Chapter 35: The Feeling of Being Loved
She only felt Qin Mo's big hand covering the top of her head, and then buried herself in his solid arm.
"Shallow, I'm sorry."
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you had an accident, I'm sorry I only know you're still there now, I'm sorry......
Su Yiqian was held by him in a daze, and she only felt that her brain was blank. She chose to tell Wang about them because they had experienced incredible things, and if she couldn't even trust them, there would be no one in this world she could trust.
When Qin Mo said that she was Ye Qian, she was very panicked, she was afraid, yes, she was afraid, she knew how precious life was when she started again, she hadn't taken revenge, she hadn't realized her dream yet, she didn't want to lose her life again.
And Qin Mo's sentence of sorry really made her unable to come back to her senses, what was he sorry for himself?
Qin Mo hugged the girl in his arms tightly, took a deep breath, and his voice was slightly choked, "Shallow, I like you, to be precise, I love you." From that time eight years ago, when you brought me back from a serious injury and dying, you helped me treat me without ever asking me for my identity, and even that time, I didn't let you know my name. After returning home, I saw you again at that starry ceremony, and looking at your dazzling appearance on the stage, I wanted to get closer to you, even if it was just a little. ”
Su Yiqian only felt that her heart was about to jump out, and she also thought about leaving when she met Qin Mo that time, but when she heard him talking to herself, she knew that he was a Chinese and she couldn't leave. She took him back for treatment, his injuries were very serious, and he had calluses from years of touching guns, how could she guess his identity. Now that she has guessed his identity, she needs to cure him even more, even if they return to the bridge and the road after that.
But she didn't know that Qin Mo would be able to recognize herself at the Starlight Ceremony, and she didn't expect that he would enter this entertainment industry because of himself.
"Shallow, when I knew that you died in a car accident, I felt that the whole sky had fallen, I regret it so much, I regret not confessing to you, I regret not telling you my name" Qin Mo choked up, an iron-blooded man, at this moment, he could no longer control his tears. In the past six months, he really didn't know how he came over, he wanted to quit the entertainment industry countless times, but as long as he thought that this was her dream, he told himself that he must stick to this dream for her.
"Shallow, you are my whole world, as long as it's you, everything doesn't matter."
Tears flowed down Su Yiqian's face, she came back to her senses and lowered her head, only to feel that her hands had been trembling, this is ...... What does it feel like to be loved?
Qin Mo slowly let go of her, "Shallow......"
"Can you calm me down?"
"Okay."
Qin Mo walked out of the ward, sat on a chair in the corridor, looked at the ward door a little dazed, and clenched her hands unconsciously, she ...... Will you promise yourself?
Su Yiqian, who was in the ward, lay on the hospital bed and looked at the snow-white ceiling, if everything he said was true......
She grabbed her mobile phone and called Su Yiqian, who was in the car and was about to go somewhere, listening to her call, listening to her bland words, he sighed, parked the car on the side of the road, lit a cigarette for himself, and slowly opened his mouth.
"I know that he has liked someone for a long time, his parents and friends have asked him many times, and finally, on the night that Ye Qian died in a car accident, all his emotions exploded, we all know, the person he likes is Ye Qian, who was once known as a medical genius. Zero, he's the guy you saved in the United States, do you know who he is? ”
He ...... It should be a soldier," Su Yiqian said uncertainly.
"Yes, he was a soldier, and a professional soldier. He gave up all honor to enter the entertainment industry, and as he said, he just wants to be closer to you. Zero, I don't say this to help him, but I know him, he has never said he likes anyone, let alone give up everything he has for one person. Zero, he's worth trusting. ”
Su Yiqian had been silent when she hung up the phone, a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, Qin Mo, do you really like yourself? Just like I did to Zheng Minghao in my previous life? No, it's not, what she likes about Zheng Minghao is not liking, nor love, but a kind of ...... Depend. During the time when her parents died, Zheng Minghao was by her side, and she developed a sense of dependence.
That Qin Mo ...... Do you really like it?
She remembered the scene eight years ago, when she came home from school, and she and Erin rented a house together, close to their lab. Just as she was about to get home, there was a sudden suppressed sound of pain in the dark alley, and she wanted to leave quickly, but she didn't expect to hear the almost inaudible self-talk, and the familiar language made her stop herself.
She walked to the mouth of the alley and vaguely saw a man sitting against the wall, the strong smell of blood stimulated her sense of smell, she took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "I am studying medicine, I can save you." ”
Maybe she said Chinese, maybe she didn't seem to have any offensive power, the man struggled for a while, and actually stood up and walked towards him, she could see that he was at the end of the crossbow, fortunately her place was not far away.
The next second he walked into the living room with her, he couldn't hold it and fell to the ground, the wound on his body couldn't be delayed, she squatted directly on the ground to treat his wound, take the bullet, and stitch up the wound. By the time she was done, her legs were no longer numerous.
Thinking of that time, Su Yiqian realized that he remembered it so clearly.
She grabbed the pillow and covered her face, Su Yiqian, there is such a person who loves you, you should really be content, at least, at this moment, you experience the feeling of being loved, even if it is only this moment.
Su Yiqian threw away the pillow in her hand, got up from the bed a little stiffly, opened the ward door, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw Qin Mo sitting on the chair directly opposite the ward door.
Qin Mo "rubbed" up from the chair and scratched the corner of his clothes uneasily, he had never been so nervous, he had been in the army for so many years, he had experienced too much, and he had never been as nervous as at this moment, maybe it was because he cared too much.
"Qin Mo, don't you really mind?"
"Mind what? You have always been my shallowness, and you have never changed. ”
Qin Mo looked at her seriously, and the firmness in his tone could be heard by anyone.