Nanyan said softly: "Is the emperor willing to say it?" ”

“……”

He always said that in the future, in the future, he would never let her ask him about the past with Qin Ruolan, as if he wanted to exclude her from his world all the time.

Nanyan can only participate in his present.

However, as long as you love someone, you will want to know everything about him, including his past, which is a desire that everyone will have.

He can know everything about himself effortlessly, but what about him?

She didn't want to be left out of his past.

Especially, in his past, there was Qin Ruolan.

Zhu Feng watched her eyes flickering constantly, and seemed to be able to feel how complicated her mood was at this moment, and he himself could not face it completely easily.

After being silent for a long time, he said in a deep voice: "I don't remember many things. ”

“……”

"There are some things that I don't want to remember."

“……”

"Like, thirteen years ago, the one I was here - the defeat."

Nanyan's eyes widened.

Defeated?

These two words were something she never thought would happen to Zhu Feng.

But, only this thought flashed through her in a trance, and she immediately understood-

How can it be?

How can a person never be defeated?

There is no such person in this world.

Even now, Zhu Feng's achievements have made the generals of the entire Yan Kingdom amazed and even dumbfounded, but in fact, he was not the god of war in the north from the beginning.

He must have had his failures.

Zhu Feng said: "That year, I was eighteen years old. ”

“……”

"I have just been canonized as the King of Yan by Emperor Gao, and I am guarding Beiping."

“……”

"I, the first time I led the troops, I want to fight a beautiful battle and show Emperor Gao. Give too—"

At this, his throat suddenly stubbled.

Nanyan looked at him, and then said softly, "Show it to Concubine Ning?" ”

Zhu Feng looked at her, his eyes flickered, and he didn't speak.

Yes, it is the default.

Nanyan's breathing subconsciously became a little heavy, and then, Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "I want to show the prince." ”

Prince......

By the way, it is Zhu Feng's eldest brother, the crown prince of Emperor Gao.

It is said that he was a benevolent and shrewd person, who was deeply favored by Emperor Gao, and was canonized as the crown prince a few years after the founding of the country, much earlier than these younger brothers.

And in contrast-

Nanyan remembered that Ye Zhen had told her that Zhu Feng was very unpopular with Emperor Gao.

is only eighteen years old, although he is sensible, but after all, he is still young, so he was thrown into a bitter cold place like Beiping, guarding the border pass, and dealing with the fierce and brave cavalry of the country at that time.

However, according to Zhu Feng's temper, he will definitely come.

Moreover, I would like to make some achievements here and show those who "don't wait" for me.

So that battle—

Zhu Feng was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said in a deep voice: "That time, I brought enough men and horses, as well as enough water, grass and dry food, and went out of Beiping City, planning to cross the Great Wall trench and go to the main force of the country to fight. ”

“……”

"However, as soon as I arrived at the trench of the Great Wall, the wind and sand were blowing."

When he said this, he couldn't help but tremble.

Nanyan felt that this hot body was a little chilly, and subconsciously reached out to hug him, Zhu Feng glanced down at her, and slowly buried his head in her shoulder socket.

It's like a tiger that crawls on a person.

Nanyan said softly: "The wind and sand are blowing, and then what?" ”

"Then ——, and I were separated from the army."

“……！”

Nanyan took a breath of cold air.

You must know that Zhu Feng at that time is not Zhu Feng now.

At the age of eighteen, he does not have rich experience, does not have the confidence to be calm and calm, and even does not have enough combat experience.

But in the enemy's territory, separated from his own army!

Nanyan said in a trembling voice: "Are you alone?" ”

Zhu Feng said: "There is also a guard. ”

“……”

"It's called Ye Quan."

"Ye Quan ......"

Nanyan muttered the name repeated, as if he understood something.

However, she didn't say much, just looked at Zhu Feng.

Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "He is my least favorite guard. ”

"Why?"

"Because, he was given to me by the crown prince."

“……”

"And during that period of time, every move I made in the Yanwang Mansion, everyone in Jinling knew that whenever I made a mistake, Emperor Gao's reprimand document would come from Jinling, and I would be scolded to the blood."

“……”

"Of course, I know who sent the news back, so I hate this person."

“……”

"But—"

Nanyan sighed lightly: "However, there is no way to send him back." ”

Zhu Feng acquiesced.

At that time, he didn't want to say that he was fledgling, he was simply a marginalized prince, of course, he couldn't offend the prince who was in the middle of the day, because as soon as he turned his face on the surface, Emperor Gao's high pressure came down.

Zhu Feng said: "I can only let him stay by my side. ”

“……”

"As a result, the Yellow River flooded that year, and the prince personally went to control the flood and provide relief to the victims.

“……”

"And I, because I drank a little wine in the Yan Palace, and was reprimanded by Emperor Gao's holy decree, I scolded me bloody."

“……”

"I finally can't take it anymore."

“……”

"He is in the court, assisted by important ministers, blessed by his father and emperor, and does some things to maintain stability, and naturally everything is a good thing; But what can I do in Beiping? At that time, Beiping was attacked by the army of the country in three days, and I couldn't do anything! ”

“……”

"Therefore, in a fit of rage, I plan to take a large group of men and horses out of the city and fight to the death with the people of the country."

“……”

"Dead, dead!"

Hearing his words, Nanyan's heart was indescribably sour.

Since she was a child, she knew that her life was hard, she didn't have enough food and clothing, and she was bullied by Mulan and them, but now, she knew that there was another kind of suffering.

It's like Zhu Feng.

Eat enough, dress warmly, and is the king of Yan that everyone fears.

However, being abandoned by her father and being reprimanded twice for three days, that kind of spiritual deficiency may not be better than the cold and hunger she suffered when she was a child.

That's why he has this idea - to die, to die!

Zhu Feng said: "The first time I went on the expedition, he was also in the army, and the last person who followed me was him. ”

“……”

Nanyan wants to say that this is probably fate.

It's just that it's a bad fate.

Nanyan said softly: "Then, the emperor encountered the wind and sand, and was separated from the large army, and only this Ye Quan was by his side, and then what?" ”

"And then—"

Zhu Feng's voice seemed to tremble a little again.

He said: "Then, we really met the main force of the country. ”