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A small bungalow in a low, shady second-hand market on the outskirts of the city.

The door was wide open, and the stove in the house was not very easy to burn, and it was full of soot.

Zhang Mouse squatted on the threshold, rolling a dry cigarette.

I rolled it for a long time, and I sniffed it under my nose several times, but after all, I didn't want to click on it, and I clamped it on my ear.

"Zhang Mouse, you are a wreck, why don't you die for a good person?"

A rough female voice came out of the house, and when she heard this voice, she was angry.

Zhang Mouse turned his head and shouted into the house.

"What's going on again? Can't you stop for the New Year? ”

Zhang Mouse dared to reply, and the woman in the room raised her voice again, like a rooster crowing.

"Do you dare to mention the Chinese New Year? Do you still know about the Chinese New Year? Are you trying to starve me?

If you don't want to serve me, get out of here, get out of here, and don't let me see you. ”

Zhang didn't immediately reply this time, walked into the kitchen, and poked the smoking stove.

"Hey, the firewood is damp, and the south wind is blowing in the evil gate today, and the stove is not easy to burn.

I'll cook for you when the fire comes. ”

As he spoke, he scraped out half a bowl of rice porridge with a spoon and brought it to the house.

The windows of the house are nailed with several layers of plastic to keep warm, so the light is very dark.

Against the wall sat a double bed, on which sat an unkempt middle-aged woman.

Skinny, with the help of a faint light, the face can be seen to be sickly sallow.

I don't know how the loud voice just now shouted out of this sick body.

Zhang Zizi looked at the woman and felt a sour feeling in his heart.

The aura in the human world is depleted, and all the lost aura cannot be replenished.

The Three Realms did not turn the wheel of life, and the blessing and retribution power that should have been received was also unacceptable because of the chaos of order.

The wounds on the soul have not healed, coupled with the exhaustion of the vitality of the body after the body is overdrawn.

Under the growth of one or the other, the body will become weaker and weaker.

Walked to the bed and handed the cold porridge to the woman.

"Sichen, you put on the mat first, and I'll cook when the fire comes up."

Sichen took the rice bowl, took a sip, felt the coldness of the rice porridge, and was furious.

I slammed the rice bowl on the wall, and the cold rice porridge was like a slug, stained all over the wall, and the bowl was shattered.

"You're going to give this cold porridge to my mother?

Do you give your mother cold porridge for the New Year?

I'm depressed when I see you, don't stop Mrs. Fang.

Get out, get out, I don't have to drink swill every day. ”

Zhang Mouse watched Sichen smash the bowl, he could have stopped it, but he didn't stop it, so he watched her vent.

"We don't have many bowls, why bother?"

"Why should I?

That mouse, let's talk about it, why should you?

You're just going to let me die, okay?

Why do you want me to suffer alive?

I don't want to live for a day.

I can't get it up, I really can't get it up.

I beg you, let me die. ”

The more Sichen spoke, the more excited he became, and he began to cry heartbreakingly.

Zhang Mouse stood on the side of the bed, his expression numb, as if he had been completely numb to today's play, and he didn't know how many times he had experienced it.

"I don't care, you can't die in front of me, I don't agree."

When Sichen heard this, he suddenly stopped crying, and looked at Zhang Mouse directly.

"Cheng, then you promise me that you won't go tonight, okay?"

Zhang Mouse looked at the Mickey doll in the corner of the house and whispered.

"Fifty yuan a day, what do we eat if we don't have money, we have to go."

Sichen's calm mood just now exploded again.

"Zhang Mouse, don't come with me, you know that's not what I'm talking about."

"As long as we live, we have to go, that's our mission."

Hearing the word mission, Sichen went crazy, and stretched out his hand to beat Zhang Mouse's thin body.

"It's been three years, and you'll be going for another three years, so you have a mission?

If you take your mission seriously, are you great?

Who cares about you? Who has ever felt sorry for you? Who thanked you? ”

With Sichen's thrashing, Zhang Mouse's body kept shaking, not dodging, nor stopping, his eyes were extremely firm.

"This is my life, I have to admit it, and I don't have to be distressed by others."

"I'm distressed, I'm really distressed."

When Zhang Mouse heard this, he was moved and thought of a lot of things.

From high spirits, to drawing lots to fill in the wheel of life, to all the hardships in this world.

Every picture is like a knife, a blunt knife cuts flesh, it hurts.

"Sichen, it's okay, I can still withstand it.

I'll get off work in a while, advance two days' salary, buy a piece of meat to eat, and you wait for me.

Let's eat something good today, after all, it's the New Year. ”

Sichen no longer beat Zhang Mouse, but pulled his clothes stiffly.

"Big brother, you let me die, I really can't drag you down anymore.

I'm dead, your life can be better, you don't have to stay up like this. ”

Big brother, how long has it been since Sichen called himself big brother?

When Zhang Mouse heard the word "big brother", his emotions were a little uncontrollable.

In the past few years, all the money earned has been given to Sichen to make up for his body, and without her, he can indeed get a little better.

But, no, I'm a big brother, and I can't leave it alone.

One hand to grasp Sichen, the other hand to grasp the mission, he is too difficult, too tired.

"You still know that I'm your eldest brother, so don't make any more trouble, you know my temper."

Sichen weakly let go of his hand, and this time he failed again.

The last struggle, Sichen didn't want to give up, and whispered.

"Big brother, your mission is also my mission.

Not everything is yours alone.

Please, eat me.

Let me do my part at the end, or you won't be able to come back today. ”

Zhang Mouse looked at Sichen in horror, and on that sallow face, what he saw was not a joke.

Sichen was serious, she really wanted to let herself eat her.

Yes, I have been carrying it for another three years, and the old wounds have not healed and new injuries have been added.

With this body, it is already difficult to complete the mission.

If you eat Sichen's soul, your own injuries will be healed, right?

You have the ability to come back in its entirety, right?

Grasping it with both hands is unrealistic at the moment.

So in order to grasp the mission, do you want to let go of Sichen?

Sichen is very heavy in Zhang Mouse's heart, otherwise he would not have survived for the past few years.

However, mission is the meaning of Zhang Mouse's existence, is it more important?

At this moment, after Sichen made this suggestion, Zhang Mouse was vague.

He quickly wiped his face and didn't give an answer, just left a sentence.

"I'll go to work first, and when I come back, let's eat meat together and have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner."

After saying that, he picked up the stuffed animal and ran out of the door as if he were running.

Sichen looked at the window that was blocked out most of the light, and couldn't see much light.

Just like the mood now, it's gloomy.

I hope the eldest brother will think about it.

can really help him in the end, and he didn't die in vain, Sichen laughed inadvertently.

It's just this smile, it's bitter.