Chapter 618: Thinking of the Master
With a child, Qin Lu couldn't take Lin An'an all the way away, they hired a carriage to move forward, the carriage moved forward slowly, the sky gradually darkened, and they found an inn to settle down first.
Qin Lu originally wanted to let the eldest man have a room, but Lin Anan asked the groom to live in a room with the child.
"He's going to be scared alone." Back to the room, Lin Anan said.
Qin Lu closed the door and frowned, "It doesn't look like you'll be scared." ”
"That kid pretends to be strong on the surface, but in fact he is very fragile inside, and all his extreme actions are just to protect himself."
"You know him well." Qin Lu sat down beside her with a smile.
Lin Anan sighed: "Leaving his relatives and going on the road with our two strangers, he was uneasy, but in order to be able to learn the ability to treat his younger brother, in order not to embarrass his mother, and not to let his father see him think of the revenge of killing his mother, he chose to leave, and he is a child with a very soft heart." ”
Qin Lu nodded approvingly: "He is a very contradictory person, he kills people without blinking, but he does not hesitate to sacrifice anything to the people he cares about." ”
"Much like you." Lin Anan looked at Qin Lu sideways, and said softly: "Protecting the short and stubborn. ”
"Like me?" Qin Lu laughed lowly: "Probably this is also the reason why I got acquainted at first sight and made me think about accepting apprentices." ”
Lin Anan held his hand and smiled softly.
She remembered that she had felt mental illness from Qin Lu before, which should have been caused by her childhood, and later mentioned that when he was a child, he would become irritable, but since he knew that Qin's mother was a fake, he seemed to be relieved, and he no longer felt the depression he used to be from him.
She gently rested her head on Qin Lu's shoulder, and her heart was soft.
It would have been nice to meet earlier.
He always said that he was his sun, that he was the cold and lightless moon, that he lived in the night, and that it was because of her light that he had light.
If we had met him earlier and illuminated him, his childhood would not have been so hard.
The reason why he took away the big head is also because he remembered the injustice of his father when he was a child, right?
For the love of the youngest daughter, he treated his three sons slowly.
If the big head followed her mother and younger brothers and sisters to the barracks, even if General Gu wanted to treat everyone equally, I am afraid that it would be very difficult, and it would be impossible for the big head to have no mustard at all.
In fact, Qin Lu showed his admiration for the big head child more than once in his letters, but General Gu never mentioned the big head in his reply, and obviously didn't even want to mention it.
"Qin Sanlang, if my mother and I hadn't been killed, and I hadn't gone to the end of the world because of the Requiem Gu, would we have met earlier?"
Qin Lu gently stroked her long hair, squinted her eyes, and there was a bit of trance in her eyes, as if she was fantasizing about the picture of meeting her little daughter-in-law when she was a child.
"Maybe you'll ignore me." Qin Lu said softly: "I was thin and small at that time, with a yellow face and thin muscles, and it may be even more ugly than my current big head." ”
Although the big head is a little bitter, at least it hurts.
And when he was a child, there was a lack of parents as a child without a father.
I can't eat enough, so I have to go down to the river to do laundry by myself at a young age, and I have to go up the mountain to cut pigweed and chop firewood......
If you hadn't met a kind master, you wouldn't have been able to study.
Studying in the school, the master would quietly give him an egg every day, if it weren't for the master's help, without the maintenance of the eldest brother, he would not have grown up well and grown so tall.
Thinking of the Master......
There was a grief in his eyes.