Chapter 1021: But I Only Love You

After Si Xueli spoke, she found that she was a little pampered, which was the commanding one.

It was she who had done the wrong thing, and she should have begged, begged.

is miserable, he must be spoiled by him, and he always naturally becomes the one who takes the initiative in front of him.

SC Johnson turned on the ventilation system after she entered, and soon the smoke in the room cleared and they could see each other.

Looking at the people standing on the other side......

Johnson really wants to ignore his past suspicions, as he has done countless times before, forgive her, and then hold her in his arms to coax her and pet her well.

But......

This time, he found that he couldn't.

Every time I thought of her, she was so bold that she rushed to the scene of the explosion......

Regardless of himself, regardless of the children, regardless of him......

Johnson turned his head sideways, not wanting to look at her again, and every time he looked at her, the resentment in his heart would add a point.

Si Xueli saw that he didn't even want to look at her more, and bitterness permeated from the bottom of his heart, but Steward Yang was right, they had to talk, no matter how difficult it was, they had to talk, otherwise when they became dead, they would have no skills to go back.

Si Xueli walked around the desk and walked to him, holding his palms hanging by his side with both hands, and said kindly: "Johnson, I just went to the baby room to see, pink, you really want a daughter, don't you?" ”

"The furniture is very cute, and if this is a daughter in the belly, I think my daughter will like it very much."

"There are still a lot of mats in the room, at first I thought you were afraid that the child would fall, so you spread it to the ceiling, but Steward Yang explained that you were afraid that the child would argue with me in the middle of the night. I was impressed. ”

"SC Johnson, let's reconcile, huh?"

Johnson listened quietly to her rambling for a long time, and did not even lower his head, his eyes looked beyond her head to the bookcase in front of him, and when she said the last sentence, he lowered his head and hit the nail on the head: "You have been avoiding the point." ”

"......" Si Xueli was inexplicably empty.

Johnson withdrew his hand from her: "You still don't know you're wrong. ”

"No, I know wrong. But at that moment, the situation was very critical, and the other party wanted Zhuang Yunxiao's life as if he wanted it, and I didn't have time to think about it at all. ”

"SC Johnson, you know, it turns out that he saved me many times."

"I thought the truce was for everyone to go together, but I was told that I could only go alone, and in that situation, if I didn't go back......"

"So you're a god in Sydney? When you go back, you have the power to turn the situation around? SC Johnson was merciless in his sarcasm.

"......" Si Xueli raised her head, her eyes wide, and she was a little stunned.

Si Sydney.

He even called her by her full name.

And talk to her in this weird tone.

Panicked.

Really panicked.

Si Xueli realized that this time the incident had really crossed the line, and she subconsciously wanted to grab his hand: "I'm sorry Johnson, I know I'm worried about you, but if I run away and ignore him at that moment, I will really have a troubled conscience for the rest of my life......"

Although she didn't have the ability to turn the tide, when she ran to the edge of the cliff, she found that Zhuang Yunxiao had no desire to survive, and she looked like she would die if she fell down.

Only then did I regain the desire to survive.

Although he had the watch with the nanorope hidden, Si Xueli felt that he hadn't thought about using it at first, and Zhuang Yunxiao really wanted to give up.

"Worried? Do you think it's just worrying? Johnson gritted his teeth and said word by word, as hard as if he wanted to grind blood.

He shook off her hand, this explanation, really, it was better not to say.

Si Xueli's hands were empty, and his heart was empty: "Johnson ......"

She knew that it was certainly not just worry, and that the torture in it could only be understood by the person concerned, but ......

What was she going to say?

"Miss Si, listen to your tone, you really don't think you're wrong."

"......" Si Xueli's heart was cold again.

Just now it was Si Xueli, it was her full name, but now it's okay, it's Miss Si directly, just like a stranger.

"To be honest, I'd love to act like it didn't happen, as before, after all, you're pregnant."

It's not that Johnson hasn't convinced himself, he has said countless times in his heart, forget it, she's pregnant now, forget it.

Give her one more chance.

If it doesn't work a hundred times, say it a thousand times, and a thousand times it won't work......

That's really not going to work.

"But I found that I couldn't. I hate it when I think of that moment when you rush into danger regardless of our lives or deaths. ”

A hate word was bitten lightly by Johnson, but the weight of the word was like a thousand pounds of stone.

"I've never been so out of control." Johnson turned around, looked at the dark sky outside the window, and had some memories, but after thinking about it for a while, he felt that ten thousand arrows pierced his heart: "Miss Si, do you know what it is like to hear that the person you love dies?" ”

"......" Si Xueli's eyes were already red.

She wanted to say sorry, but found that she was too embarrassed to say it.

The damage and blows she caused him can't be solved with a word of sorry.

She had already put a deep and fierce mark on his heart.

"Your heart has never been someone else, every time, for them to be hurt, for them to fight for their life." SC Johnson all.

From the beginning of the event, she was able to break her hand for the children she didn't know in the audience, although it was the son of the magazine king Jiang Gan who was saved by mistake......

Up to now, for the sake of Zhuang Yunxiao, you can do without your life.

And it's not her life alone, she still has a life in her belly, but she doesn't care.

Just for the sake of conscience, just for the rest of your life to be at ease......

"Your love is too extensive," Johnson closed his eyes, at this moment, he felt extremely tired, really tired, tired from the deep emanation of the body, the whole person was extremely lonely: "But I only love you." ”

He didn't want her to be a good person, he didn't want her to do good deeds, he even hoped that when danger came, she could run away immediately, regardless of the lives of others.

Even if it robs someone else's chance to live.

Because, as long as he lives for her, as long as she is well.

It's a pity that she's not that kind of person.

"I really ...... the moment I heard that you didn't get in the car" Johnson raised his hand to cover his chest, the pain at that moment is vivid, and there are still palpitations.

Si Xueli had already burst into tears.

Only then did she know that every time she saved people, it caused so much psychological pressure on Johnson, and she was stupid, unaware, and happy that she had done good deeds.

She never knew how bad he was, what torture he was suffering.

In fact, this matter is very understandable, if Xiaobao grows up to be such a girl, she must be the same as Johnson, I hope she is selfish and doesn't always scar herself.

But she was so stupid that she never found out how he felt.