Chapter 1176: It makes sense all of a sudden
At this time, Mu Yanxiao knew that she had heard the conversation between her and Yin Ye when the wind was rising, but she didn't want to call him in.
Because she was indeed hurt by the wind.
She was afraid that Shen Yan's matter would repeat the same thing again, that feeling, she would experience it once, and she couldn't stand it if she did it again.
At the same time, when the wind rose, he didn't have the face to face Mu and smiled, and turned to leave.
After walking away when the wind rose, Ah Xuan and Gu Xiao walked through the temple gate together and came to Mu Yanxiao.
Ah Xuan: "You know he's outside, why don't you let him in?" ”
"There's no need." Mu said with a smile, turned around and walked to the table and sat down.
Ah Xuan: "Are you still angry with him?" ”
Mu smiled and picked up the cup, "Yes, I hate being misunderstood for no reason. She didn't feel the need to hide it here in Ah Xuan, so she said it.
Gu Xiao: "I think, he is also sad.."
"Sad, just believe the words of the demon spirit, that's not a reason." Mu said with a smile, picking up the teapot and filling the cup with water.
"Weren't you fine before this? How can you come back from a dinner and become a different person? ”
"I saw Yin Ye."
"Yin Ye?" Ah Xuan was taken aback.
"Well, she said it all, she just deliberately said bad things about me, Shen Madman, since you take it seriously, you still misunderstand me like that, hum." As he spoke, Mu Yanxiao picked up the cup and drank the water in one go.
Gu Xiao: "You weren't such a person before?" ”
"And what kind of person do you say I am?"
"You won't be bothered by such a trivial matter."
“....”
As Gu Xiao said, Mu Yanxiao really rarely bothered about such a trivial matter.
She doesn't know why?
After returning from the mortals, all of a sudden, she became calculating, and even said bad things about the wind in disguise.
Thinking of this, she raised her eyes and looked at Gu Xiao: "It's not good." ”
"What's wrong?"
"I have a mortal mind."
"Huh?"
"I seem to be swayed by emotions, I didn't think about it that much last night, but I don't know why..." Mu Dark smiled and couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, put down the cup, touched his head and said, "It's really strange that I suddenly think about this." ”
"That's how mortals contradict each other." Ah Xuan added.
Mu looked at Ah Yan with a smile, "...."
Once, Mu Yanxiao was a sentimental child before she got lost, she could think a lot about a small thing, and even had a possessive appetite, especially hating her friends and others.
It wasn't until she got lost, after she went through that, that she gradually became what she is now.
And now, her personality has actually returned to when she was a child, which makes her think about it, and it is also a kind of fear.
Ah Xuan: "What's wrong with you?" ”
"It's definitely an imposter." Mu smiled firmly.
Ah Yu was stunned: "What's the situation?" ”
"The impostor cast a witchcraft on me, so that I always remember the past, no, I have to investigate his details as soon as possible and arrest him, I won't be like this." Mu said with a smile, raised his fist, and slammed the table hard.
Ah Xuan: "...."
Gu Xiao: "Do you miss your relatives?" ”
Hearing this, Mu smiled and his heart sank.
"Counting the time, you should have completely left your relatives for decades, right?"
"What do you want to say?"
"Are you lonely?"
"What am I lonely?" Mu smiled bitterly.
"You used to be a human being, and after meeting Shen Yan, you embarked on a different life, so.."
"You say the point."
"I heard that as long as you have been to the underworld, you will bring some memories back, although you have seen a lot of life and death parting, but most of them are demons, people's life and death parting, you have seen very few, can not touch your heart, but go there, it is different, I think," Gu Xiao said, "It has nothing to do with imposters, it may be your own problem." ”
"My own problem?"
"Well, although I don't want to say that, it's a fact, and I thought of it from the emotional side you just had."
“....”
Life and death, Lin Yan's death, hitting a wall in the underworld, assuring the demon soul that all kinds of things basically ended in failure.
Come to think of it, this also caused some damage to Mu Yanxiao's soul.
In addition, when she was in the underworld, she also saw a lot of souls crying and leaving, and even her former playmates in them. At that time, her playmate recognized her, but she did not dare to reply, so she only turned away.
She didn't want to admit this, but after listening to Gu Xiao's words, she had to admit it.
Age, how old a person can live, she doesn't know, in short, her playmate, in her eyes, is not old, but in fact, the playmate is still dead.
And she, thinking about it, is just stealing her life.
If she hadn't met Shen Yan, she thought, maybe she died earlier than that playmate, right? It is even said that she may have been tortured to death by the dead fat man a long time ago.
Thinking about these things, there was an indescribable sourness in her heart.
"Mu Yanxiao, how was your childhood?" Ah Xuan asked curiously.
Immediately, Mu Yanxiao raised his eyes to look at Ah Xuan, and smiled lowly: "My childhood was not good, no one hurt, no one loved, everyone longed for me to die early, just because I was a woman." ”
Ah Xuan's eyes sank, because she didn't expect that Mu Yanxiao's life was completely different from Gu Dian's.
"Surprised?"
"Hmm."
"I got lost, no one looked for me, and before that, my brother bullied me all day long, although he was not bad to me sometimes, but..." Mu smiled and took a deep breath, "I still hate him." ”
"You got lost, didn't your family look for you?"
"If I had looked for it, I wouldn't have met Shen Maniac."
"You're so pathetic."
"It's not pitiful, there are more people than me, I'm lucky, it's just some unpleasant episodes."
"What's the vignette?"
"It's just...."Mu couldn't explain it, he smirked, and said foolishly: "It's just the unhappy thing in the middle." ”
"That's right."
"Well, in short, I can't go on like this, and if I continue like this, it will affect my mission."
Ah Xuan: "I don't think you have to hold too much grudge against the wind when the wind rose, he finally accepted an apprentice, and he died like that, and it won't feel good on anyone, and he will lose his mind, so I hope you don't think about it." ”
Before communicating with them, Mu Yanxiao also complained that he misunderstood himself when the wind rose, and even wanted to draw a line with the wind when he rose.
But after saying these words to them, she suddenly thought about it.
Indeed, when the wind rose, when she accepted Lin Yan as an apprentice that day, she was so happy, and it was less than a day before the apprentice died, and if she put it on herself, she would not be able to stand it.
Perhaps, she will also listen to the demon soul and misunderstand him!