that relationship, and it is possible that you have deeply misunderstood others in that relationship. Yes, it is even possible that you hurt other people's feelings in that relationship, and in that relationship, you even failed other people's beautiful first love, and you even lived up to other people's beautiful fantasies.
Everyone's feelings are actually precious, everyone's first love is also precious, when you spend someone else's first love, when you become someone else's first love, when you become someone else's first love boyfriend, it is obvious that you should really give others a good memory, you should give others a good memory. If you can, you should even continue to walk with others, you should even take good care of this first love relationship, you should even change yourself, change your behavior, change your thoughts to go on with others, you even need to think about your mistakes, think about how you should go on with others.
But you didn't, you didn't think about your mistakes, you even hurt others in that relationship, you even hurt others in that relationship, you even made others feel pain in that relationship, you even let others feel insulted in that relationship. At this time, of course, you are hateful, or of course you are incorrect at that time, your behavior at that time is obviously wrong, and your thinking at that time is obviously incorrect, but you pursue others just because they are beautiful, and you really want to make others your girlfriend just because they are beautiful. You just start to pursue others because they are beautiful, and you start to really announce that others are your girlfriend just because they are beautiful.
But in the end, in fact, you don't really admit that she is your girlfriend in your heart, and in the end, you don't really want this girl to go down with you, and in the end you don't think about walking the next road with this girl, because you don't really love her, because you don't really know how to love, because you don't really know how to live.
Yes, that's what he really thinks in his heart, that's what he really thinks in his heart. All these things are also the memories of his heart.
He liked a girl, she liked the girl's face, the girl had a beautiful face, she liked the girl's body, the girl had a good figure, she liked the girl's skin color, because the girl's skin tone was good, she liked the girl's eyes, because the girl's eyes were cute, she liked the girl's nose, because the girl's nose was very tall, he liked the girl's lips, because the girl's lips were small, he liked all the things of the girl or he liked all the superficial things of the girl, because the girl was really beautiful, that is to say, he just likes other people's beauty, that is to say, she just likes other people's superficial beauty, that is to say, she does not like the girl's character, she does not like the girl's heart. But isn't that girl's heart good? Isn't that girl's heart good? Isn't that girl a good person? Does that girl have a lot of bad practices? Does that girl have a lot of disgusting practices?
Obviously, no. That girl is a kind girl, that girl is a pleasing girl, that girl is even a cheerful girl, that girl is even a girl who is loved by everyone, but he still doesn't like other people's hearts, he still doesn't like other people's character, he still doesn't like other people's kind thoughts. Yes, he didn't like the girl's true connotation. That girl is actually a girl who wants to live a stable life, that girl actually just wants to live her life in peace, that girl just wants to be boyfriend and girlfriend with him, and then wants to become husband and wife with him. Obviously, that girl is an ordinary person, that is to say, the girl's dreams, the girl's thoughts, and the girl's behaviors are all ordinary people's behaviors and thoughts, and they are all ordinary people's practices, but it is obvious that she is not an ordinary person, he is not a person who is willing to live a stable life, he is not a person who really wants to make himself dull, and he is not a person who really wants to make himself dull. He is yearning for an exciting life, she is yearning for the dream of the strong, and she is yearning for the life of the strong. He just wants to pursue the dream of a warrior, she wants to go on the road of a warrior, and it wants to go down on the road of a warrior with ups and downs. So in the end he also felt like he was a jerk, and he also felt that he was doing something wrong, and she also felt that what she was doing was wrong
Because obviously, he is an arbitrary person, an irresponsible person, just so arbitrarily to tell others his love, if he is a person in charge, she will not be so arbitrary to let that girl be his girlfriend, he will not be so arbitrary to let that girl be his real girlfriend, he will not let that girl love her so deeply, he should not let that girl love him so deeply, she should not let that girl become his girlfriend. If he is responsible, she should investigate what kind of life this girl wants to live? If this girl is not an ordinary girl, if the life that this girl wants to live is not the life of ordinary people, if this girl also yearns for an exciting life, if this girl also yearns for the bumpy life of a martial artist, if this girl does not only think about getting married and having children like ordinary girls, and only thinks about a stable life, then it is obvious that she can court, he can make that girl his girlfriend, he can also continue to walk with this girl, or it should go on with this girl, because after all, the dreams of the two of them are similar, because after all, the pursuits of the two of them are also similar, because after all, it is not easy to find someone with a similar dream to you, it is difficult.
Since it is not easy to find such a person, it is difficult to find such a person. Then you should cherish, then you should really cherish others, then you should go on with others, then you should really go with others for the rest of your life, then you should really and truly work with others to solve the problems that appear in life in the future, then you should really go with others to take the next road, then you should face the future life with others.