"You ......" Lin Anan opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

Qin Lu held her shoulders and bent over slightly, looking at her at eye level.

His eyes were dark and heavy, like an abyss.

"An An, I never wanted you to know my dark side, but it doesn't seem to work, perhaps, I should have made it clear to you from the beginning that I am no longer Qin Sanlang, that naïve and ignorant Qin Saburo who was played with and applauded."

"Qin Lu, selfish, stingy, dark, gloomy, calculating, and vicious...... Not! ”

Lin Anan covered his mouth with his hand and opened his eyes awkwardly, "Don't say it." ”

She hated it, not just once, he always liked to depreciate himself and say that he was useless.

Qin Lu took her hand down and rubbed it in his palm, "I want to say, you listen too." ”

Lin Anan lowered his eyes awkwardly.

Seeing that she was quiet, Qin Lu slowly spoke, "I don't like that Hua Yue, and even hate her." In my last life, the reason why I never married a wife was because I was crippled and didn't want to involve others. The second is my resentment towards my ex-wife, for me, I don't like my ex-wife, and marrying her is also the words of my parents. But her death caused the Hua family's resentment towards me, and sent someone to abolish my leg, even though I now know that this is a game, Mo Aotian has already calculated the game, but in the previous life, every time I saw my own waste leg, I felt resentful in my heart. ”

"I was gloomy and gloomy, and even for a while, I brought this emotion to the battlefield, and although I was not tired of deceit, it was up to me to decide how those people would die, and I gave a military order to invite you into the urn and pour it down with boiling dung water, causing those people to burn, and the wounds did not heal because of the poison of the dung. I made a series of painful decisions, and I was at the time, and now I think about it, it's really scary. ”

Lin Anan lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time, "I have also killed many people." ”

"I know, you told me." Qin Lu gently pulled her into his arms, and this time she didn't resist, but obediently leaned on his chest.

"An An, rebirth has changed me, why don't I be jealous of Qin Saburo in this life, Qin Saburo before I return from rebirth? He was so lucky to have met you, while I, in my previous life, could not find light in the darkness. ”

"But what can I do, just like I can't erase the existence of Hua Yue before, I can't erase that Qin Sanlang, let alone really substitute and tell myself that I am Qin Sanlang. For me who came back from rebirth, the memory of Qin Saburo in this life is just like someone else's story, I am jealous and want to replace it, but it is not him after all. ”

Lin An'an said sullenly, "Obviously you are a person, you are even jealous of yourself, and you are even more than me." ”

To do it yourself, to be jealous of yourself, is to be jealous of another soul.

This guy is even more stingy than himself, and he eats his own vinegar.

"yes, I'm very pretentious, stingy." Qin Lu rubbed Lin An'an's forehead with his chin, "Please also ask your daughter-in-law to be more tolerant, adults don't remember villains, and be more tolerant of husband's little chicken belly in the future." ”

Lin An'an's eyes flickered, and finally lowered his head and whispered aggrievedly: "Actually, I don't care so much, I know and understand in my heart, but I just want to find something, and I can't help but trouble you, it's me...... Chick belly intestines. ”

The corners of Qin Lu's mouth rose.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

I finally dug up my buried self alive.

He rubbed his little daughter-in-law's head and said gently: "It's okay to say it, this is a thorn in your heart." It should have been on Zixia Mountain a long time ago, and you should have said it together that time, and endured it until now, you feel uncomfortable, right? ”