However, it's a pity that Xu Lei's thoughts are just extravagant hopes after all.

She is so envious of Qiu Mucheng, envious that she can find her own reliance, and find the man who makes her enough to sustenance for a lifetime.

Tears only rained down.

Who would have thought that the miss between her and Ye Fan back then would become an irreparable regret in her life.

....

"Little Lei~"

"Did you sleep?"

Just when Xu Lei was in tears, Ye Fan's voice suddenly asked softly outside the room.

Xu Lei suddenly sorted out her mood, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and tried not to let Ye Fan see that she had shed tears just now.

She is a proud woman, even in front of Ye Fan, she doesn't want to show her fragile side and make Ye Fan worried.

"No, Brother Xiaofan."

Xu Lei opened the door and laughed softly.

But no matter how well she covered it up, how could she escape Ye Fan's eyes.

"Xiaolei, what's wrong with you?"

"Are you alright?"

Ye Fan asked worriedly, his words were full of care and pity.

Xu Lei's age is even younger than him.

was originally Fanghua, but now she has endured the hardships that she should not bear at her age. Over the years, Ye Fan felt that Xu Lei must have been very bad?

"No, Brother Xiaofan."

"I'm fine."

"It's just that when I heard you and Miss Qiu call, I suddenly missed my parents a little."

"When you are sick and helpless, you know how good it is to have relatives?"

Yes, only when it is cold, will you really realize how warm the bed is?

After betraying his relatives in public, he realized how happy he was when he was protected by his parents.

"In the past, I was alone in Jiangdong, although I had no relatives, but at least I still had my parents at home, and I went back to see it during the New Year's holidays."

"When I encounter setbacks or loneliness, I can also talk to my parents and complain about my grievances, and when I am sick, I have someone to greet and care."

"But now, my parents are gone, and now the Xu family can't go back, and I suddenly feel that the whole world is left with me."

"Brother Xiaofan, have you heard a word?"

"My parents are here, and there is still a place to come in life. When your parents go, there is only one way back in life. ”

"Parents are a solid wall between us and death. Now that the wall is gone, we will face death. ”

In the room, the dim light flickered slowly.

fell on the body of the woman in front of her, and only a haze was sprinkled on the ground.

The long skirt sat on the ground, Xu Lei's eyebrows and eyes were slightly red, standing by the window, while talking, she looked out of the window blankly, and the smile on the corner of her mouth contained endless loss and sorrow.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is the goddess of Jiangdong, the daughter of the Xu family, she is glamorous, she is noble and majestic.

However, who knows what kind of sorrow and sorrow there is behind a person's glamour.

Just like Xu Lei now, her parents died early, the family is ruthless, and Brother Xiaofan, who she once thought she could rely on all her life, has also started a family and become her dependence.

Even yet, Ye Fan can still accompany her now.

However, she knew very well that Ye Fan was going to leave after all, and he was going to return to Yunzhou after all.

Sometimes thinking about it, Xu Lei doesn't know why, this life is walking, and she is the only one left.

Seeing this, Xu Lei's mood became more and more depressed.

Those beautiful eyes are also getting darker and darker.