After a few steps, Wang Changhu walked very slowly, and his mood was very heavy.

He didn't know what the meeting would be like.

I want to see her, but I am afraid to see her.

There is panic and helplessness, and of course, there is expectation and longing.

Xu Xiaojuan's mother was cleaning up the yard and greeted her warmly, "When did Changhu come back?" ”

Wang Changhu said: "Auntie, I just arrived home today, are you okay?" ”

Mother Xu smiled: "It's okay, it's just that the old cold legs always attack!" ”

From the moment she came in, Wang Changhu noticed that she was limping when she walked.

Wang Changhu said: "You pay more attention to your body! ”

Xu Mu nodded, turned her head and shouted, "Xiaojuan! The long tiger is coming! ”

After a while, Xu Xiaojuan walked out.

The person who had been thinking about it day and night finally appeared, and Wang Changhu only felt a trance.

If she had been placed in the past, she would have trotted out, then grabbed his arm, jumped away, and walked to a secluded place with a nice view, expressing their thoughts for each other.

It's still that beautiful face, but it's thinner than before, and it's a lot thinner.

is no longer the original local girl, wearing a fashionable dress, revealing a noble atmosphere inside and out.

She's still her.

She's not her anymore.

Wang Changhu looked at Xu Xiaojuan directly, and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Xu Xiaojuan walked up to him and said calmly: "Let's talk!" ”

After speaking, she took a step first, and Wang Changhu followed behind.

Until the two of them went out, Xu Mu looked at the pair of backs and sighed long.

There are some things that parents can't decide.

The village is not big, and every time I meet the villagers, the two of them greet each other warmly, and the uncles, aunts, brothers, and sisters shout, very enthusiastic.

It's just that when no one is around, the two don't talk.

When they came to the grove, the two stopped.

This is the place where the two of them come most often, and it is a particularly meaningful place.

Every time he went home, Wang Changhu would come here to look at the tree and touch the words engraved on the tree.

When the two established a relationship, they engraved their names on the tree, and after more than eight years, the tree grew and grew taller, and the two names also grew a lot bigger.

That tree is a testimony, a testimony of their love.

Before they knew it, the two of them stood in front of the big tree.

Wang Changhu lit a cigarette and inhaled slowly, and the cold wind suddenly blew away.

Looking at the cigarette in his hand, Wang Changhu said softly: "Smoking is from the old university, I always think that he looks very handsome when he smokes, and everyone seems to have this habit, and he can't help but imitate his idol." ”

Wang Changhu paused and said with a wry smile: "I used to smoke less, not only because I saved money, but since I ...... Since the breakup, I smoked fiercely, one pack every two days, then one pack a day, and now I get one and a half packs a day! ”

Wang Changhu looked at Xu Xiaojuan with tears in his eyes, and said word by word: "Whenever I think of you, I smoke a cigarette, and now I think about it more and more often!" ”

Xu Xiaojuan listened quietly, looking straight into the distance, not knowing what she was thinking.

Without waiting for a response, Wang Changhu reached out and stroked the name on the tree and said, "Do you remember this tree?" ”

The tree has witnessed so much, the first time to hold hands, this time to hug, this time to kiss.

How could she not remember?

Xu Xiaojuan retracted her gaze, looked at Wang Changhu with calm eyes, and finally spoke.

"Changhu, do you think this is interesting? If you come out of a place, you can't be a couple and still be friends, don't make the relationship too embarrassing, let it pass in the past! What's the use of recalling? ”

Wang Changhu shook his head slowly, "It's over?" But I can't forget, I really can't! I'm not stalking you, I'm trying to get it back! ”

The corners of Xu Xiaojuan's mouth curled up, and she sneered, "I can't get it back, you know me, since you have made a decision, it is impossible to regret it!" ”

"Changhu, when I walked out of this small mountain village, I understood the outside world. The most important thing in a person's life is not love, it is a high-quality life, you can say that I am material and can say that I am snobbish, but the real society is like this. ”

"You have been very nice to me, and I admit that I may wait until that day with you, but when? Will you succeed then? It's all unknown! ”

"It's better to take advantage of being young, beautiful and have capital in exchange for a glorious and rich life, I think it's worth it!"

The cigarette in his hand burned slowly, Wang Changhu didn't have the heart to take another puff at all, and looked at the ex-girlfriend in front of him who he had been thinking about for seven years and had been with for seven years, and felt like he was looking at a stranger.

Now she is so strange to him.

After a long time, Wang Changhu muttered, "Is this really the case? ”

Xu Xiaojuan showed a look of boredom, "Let's go, don't bother me anymore?" I really, really don't want to see you again in the future! ”

Wang Changhu took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at the sky numbly, and the original blue color suddenly turned gray.

It's like the color of his world.

Turning his head, Wang Changhu seemed to have lost his strength, and walked with stumbling steps, deep and shallow.

At this time, he is like a walking corpse.

Until the moment Wang Changhu turned around, Xu Xiaojuan's face suddenly changed, from the previous mockery and annoyance to distress and heartache.

His heart hurts, why shouldn't she?

The back finally disappeared from view, and Xu Xiaojuan's eyes were already blurred with tears at this time.

The wind whimpered, she hugged herself tightly, no matter how thick and expensive the down jacket was, it couldn't warm the coldness in her heart.

Looking at the names on the tree, Xu Xiaojuan cried bitterly, and when she came back, she wanted to cut through those words, but she just took out a knife and put it against it, but she couldn't do it after all.

She knew that she had to do it if she wanted him to die completely.

But she couldn't do it, the line was gone, and the past seemed to be lost.

After a long time, Xu Xiaojuan wiped her tears and finally walked out of the grove.

Her expression was the same as the one she had come.

Walking into the house, Mother Xu was still sweeping the yard, and then followed her daughter into the house.

After being silent for a moment, Mother Xu said: "Xiaojuan, I grew up watching Changhu, this child is really good, even if you break up with him, every time you go home, you will do some hard work for our family." ”

"How much is that? Your father and I have been poor in this small mountain village all our lives, aren't we still happy? ”

"We don't have any requirements for you, don't ask for great wealth and luxury, don't seek scenery, find a down-to-earth and steady young man to live happily, spend less if you don't have money, save more if you have money, it's good to live a dull life without illness or disaster!"

Xu's mother, who has no culture and is not good at words, actually said a lot of life truths.

These truths are the wealth summed up for most of his life.

It's just that Xu Xiaojuan just said, "Mom, don't worry about my business!" ”

Mother Xu sighed again.