1312 It's Not Easy to Live
King Wei sat in the side hall, his mind was still a little drowsy, he insisted on coming, and if he didn't come this time, he was uneasy.
A touch of clothing flickered at the door, and he quickly raised his head, his eyes fixed on her clean face, and subconsciously stood up.
Lord Jinghe walked over, stood in front of him, glanced at him, and said softly, "Sit down"
He sat down quietly, his hands on his knees, looking a little reserved, and he was always cautious about quietness.
Jinghe sat across from him and looked at him, "What do you have to say to me?"
"You" he opened his voice, his voice slightly hoarse, "why do you embarrass yourself like this, if you really find someone to marry, I will not stop you, I will not embarrass you." ”
Jinghe shook her head, "I think that's good." ”
He looked at her, and saw peace in her eyes, as before, but it was an illusion, it must be an illusion, "I don't believe it"
"Believe it or not, I've done this," she looked at him, her voice was cool, "I'm going to live a new life, I hope you can too, if you want to marry a concubine, you don't have to take care of my feelings, the past, we should all let go, live, we have to have a living appearance, don't always torture yourself for the past, otherwise the rest of your life will be long, how can you endure it"
His eyes were a little red, and the corners of his slightly curved eyes were full of stubbornness, "I already have a princess, and I will never marry someone else in this life."
She looked at him and said, "Then you should do what you should do, you are the son of the emperor, your life is not only about children's affection, but also carries a heavy burden on your shoulders, if you are still willing to listen to me, that is, let go of what you should let go, and do what you should do." ”
"That's what you want," he said, his voice choked slightly.
She said, "That's what I hope, whether it was before or now, I have never given up trying to live, not only to live, but also to live well, so as to live up to the time in this world, the prince, you have no responsibility to me, but you have to serve the court, loyal to the monarch's father, and then you must be in harmony with your brothers, fight side by side with the prince, and be worthy of the grace of the people of Li, my words are not just high-sounding perfunctory to you, this is what I really want to say to you, have the ability, do more things, don't waste your time." ”
He looked at her, and the past came flooding back, "You said these things in the past. ”
"Yes, I always say it"
"But at that time, I always felt that if you liked me, you should say more love words to me, instead of sending me away with these great truths."
Jinghe laughed a little helplessly, "No"
She was born in the Cui family, and the Cui family has the humerus ministers of the imperial court, and the court training she has received since she was a child is these.
"My heart rejoices that you speak so calmly to me." His voice was even more hoarse, and he was reluctant to look away.
Jinghe nodded, "It's good to calm down"
After a long time, he asked, "Second sister-in-law, they are there"
"Yes, do you want to see them?" asked Jinghe.
He shook his head, "No, it's gone, my second sister-in-law hates me." ”
She laughed again, "Yes. ”
He looked at her and laughed along, and the tiger fangs, which were so deeply hidden, were also slightly exposed.
"Laugh more," she said, standing up and blessing him, "Lord Wang, go back first, I have a guest, so it's inconvenient to talk to you more."
He hurriedly stood up and bowed back, "Then I'll leave first."
"Lord Wang" she looked at him with a straight face, "Being a man, sometimes you still have to have clear grievances, some people you have to remember his good forever, but some people who have harmed you, you just let go and always have to beware, forgive and forgive, may make your life lose a lot of burden, but it will also definitely make you in danger"
He froze for a moment, as if he didn't know what she was referring to.
She didn't say anything, these words, the point stopped, called the butler to send him off, he turned back step by step, until he saw her disappear in front of the porch, he reluctantly left.
Back in the main hall, everyone looked at her, she slowly came in, smiled, "We didn't fight"
Seeing that she was still smiling, everyone's hearts were also relieved, and Mrs. Yao hurriedly changed the topic, "Do you want to see the little clothes I brought over, I asked the neighbors to make them together, and they have been doing it for three days, it looks good."
"I want to see" Rong Yue said busily in very rare small clothes.
The box was opened, and a set of small clothes were displayed in front of him, all kinds of colors, very loving, Jinghe held one in his hand, stroked the material, and then praised Mrs. Yao, "This material is very soft and suitable for children's skin." ”
"Cotton, it's easy to wear," said Mrs. Yao.
"Not enough"
"It's still in a hurry, don't worry, when the time comes, the child will take it over, and there will be a replacement." Mrs. Yao has always been thoughtful.
Jinghe had a loving glint on her face, "That's good." ”
Yuan Qingling said: "Actually, I also have some small clothes in my house that I can give to you." ”
"Aren't you going to keep it for Xiaobao," Rong Yue asked in surprise.
"I can't wear so much, how can I finish wearing the clothes of the five elder brothers," Yuan Qingling said with a smile.
"And how can Xiaobao wear old clothes, maybe it's a girl." Yuan Yongyi said with a smile that she knew the prince's mind very well, and also looked forward to Sister Yuan's birth being a daughter, so that the prince would no longer have to fight Sister Bao'er's idea, and every time he came back to see Sister Bao'er, he couldn't wait to take Sister Bao home.
Lord Jinghe was very happy, "That's great, I'll go get it with you." ”
"You don't have to make a trip, I'll ask someone to send it over." Yuan Qing Ling said.
"Don't worry, I have to ask the nurse in your house about some things" Jinghe was anxious, so he stood up and said that he wanted to go over now.
Yuan Qingling said, "Okay, go now, you have to soak it when you pack it up, after all, you haven't worn it for a long time." ”
Jinghe asked someone to prepare a carriage to go with her, and she and Mrs. Yuanqing Ling Yao sat in the same carriage, and the rest of the princesses went back to their respective homes.
The carriage of the Chu Wangfu is relatively spacious, and there are three people who can sit and there is room for it, Mrs. Yao leaned to the side and rubbed her eyes, "This needlework really can't be done for a long time, and the eyes are not as good as before." ”
"It's okay" Yuan Qingling saw that her eyes were a little red, so she asked.
"It's okay, I just stayed up all night, in addition to rushing to make these small clothes, I also made a brocade robe for Ruitian to congratulate him on his knighthood." Mrs. Yao said lazily.
Yuan Qing Ling remembered that his father had said that he was going to give marriage, but now there is no movement, but he is not in a hurry, and now the celebration has just passed.
The county lord of Jinghe turned his head sideways and said, "Actually, Mr. Destroying the Sky is good, madam, you can still consider it." ”
Mrs. Yao looked at her, "Well, you just married the God of War, so I wish I had married out, are you really happy?"
Jing He said gently, "In the days I went out earlier, I met many people and knew a lot of stories, in fact, there are more people who are more difficult than us, and they are still working hard to live after suffering so much, what qualifications do we have to say that they can't go on at every turn, so you can really rest assured, I never thought of giving up in the most difficult days, and the crown princess can testify"
Jinghe said, turning his head to look at Yuan Qingling, with a resolute light in his eyes.
Yuan Qingling remembered the darkest days she encountered, at that time her mood was very bad, she was severely depressed, and she thought about committing suicide, but she was struggling to support at that time, and she had a particularly strong will to survive, she really valued life more than anyone else, cherished life, and did work hard to live.
So, she said to Mrs. Yao, "Yes, it does. ”
Mrs. Yao looked at the two of them, and her eyes gradually lit up, "Yes, it must be like this."