Chapter 1378: Another Kind of Companionship
Su Jian'an chatted with Xu Youning for a while, and was about to leave not long after.
The two little ones are at home, and she is not very reassured.
After getting in the car, Su Jian'an felt uneasy about Xu Youning, so he dialed Xu Youning's phone by mistake-
Xu Youning saw the words "Jian An" on the mobile phone screen, and answered the phone with doubts: "Jian An, what's wrong?" Have you forgotten anything with me? ”
"No ......" Su Jian'an hesitated a little, and said after a while, "Youning, I still have something to tell you......
“……”
Xu Youning didn't have to guess to know what Su Jian'an wanted to say to her.
She smiled and took Su Jian'an's words directly: "Jian An, don't worry, I'm just preparing for the worst, and I want to arrange everything before the worst happens, so that I can receive treatment with peace of mind." But that doesn't mean I'm pessimistic, on the contrary, I'm going to be very cooperative with the treatment and prevent the worst from happening. ”
Su Jian'an's hanging heart slowly settled down and encouraged Xu Youning: "Come on!" ”
"Hmm!" Xu Youning's voice was full of vitality, "I will!" ”
In this way, more than half a month passed in a flash.
Mu Sijue's healing ability is not ordinarily strong, the injury on his leg has gradually healed, he has completely gotten out of the wheelchair, and if he doesn't pay close attention, he can't even see the traces of his injury.
MJ Technology is also gradually stabilizing in City A.
The girl who used to have a budding heart for Mu Sijue was finally tamed by Mu Sijue's strong and efficient work style, and there was no time for Mu Sijue during working hours.
The transfer procedures of the house in Dingya Villa have been completed, Xu Youning has made thousands of choices, and finally finalized a favorite decoration style, and Mu Sijue invited a design team that has won numerous awards in the world to start making interior decoration plans.
Xu Youning's condition was good and bad.
On a good day, she looks no different from usual, her fawn-like eyes like spring sprouts, full of energy.
When it was bad, she was like a withering white rose, and Mu Sijue was afraid that something would happen to her, so he didn't dare to leave her half a step.
Mu Sijue is afraid, a farewell is forever.
After repeating this a few times, Xu Youning felt that she was inexplicable, but Mu Sijue still accompanied her very patiently.
When she was in good shape, Mu Sijue accompanied her downstairs for a walk.
When she was not in a good state, Mu Sijue took good care of her.
Under the influence of Mu Sijue, Xu Youning gradually felt that if she still had any emotions in this way, it would be too hypocritical.
So, it's better to be optimistic.
Anyway, one day, she will definitely be able to get better completely.
In fact, Mu Sijue was far from being as calm as he appeared, and he found an opportunity to ask Song Jiqing without Xu Youning knowing: "How to solve a situation like Youning?" ”
Song Jiqing just said: "According to Youning's current health condition, it is normal for her to be like this. ”
However, he did not say that Mu Sijue could not worry.
Before Mu Sijue had time to breathe a sigh of relief, Song Jiqing continued: "Sijue, I think what you should be worried about is that after Youning's situation gets worse, he will never get better......"
“……”
Mu Sijue's dark eyes were full of shock, and he was speechless.
What he feared most would happen after all.
"Just maybe." Song Jiqing wanted to comfort Mu Sijue, but in the face of cruel facts, he needed to let Mu Sijue know the truth, so he said, "Sijue, you have to be mentally prepared." ”
"......," Mu Sijue said slowly, not knowing how long it had been, "I will never be able to prepare for this. ”
He doesn't want to and can't lose Xu Youning, how can he be mentally prepared?
"......" Song Jiqing didn't know what to say for a while, and patted Mu Sijue on the shoulder, "This is just the worst scenario we envision, maybe it won't happen, we ...... You can be optimistic for the first time. ”
“……”
Similarly, Mu Sijue did not know how to remain optimistic.
Autumn is still far away, but Mu Sijue has clearly felt the gloom and coldness of autumn.
At this time, in the ward, Xu Youning was communicating with the design director hired by Mu Sijue about the decoration design of the villa.
The team came up with several plans, but they were all rejected by Xu Youning.
Xu Youning asked the design director with some embarrassment: "Lily, do you dislike customers like me the most?" ”
Lily asked in surprise, "Mrs. Mu, why do you think that?" ”
"The plan you worked so hard to make was rejected by me." Xu Youning said apologetically, "I feel sorry. ”
"Mrs. Mu, you're too worried." Lily said with a smile, "The opposite is true, we like customers like you and Mr. Mu the most. ”
This time Xu Youning was surprised, she did not hide her surprise and asked, "Why?" ”
Isn't she the kind of customer who keeps denying the design plan on the Internet? Where to like?
"Because you know exactly what kind of design you want, it's true that our solution doesn't meet your requirements." Lily said softly, "And you didn't blindly dismiss our design plan, you also gave us good advice." I believe that as long as we continue to maintain this good communication, our team will definitely be able to design a house that will satisfy you! ”
Xu Youning breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank you." Let's move on to the design of the children's room – when the baby is six years old, he is already in school, and I think the design should also focus on learning, what do you think? ”
"I agree." The designer quickly entered the state and asked out of curiosity, "However, Miss Xu, why do you want to design the decoration style of each age of the baby?" It's never too late to design when the baby reaches that age. ”
It's a time when everything is changing, and designers are worried that new design ideas will emerge as children grow up, and when the time comes, the design they are making now will be invalid.
The designer understands Xu Youning's feelings as a first-time mother, but she believes that Xu Youning does not need to be in such a hurry.
Xu Youning understands this truth, but she also has her own considerations-
Xu Youning tried his best to make his voice less bitter: "Lily, I may ...... Can't wait until then. ”
Lily suddenly remembered that Xu Youning was in the hospital, and although she didn't know what kind of illness she had, she looked very serious.
She was speechless for a moment.
Xu Youning continued: "I can bring my child into this world, but I may not be able to grow up with him. So, I want to grow with him in this way. I hope you can help me. ”
When Mu Sijue pushed the door and was about to come in, he heard Xu Youning's words.
His expression froze, his steps stopped, his hand rested on the doorknob, and he looked at Xu Youning's back through the crack in the door that was pushed open.
In front of him, Xu Youning didn't say that.
When facing him, Xu Youning was always optimistic and hopeful about her condition, and she vowed that she would definitely get better and live with him with her children.
Mu Sijue believes that Xu Youning does have hope for everything.
However, she didn't tell him that she was also prepared for the worst.
Mu Sijue's grip on the doorknob tightened.
He wanted to go in, and wanted to tell Xu Youning that she would definitely survive, even if he lost his child, he wanted her to survive.
However, Xu Youning didn't let him know that she had prepared for the worst, just because she didn't want him to be sad.
Right now, his best option is obviously to pretend that he doesn't know anything.
Muss closed the door quietly, walked out, and walked straight to the balcony at the end of the hallway.
He lit a cigarette and was about to bite it, but suddenly remembered something, paused, and finally extinguished the cigarette and threw an intact cigarette to the trash can on the side.
Standing on the balcony and blowing the wind for a while, Mu Sijue went back to the hospital room as if nothing had happened.
Xu Youning had just finished the call with Lily, and when he saw Mu Sijue coming back, he asked curiously, "Where have you been?" ”
"Go find Ji Qing and ask him something." Mu said that half of it would be left and half of it would be left.
Xu Youning looked at Mu Sijue: "Is it about me?" ”
"It's not." Mu sat down and said, "Something else." ”
Song Jiqing's words, Mu Sijue didn't want Xu Youning to know, which only increased the pressure on Xu Youning.
So, he chose to hide it.
Xu Youning didn't doubt Mu Sijue's words at all, and naturally moved on to the next topic: "Guess what part of our house was Lily and I discussing just now?" ”
"The living room?" Mu Sijue pretended not to know, "The decoration of the living room should be the most important. ”
"I knew you wouldn't have guessed!" Xu Youning shook his head, smiled proudly, and unveiled the answer: "We are discussing the decoration of the children's room!" ”
Mu Sijue raised his eyebrows, pretending to be surprised: "Isn't it too early?" ”
"It's not early at all!" Xu Youning said, "Because I didn't know that it was a boy or a girl, I asked the designer to make two plans, and as soon as the little guy was born, his room began to be decorated!" ”
"You don't have to wait for him to be born, you can decorate it now." Mu Sijue said lightly, "According to the design plan you selected, decorate two rooms." ”
"......" Xu Youning was silent for a moment, and decided to emphasize, "That...... I'm not pregnant with a dragon and phoenix. ”
Mu Sijue was unimpressed: "It doesn't matter. ”
"It doesn't matter, but there's going to be a children's room that's going to be wasteful." Xu Youning looked at Mu Sijue with a smile and a smile, "We are still ......"
Xu Youning tried to persuade Mu Sijue, but Mu Sijue suddenly interrupted her-
"It won't be wasted." "In two years, we can have another one." The other room should have been prepared in advance. ”
Xu Youning looked at Mu Sijue's deep and mysterious eyes, lost his voice in an instant, and his heart fluttered-
That's a good suggestion, but—
"However, Sijue ......" Xu Youning looked at Mu Sijue uncertainly, obviously still worried.
Mu Sijue seemed to know what Xu Youning wanted to say, and before Xu Youning finished speaking, he bit her lip......