Chapter 469:
Gu Mingzhu's eyes moved.
But he didn't turn his head.
"Dad, I had a dream, I seem to have dreamed of Qin Zhen, she said she hates me and will never forgive me, I finally know what it feels like to be a thousand husbands, I don't know why she is such a strong person, why she swallowed medicine and committed suicide, now I finally understand."
Gu Mingzhu's voice was intermittent, as thin as a mosquito fly.
The old man spoke: "Don't think nonsense, it's been twenty years since that incident, not to mention that the fault was not all yours back then, and now you have died once, and what you owe her should be clear." ”
"I can't pay it back, Dad, Yang Yang is Qin Zhen's daughter."
The old man just learned about this.
"I am willing to bear the sins I committed back then, but I can't ask Achen to help me bear them, how will I face him in the future, I'm sorry for him, he will be laughed at and spurned by the world, I ruined his marriage, Dad, these are all my faults."
"Mingzhu, do you really have one son in your heart?" The old man's voice suddenly became a little harsher.
Gu Mingzhu slowly turned her head sideways, with tears on her face.
The old man said: "Since I was a child, you only care about Achen, but you still have Xiaohan, Xiaohan is also your biological son, why don't you think about him, no matter how bad it is, you still have a father like me, girl, I'm old, your mother left me early, I'm just a daughter like you, do you really bear to call me a white-haired person to send a black-haired person?" ”
The old man's voice also choked.
Gu Mingzhu couldn't cry for a long time: "Dad, I'm sorry." ”
The old man walked to the side of the bed, sat down slowly, and grabbed Gu Mingzhu's hand: "Girl, Dad doesn't care about anything, you can do without anything, but Dad can't live without you, you are the most precious person Dad puts on the tip of his heart, and he will always be, no matter what happens, even if people all over the world spit on you, Dad will still stand in front of you, on crutches, and work hard for you and the world." ”
The old man said word by word in a deep voice.
Gu Mingzhu looked at the white hair on the old man's temples, and couldn't stop his tears: "Dad, it's me who is not filial, and I still let you worry about it, I have done so many wrong things in my life, people all over the world hate me, no one loves me, only you, only you." ”
Gu Mingzhu sat up and hugged the old man's shoulder, crying loudly.
It's like when she was sixteen years old, she was pregnant, and she was forced to die with her child, but Gao Wenbin still left.
She was all lost, looking for death and life all day long, it was the old man who gave up everything and guarded her all day long, almost didn't close her eyes in those days, obviously a man like steel, and lost 30 pounds of meat in just ten days.
And now, it seems that everything is back to the past.
But Dad didn't know when he was old and didn't look good.
Gu Mingzhu cried: "Dad, if I could do it all over again in this life, I would definitely not fall in love with him, I would not be so willful, I would definitely listen to you, then these tragedies today would not have happened, and so many people would not suffer because of me, these are all my faults, all my faults......"
The old man patted Gu Mingzhu on the back, as if comforting a child: "Girl, don't blame you, no one can control who they fall in love with, who they don't love, everyone lives in this life, who doesn't have a few calamities, that kid is your calamity, but you can't be defeated, you still have me, as well as Achen and Xiaohan, what do you care about in the eyes of others, haven't you always hoped that Achen can call you a mother, it's not a bad thing for this matter to be exposed, there is one less brother, one more son." ”