It's not love, it's love.

It's love......

Shen Yuechuan didn't know how he left the bar, and on the way back, he had a splitting headache.

If the tortuous life experience is a joke that God played with him, then what about Xiao Yunyun's feelings for him?

An even bigger joke?

He couldn't understand that he was no longer allowed to live a normal life, why couldn't he let Xiao Yunyun love people well and spend this life well?

It's enough to tease him, why do you want Xiao Yunyun to fall in love with him?

Looking back from his memory to the present, Shen Yuechuan suddenly found that as long as it was what he wanted, he not only never could have it, but also affected the people around him.

As a child, he wanted a complete home. However, as soon as he was born, his father died, and Su Yunjin suffered from severe depression, and he was orphaned soon after.

Now, he wants to fall in love with Xiao Yunyun like a normal person. However, the blood ties were like a wall of steel between them, and they were tormented.

He asked himself if he had done no evil in his life, had he made any mistake in his previous life?

Back downstairs in the apartment, the driver saw that Shen Yuechuan was still holding his head, and looked at him worriedly: "Shen Tezhu, are you okay?" ”

Shen Yuechuan didn't speak, just waved his hand and motioned for the driver to get out of the car.

The driver was very uneasy, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Do you want to contact Mr. Lu?" ”

He was very clear about the relationship between Shen Yuechuan and Lu Boyan.

He believes that once Shen Yuechuan has an accident, contacting Lu Boyan is the most correct choice.

"No, I don't." Shen Yuechuan raised his head abruptly and said solemnly, "I'm fine, it's just that I haven't rested well in the past few days, and my head hurts a little." You get off work. Today's ...... Don't tell Mr. Lu. ”

The driver didn't expect Shen Yuechuan to be uncomfortable at all, thinking that Shen Yuechuan just wanted to hide that he had seen Qin Han, nodded and got out of the car.

Shen Yuechuan stayed in the car until the headache was relieved, then pushed the car door down and went back to the apartment.

In the apartment, as before, all the appliances and furniture are neatly arranged, spotlessly clean, and so orderly, it looks like a cold and rigid temporary apartment.

Shen Yuechuan suddenly remembered Xiao Yunyun's single apartment that was much smaller than his here.

He'd been there a few times, and each time it was different from the last time, or a few more scented candles, or a few more bouquets of flowers, or a new cloth cover for the sofa.

Each time, it looks warmer than the last time, and it is easier to make people feel a sense of belonging.

He asked Xiao Yunyun: "Are you planning to renovate here?" ”

"When my cousin asked me to move in, the hard decoration of the apartment was already in place, and I was only responsible for the soft decoration." Xiao Yunyun said with a smile, "Where I live, how do I like it!" ”

At that time, Shen Yuechuan secretly thought about how she would toss this apartment if he successfully abducted Xiao Yunyun to his house one day?

In fact, Xiao Yunyun can toss as much as she wants, even if she wants to dig a swimming pool in the apartment and have a pool party, he will immediately help her contact the construction team, and there will be no opinions.

As long as Xiao Yunyun stays here with him - accompany him to sleep, wake up with him, and repeat it for the rest of his life, he will not get bored.

Such a small wish, but it cannot be realized.

Now, perhaps, it can ......

As long as he went to Xiao Yunyun and told her that she was not the only one who had been tortured these days.

He and Xiao Yunyun will be together immediately.

But he can't be so selfish.

Not to mention that they are brother and sister, they are not allowed to be together by common law.

Just considering his current physical condition, he couldn't convince himself to confess to Xiao Yunyun.

More than 20 years ago, after his father passed away, Su Yunjin suffered from depression and relied on drugs to live to this day, does he want Xiao Yunyun to taste that pain again?

Even if his illness can be cured, Xiao Yunyun doesn't have to endure the pain of losing her lover, and the fact that they are brother and sister cannot be changed.

One can imagine how much gossip and finger-pointing they have to face after being together.

He can give Xiao Yunyun all his love, but he can't guarantee her happiness.

What's more, Xiao Yunyun works in a hospital, and he can't imagine how much trouble the gossip will bring to her future career.

The worst result was that he died like Jiang Ye, leaving Xiao Yunyun alone to face everything.

In this way, he will not forgive himself even if he goes to hell.

No matter how you look at it, he shouldn't selfishly take advantage of Xiao Yunyun's feelings and coax her to be with him, this is not happiness for Xiao Yunyun, but the biggest misfortune in this life.

He should let Xiao Yunyun completely forget about him.

After making this decision, Shen Yuechuan only felt that all the pain in his head had been transferred to his heart, and one after another, he was stabbed.

He walked to the balcony, looked at the lights of thousands of homes in his line of sight, and lit a cigarette.

At this time, there is nothing to divert his attention except for tobacco and alcohol.

Xiao Yunyun, who was in the same area as Shen Yuechuan, didn't realize that her biggest secret had been leaked, reading and reviewing until twelve o'clock, the sleeping pills she had taken half an hour ago had already taken effect, and her whole person was surrounded by an impenetrable sleepiness, and she fell asleep not long after she fell into bed.

At seven o'clock the next day, Xiao Yunyun woke up on time, washed up and ate some breakfast casually, got on the crowded subway, and went to the hospital.

He could take a taxi, but the occasional squeeze in the morning rush hour subway like a sardine can make her wake up to the fact that there are many more things more important than love.

Such as survival.

There are so many people who can still live well without love, and she can't spoil herself because she can't be with Shen Yuechuan.

This incentive is effective, and Xiao Yunyun's life is returning to its original state day by day.

She thought she was finally relieved, and when she was about to give up sleeping pills, she suddenly received a message that was enough to shatter her soul -

This morning, as usual, she came out of the elevator with her bag and felt that there were many problems in life.

For example, what to eat at noon, squeeze the subway or take a taxi to work?

"Beauty!"

A familiar voice came without warning, Xiao Yunyun subconsciously followed the prestige, it was actually Qin Han.

She was stunned for a moment: "Why are you here?" ”

At this point, shouldn't Little Master Qin be on the way to the company, how could he appear here?

Qin Han leaned on a sports car worth 7 figures, and smiled charmingly: "I'll pick you up from work." ”

Xiao Yunyun walked over and was about to tease Qin Han, when she heard Qin Han continue: "By the way, I will tell you a piece of news." ”

“…… What's the news? Xiao Yunyun suddenly felt that the news was the point, and suppressed the pounding and accelerating heartbeat, "Say it." ”

"You have to be mentally prepared." Qin Han said, "This is not good news. ”

“……”

Qin Han hesitated again and again, but finally said: "Shen Yuechuan has a girlfriend." ”

He knew that this news would bring a big blow to Xiao Yunyun.

But this is a fact, Xiao Yunyun will have to face it sooner or later, and it is better to know earlier than later.

Xiao Yunyun could understand every word Qin Han said, and after those words were put together into a smooth sentence, it was like someone hit her soul hard, and her heart sank suddenly......

It's not disappointment, it's not loss, it's just ...... It feels like my heart will never beat again.

At this moment, Xiao Yunyun was obviously standing in the center of the city, but she felt that she had been thrown into the Great Northern Wilderness, where there was no grass, and the cold wind and cold rain were howling, surrounding her heavily, and the monster was about to swallow her with its bloody mouths open......

It seemed that a century had passed, Xiao Yunyun finally found her voice and asked with difficulty: "When did it happen?" ”

"Just for a few days." Qin Han said, "I confirmed it yesterday, it's true. ”

Xiao Yunyun said "oh", trying to make herself seem unconcerned, but her reddened eyes betrayed her emotions.

"I'll tell you in advance, lest you meet by chance and you won't be able to react." After a pause, Qin Han asked, "How is it, can you still go to work, do you need me to help you ask for leave?" ”

“…… No. Xiao Yunyun closed her eyes vigorously and forced her tears back, "If I don't go to work, I will think more." ”

Qin Han agreed with Xiao Yunyun's words.

No matter how she fails emotionally, professionally, Xiao Yunyun is a good doctor who is conscientious, and going to work can divert her attention.

Qin Han pulled the car door: "Then get in the car, I'll send you over." ”

"Thank you."

Xiao Yunyun sat in the passenger seat, mechanically fastened her seat belt, and the pain in her heart was unbearable.

She was afraid that she would cry, so she had to close her eyes.

She warned herself not to think, not to think.

However, reason cannot control the thoughts at all.

What kind of girl is Shen Yuechuan's new girlfriend?

He said that he wanted to settle down, would this girl really be Shen Yuechuan's last girlfriend, and then become Shen Yuechuan's wife?

The expensive and eye-catching sports car struggled to move forward in the morning rush hour, taking advantage of the time to wait for the red light, Shen Yuechuan glanced at Xiao Yunyun and said, "Don't think nonsense." ”

Xiao Yunyun shook her head: "If Shen Yuechuan wants to get married, I can't accept it." ”

Qin Han hesitated for a moment and asked tentatively: "What if, he really loves that girl, and that girl really likes him?" ”

He thought that Xiao Yunyun would say, so that she would be relieved, at least Shen Yuechuan got married because of love, at least she was a good girl who would take care of him in the future.

He thought that Xiao Yunyun would at least maintain such sanity.

However, Xiao Yunyun's reaction was completely unexpected by him-

"I know I should bless him." Xiao Yunyun smiled bitterly, "But, I don't think I can do it." ”

Qin Han: "......" rub!

Xiao Yunyun really can't do it, because she really likes Shen Yuechuan.

She wants to be with Shen Yuechuan, wants to hug him, wants to kiss him, wants to do all the intimate things with him, and wants to stay with him for the rest of her life.

But now, the person who wants to do these things with Shen Yuechuan has become another girl.

How can she send her blessings sincerely?

Qin Han couldn't help but sigh: "You are really sincere." However, what can you do if you don't bless it, on the day Shen Yuechuan got married, can you still go to rob the marriage? ”