Zhang Yu couldn't figure out the current situation.

His eyes kept flashing back to his past with Sakurako...... It's like a marquee before you die......

Thinking of this, Zhang Yu couldn't help but feel a little funny.

I thought I might be dead before...... What is alive now is nothing more than an idea, something spiritual, but I feel unlikely, because such an existence seems to be meaningless.

Or to put it another way...... There is no point in letting someone like him witness these things.

Meaning is something that matters.

Zhang Yu remembers that when she came in pajamas the next day, Sakurako was also wearing pajamas, and the two of them sat in the living room like a little couple.

However, Zhang Yu is a guest after all, even if he is wearing pajamas, he sits upright and does not dare to be a little presumptuous.

And Sakurako is the master after all, everything here is extremely familiar to her, she doesn't have to sit upright, she can completely relax and lie there, barefoot, even if she doesn't speak, she can feel at ease.

But Zhang Yu can't, he feels like a guard of honor standing in a military posture now, and every moment is torment for him.

After sitting in silence for two hours, Zhang Yu finally couldn't hold it anymore, and he asked tentatively: "Excuse me, isn't there any treatment like dialogue today?" ”

Sakurako heard the words and said, "Treatment? But you're not a patient, you're here to relax, if there's anything you want to say, you can say what you want to talk about, and I think opening up is the best way to relax. ”

Not a patient?

Zhang Yu was confused.

If he wasn't a patient, he should still be on a mission right now, but here's the thing, he's sick...... Without the help of medication, he couldn't sleep at all.

The worst thing is that he often has a trance...... Difficulty concentrating...... This is disastrous for a soldier.

"But I couldn't concentrate...... I even have a lot of insomnia...... Aren't these symptoms because I'm sick? Zhang Yu asked, his tone a little hurried.

Sakurako: "I've read your report, but trust my judgment, you're not sick, you're in good shape, you're just missing someone to talk to...... Other than that...... If you want to calm down, slow down, this is not a battlefield and you have plenty of time. ”

Is that the case?

Zhang Yu thought for a moment...... Yes...... There is no vacation given to him by his superiors.

Even at first, Zhang Yu thought that he had been fired and had a holiday...... It's just a euphemism.

Even the same goes for what Jin Yuan said when he sent him here.

……

"Brother...... I know you feel guilty about Phineas' death...... But no one wants to......"

Jin Yuan repeated this all the way.

But it's been a long time coming...... Honestly...... Zhang Yu actually didn't have a deep impression of Ah Fei's death...... It's only been two months...... In addition to the characteristics of Ah Feige's gluttony...... Zhang Yu doesn't even remember what he looks like.

Now what really made him feel restless was the eyes that peeked into him in the dark......

"Hey, I heard that this Sakurako doctor is very beautiful, you kid don't know the blessing in the blessing, hurry up and take advantage of the enlarged vacation to marry his wife! Yes! ”

Jin Yuan's words finally made Zhang Yu sober up a little, and he asked rhetorically: "I heard that you broke up with Mengmeng?" ”

"Uh...... What a breakup, what nonsense! She's not my girlfriend! Jin Yuan was visibly flustered.

But Zhang Yu chose to ignore this: "You are the arbiter, she is a reserve officer...... It's normal to be biased against us...... If you really like her...... You should find the answer in yourself. ”

Jin Yuan was silent, and when he reacted after a long time, he couldn't help but wonder: "Hey?!" When did you start caring about my private life? Now it's obvious that your problem is more serious, okay! Take care of yourself first! ”

……

Take care of yourself...... How should Zhang Yu take care of herself?

Whether he is awake or with his eyes closed.

He could always feel a pair of eyes peeking at him in the dark.

The lake brings nothing more than a simple ...... The fear of death is just that...... But he survived...... The team of three killed from dawn to dawn.

In the end, Zhang Yu even used the alienated cells that had been dormant in his body for many years.

When the bloody dawn came, while cleaning the wounds in the lake, Zhang Yu saw his hideous face...... His fear vanished.

Killing this kind of thing, he should have been used to it a long time ago, not afraid.

……

But Zhang Yu still ignored the most important point.

What is he fighting for?

At first, the answer to this question was clear.

for the living.

Can......

"I ...... I was in front of a child...... Killed her parents and grandfather......," Ms. Zhang said.

His tone was low, and at this moment he was less like a patient who came for psychological counseling, but more like a prisoner awaiting trial in shackles.

After finishing speaking, Zhang Yu raised his head to look at Sakurako, his expression was calm, his gaze was silent, it was a chilling look.

Sakurako saw this scene with a clear panic in her eyes.

And this panic made Zhang Yu lower his head in disappointment, his hands clenched tightly.

"Mission number 0Q2971, mission target citizens in numbered dwellings in C99 in the new district of Gurant, codes 0-1 and 0-2...... That is...... The husband and wife in this house ......" Zhang Yu clearly remembered every task detail.

"We arrived at the target area in the evening and then launched the operation in the early hours of the morning." Zhang Yu's hand slowly opened, looked at the wound in his palm and said: "Install a silent device around the house, follow the broken door, enter the second floor, open the master bedroom, verify your identity, and perform the cleaning task......"

……

The operation went well.

The backbone of these two disciples had been on the run for more than a decade, and today they are still dying in what they thought was the safest place.

Zhang Yu and B13 were responsible for moving the body outside the house.

But in the process of moving, the man's body suddenly split into two parts, and a miniature robot was hidden in his abdomen.

The incident happened suddenly, and Kim was awakened before he could deal with the robot alarm.

Then, an old man burst out of another room, and he opened fire on the B13, which pierced him in the chest.

Zhang Yu reacted quickly, and he beheaded the old man with a backhand.

This brutal way of fighting is not Zhang Yu's style...... But in desperation, he had no choice.

B13 died after struggling for five minutes...... He didn't make it to the end of consciousness uploading......

Sacrifice is inevitable.

But this time, the same mistake happened to Jin Yuan.

As the captain, Jin Yuan was so angry that he vented all his anger in this room.

In the darkness, the stench of death permeated, Zhang Yu leaned against the wall, holding the interrupted consciousness uploader in his hand, and in his arms was B13, which had no breath.

Jin Yuan finished venting, and there was nothing complete in the house.

He sat on the balcony decadently, and after a long time asked, "...... Zhang Yu?"

"Huh?"

"Let's make a deal."

"Okay."

"It doesn't matter who dies first...... The one who is alive puts on a woman's costume and poles dances in front of the tombstone of the dead, what do you think? ”

"Pole dancing...... I won't. ”

"No...... You can't learn it, or I'll teach you. ”

Zhang Yu shook his head, he closed B13's eyes, but at this moment, he noticed a pair of eyes staring directly at him in the dark.

At that moment, Zhang Yu realized that he might not need to learn pole dancing.

Jin Yuan is so versatile, it seems that he has to count on him.

But he put on women's clothes...... It's going to be spicy......

The eyes in the darkness carry endless hatred...... Even if there was no fire coming out of the muzzle...... It was enough to devour Zhang Yu whole......

The thirty-fifth day of treatment.

Zhang Yu can finally sleep peacefully, but only at Sakurako's house, on her balcony.

While Zhang Yu was asleep, Sakurako would sketch under the trees in the yard.

Sakurako's paintings only have children, and all kinds of children on the beach are frolicking, angry, or falling and crying.

Zhang Yu lay down after lunch, and he slept until sunset.

When he woke up in the evening, Zhang Yu found Sakurako sitting next to him.

Sakurako looked at him and smiled heartily when she saw him wake up.

Zhang Yu admitted that he fell in love with the girl in front of him...... He's looking forward to it too...... But he didn't have the courage to say it.

But his eyes can't hide his liking for someone.

……

"I didn't know I could sleep so well...... It seems that a lot of time has been wasted......" Zhang Yu was a little embarrassed.

Sakurako said: "No, time has always been there, whether you are awake or asleep, it has never left." ”

Just like you...... Zhang Yu naturally had a sentence in his heart, but he didn't say it.

"That's what you hear...... Suddenly it felt romantic. ”

"yes, that, tonight...... Do you want to stay? Sakurako sent an invitation to Zhang Yu for the first time.

Zhang Yu was surprised, his heart was beating faster, but he didn't respond immediately...... It's not that I don't look forward to it, but I don't dare to expect it.

"I ......"

Zhang Yu's hesitation made Sakura a little embarrassed: "Uh, I don't mean anything else, I invited a lot of children to my house tonight, I want you to stay and help me entertain them, okay?" ”

I see.

After Zhang Yu eliminated the embarrassment, he felt a little disappointed.

"Of course, if you need anything, just say it."

Sakurako smiled happily: "Hmm! ”

The imprint left by that smile on Zhang Yu's heart is still clear.

At this moment, it is more like a beacon guiding him forward.

As he continued to go deeper into the central area, Zhang Yu found that many people's palm prints appeared around him.

They are dense and scattered on the ground like footprints......

Zhang Yu had some impressions of these handprints.

But you're not sure you really know what they are...... Now he could only continue to move forward, not daring to stop for a moment.

Because the light behind him was fading, and the darkness seemed to be filled with the power that consumed everything.