Guan Mingxin has never told anyone about these pasts. It's Yang Yimei, who grew up together since childhood, and she didn't say it.

Now, these words seem to be spit out of her mouth uncontrollably, constantly pouring out to the men around her, "I just want him to live well and see the world well." Why, why did he commit suicide, was I wrong, was it wrong that I always insisted on it? ”

Is it because she is selfish and just wants to hold the last relative, but she brings pain to Guan Youning? That's why he committed suicide and used suicide to protest to her sister?

Once such a thought arises, it cannot be pulled out, it takes root and sprouts in his heart, thrives and climbs into intricate, and overwhelms Guan Mingxin. Confused, self-blaming, and at a loss, her spirit was almost completely broken.

"You're not wrong." Li Zhanqing's voice was very calm, just like his usual life. It's obviously a light tone, but it has the power to warm people's hearts.

Guan Mingxin grabbed his sleeve and looked up at him in a daze.

Li Zhanqing lowered her head slightly, raised her chin with her hand, and the two leaned intimately together, forehead to forehead, eye to eye, each could see their own appearance from each other's eyes, clear and intimate.

"You're not wrong." Li Zhanqing spoke again, and every word spit out by his thin lips was extremely clear, "You are very good, you have always done a good job." ”

Guan Mingxin was charmed, and her mind, which was about to collapse, came back little by little, and regained her indestructible appearance.

She smiled, hooked her lips, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes, "Yes, I was right." It's Youning who is wrong, when he wakes up, I'm going to spank him, hit him hard, hit him until he cries! ”

"Well, I'll get you a stick." Li Zhanqing is extremely cooperative with his wife, and he has no mercy for his brother-in-law.

Guan Mingxin was amused by his serious appearance, and her mood was finally relaxed.

The two sat together on a bench and waited, which was nearly six hours. Li Zhanqing went to pick up the meal halfway, and the two ate casually together.

finally looked forward to the doctor's appearance, and when they saw the doctor's expression, they both breathed a sigh of relief.

"At present, the situation has stabilized, but the patient's physical condition is not good, and this time it hurts to the root, and I am afraid that it will take a while to recuperate." The doctor explained.

Hearing this, Guan Mingxin was distressed and angry. Before, I ran up and down for Guan Youning's body, invested a lot of time, money and energy, and finally showed signs of improvement, but now I have to start from scratch again.

Thanks to the doctor, Guan Mingxin and Li Zhanqing pushed Guan Youning's hospital bed to the ward together. The single ward is quiet and quiet, the environment is quite good, the nurses and nurses are quite conscientious, and they leave quietly after handling things.

Guan Mingxin stood by the bedside, looking at Guan Youning's pale and bloodless face in a daze. may be because of illness, Guan Youning's development is obviously lagging behind, and his body bones are much thinner than those of ordinary men, even his face is not the size of a palm, and he is almost out of phase.

Looking at his younger brother like this, Guan Mingxin was as if he had been pricked by a needle, and all of his anger leaked out, leaving only a heart full of distress.

Guan Youning woke up not long after, and saw Guan Mingxin with a frowning and haggard face at a glance. He was stunned at first, his expression was stunned for a moment, and then his face showed panic and weakness, and he subconsciously shrank into the quilt.

"Awake?" Guan Mingxin didn't let him hide, but took the initiative to speak. She lowered her voice very softly, as if she was afraid of scaring the other party.

Guan Youning stiffened his movements, turned his eyes away and didn't dare to look at people, and whispered, "Sister......"

His voice was lacking in qi, and he was very weak when he listened, which showed how bad his physical condition was now.

"Well, I'm here." Guan Mingxin nodded hurriedly and handed the water cup next to him to moisten his throat.

After drinking the water, Guan Youning's voice was not so hoarse and ugly. He thanked him, then fell back into bed, trying to sit up but not having the strength, so he just lay flat on his back.

This sense of vulnerability was familiar to him, familiar to the point of disgust.

Seeing that he didn't know what to think of, Guan Mingxin was very hesitant in his heart. After thinking about it, she still opened her mouth, "Youning, why?" ”

Although she didn't want to ask, she had to ask. This time something happened to save the day, so what if there was a next time?

This kind of thing, she really doesn't want to do it again.

I thought I could avoid being questioned, but I didn't expect it to work. Guan Youning was obviously flustered for another moment, he quickly glanced back at Guan Mingxin, and then immediately turned his eyes away, his pale and slender fingers grabbed the corner of the quilt, and the quilt was wrinkled.

"Youning, tell me something." Guan Mingxin saw that he didn't speak, and still didn't give up and asked, "As long as I can do it, I will help you do it, do you believe in sister?" ”

Her voice couldn't have been softer, and she had never spoken in such a gentle tone in her life. When the words fell, she also reached over and took Guan Youning's white hand.

Guan Youning looked at her hand, and his head gradually drooped. His pale lips were pursed tightly, and there was not a trace of blood, and he turned his eyes, still unwilling to speak.

Time passed minute by minute, Guan Youning's mouth seemed to be sewn shut, and he just looked at the quilt blankly, like a walking dead who had lost his soul. After waiting for a long time to respond, Guan Mingxin's heart became colder and colder, and the hand that was originally holding the person slowly let go, and finally took it back in silence.

"I'll go out and fetch you food." Making an excuse, she hurried up, turned around in a panic, and left the ward almost at a trot.

Even though she tried to suppress it, her trembling body betrayed her. Li Zhanqing, who was standing on the side, could even see tears flashing in the corners of her eyes.

Li Zhanqing's brows furrowed tightly all of a sudden.

Guan Mingxin went out of the room and closed the door casually. Instead of cooking, she walked to the toilet with messy steps, and in a short time a low sobbing sound rang out from the cubicle.

In the ward, Li Zhanqing stood for a while, and then walked to Guan Youning's side.

Feeling the black shadow covering his thin body, Guan Youning suddenly felt cold all over his body, as if he was being targeted by some large beast, and the fear that rose from the bottom of his heart made him suddenly raise his head.

Li Zhanqing stood in front of him, his dark and deep eyes looking at him fixedly.

"You ......" Guan Youning wanted to speak, but was so shocked by the other party's fierce and cold momentum that he couldn't speak.

Li Zhanqing ignored his dead white face, and just used the eyes of the beast to capture the prey, nailing the person to the same place. His thin lips opened lightly, and his voice was thin and cold, "You want to die, don't you?" ”