Nanyan only felt suffocated all of a sudden.

She couldn't believe her ears a little, and looked at Zhu Feng's tall back with wide eyes, and at this time, she even felt a little black in front of her.

I don't know how long it took, Zhu Feng slowly turned around.

And Nanyan saw the look on his face, which was cold to the bone.

This is not Zhu Feng's expression now, but Zhu Feng's expression when he knew the news at the beginning.

From the body, to the heart, it was completely cold.

Nan Yan shuddered.

Qin Ruolan.

She turned out to be ——?!

I couldn't believe it, I always thought that she was a competition between Zhu Feng and the prince, but it turned out that she had nothing to do with the prince from beginning to end.

She is going to enter the palace and become Emperor Gao's woman!

And Zhu Feng touched her, which is equivalent to-

Nanyan's voice was hoarse: "How come, like this?" ”

"How can this be ......"

Zhu Feng also repeated softly: "At that time, I also asked myself countless times, how could this be? ”

Nanyan said eagerly: "Concubine Ning, does she know?" ”

“……”

"Did she think she was going to marry the crown prince, or—"

Zhu Feng sneered, turned his head to look at her, and said, "Silly girl, you are still the same, you will only think about people for the good." ”

Nanyan shuddered.

Her whole body became cold, and she whispered, "She ......"

"Of course she does." Zhu Feng said: "Entering the palace, or marrying the prince, Qin Zhengqi can't even hide this from his daughter." She knew from beginning to end, and even from a long time ago, she knew that when her aunt, Qin Guifei, passed away, Emperor Gao missed Qin Guifei a lot, and her father had planned to let her enter the palace when she was older to relieve Emperor Gao's lovesickness. ”

Nanyan shuddered and said, "So she-"

"She lied to me."

Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "She deceived me like this, let me stupidly jump into her trap." ”

“……”

"When I was put in prison and looked at the small skylight above my head, I kept asking, how could this be?"

“……”

"It's just, no one, answer me."

“……”

"Later, I didn't ask."

He said this very lightly, and there was a feeling of light clouds, but Nanyan knew that he was light and light, and I don't know how many times he cried blood and how many times he suffered so much.

It's not that he's indifferent, it's that he lets himself accept the fact that he has nothing.

Nanyan only felt that his eyes were hot.

She seems to be able to understand why Zhu Feng has such deep feelings for Qin Ruolan.

This kind of affection is not only the love of youth, the love of the two lovers, but also the despair and helplessness after being betrayed by the loved one, which is almost a devastating blow to any person.

Some people may really not be able to hold on, so they give up on themselves and let their lives be shattered.

And Zhu Feng, he persevered.

It is precisely because he persevered that in his life, and even in his heart, he will inevitably leave this scar, and the scar is full of the words "Qin Ruolan".

What she brought to him were memories of love, and memories of hate.

After a long time, Nan Yan said softly: "Then, what did the emperor experience in prison?" ”

“……”

Zhu Feng was silent for a moment and said, "I don't remember." ”

“……”

"Anyway, I was released from prison anyway."

"Emperor Gao, I still forgive you."

"Perhaps, it's just because my reputation in the north was already very high at that time, and Emperor Gao was old, and the generals who followed him from birth to death were also old, and he needed someone to guard the north and pacify the frontier for him."

Hearing this, Nanyan only felt sad.

If it was Zhu Feng in the past, he would definitely feel that he was still appreciated by Emperor Gao.

However, after experiencing being betrayed by Qin Ruolan, he no longer even dared to believe that his father would appreciate him, but just thought that he was of use to him.

How sad and painful is this self-denial?

Nanyan said again: "Then, King Wei ......"

Zhu Feng's gaze was cold again.

There was silence for a while, and then he said, "I stayed in prison for two whole months, and when I was released from prison, they told me that she was pregnant. ”

“……”

"So, I married her."

It turned out that Zhu Chengxuan came that night.

Nanyan finally understood why Zhu Feng didn't like him anymore.

This child has a gentle temperament, unlike him, who prefers medicine to the art of war, and these are not reasons why a father does not like his son.

The real reason is that this son was obtained that night.

That night was humiliating for Zhu Feng, a painful memory of being betrayed by his loved one, and this son was obtained that night, which was too cruel for him.

Every time he saw this child, he would think of what he had been through.

It's tantamount to tearing open your own wounds bloodily.

Nanyan only felt that tears were about to gush out, she subconsciously turned her head, and the tears slid down and dripped to the ground with a click.

Zhu Feng looked down at her.

His voice was hoarse: "Do you think I am pitiful? ”

Nanyan wiped the corners of her eyes and turned her head to look at him.

She really felt pitiful for him, but she couldn't say such words.

For so many years, Zhu Feng has come over like this, he is stronger than anyone else, and a strong man like him doesn't need anyone's pity.

Nanyan said softly: "Your Majesty, I ......"

Zhu Feng didn't seem to want to listen to her, so he directly interrupted her and said, "I don't feel pitiful. ”

"Yes......"

"I only feel that I am hateful."

"The Emperor's ......"

"I know that I am surrounded by strong enemies, but I still take it lightly, and even easily believe in the princeling's party."

“……”

"I deserve it!"

At this point, he almost gritted his teeth.

Nanyan only felt that her heart was about to break, she took a step forward and said: "Don't say that, the emperor, in this world, there is no 'knowing', no one is God, and he can't open the eye of heaven; ”

“……”

"Judging the time from the perspective of hindsight was originally unfair to myself at that time!"

Zhu Feng looked down at her.

Nanyan said seriously: "The emperor once used sincerity, this is not wrong. ”

“……”

"It's the one who lied to you."

Zhu Feng suddenly hugged her into his arms, Nanyan felt that his arms were trembling for the first time, all along, it was his arms that gave him strength, but at this time, he seemed to want to get strength by holding himself.

He said in a deep voice: "Why didn't I meet you at that time?" ”