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When he typed down the words of the title, Brother Jiu was full of emotion, and a lot of things happened during the more than two months of suspension.

In the past, I didn't take exercise seriously, I didn't take staying up late, I always felt that I was still young, I ate a lot of food, my body was great, and I could wander around with a schoolbag on my back.

It wasn't until May that I went to the physical examination with Lao Wang on a whim.

As a result, an unexpected situation occurred, and when the test results came out, Lao Wang's eyes instantly turned red.

I don't know what to say in the face of that result, I just feel incredible, I feel that things are still turning around, and it shouldn't be such a result, to be precise, I am at a loss.

When it really comes to that time, it will feel like everything is a floating cloud.

Nothing is more important than taking a look at your loved ones, lovers, and friends around you.

When you asked me in QQ, WeChat, Weibo, and book review areas, I said that it was okay, it would be fine, it would be fine, and I didn't want everyone to know, how to worry about me, how sorry for me, I firmly believe that I will be fine.

After the examination in our provincial capital was not good, Lao Wang took me to Shanghai for medical treatment and surgery, and the result of the clinical diagnosis of a well-known hospital in Shanghai was cancer.

Yes, cancer.

As early as when we were in the provincial capital, we made psychological preparations, and we were forced to suspend the update of the little monster, but when I saw the clinical judgment results of well-known hospitals, I still felt that it was a blow to the head.

I always wondered, I just graduated this year, I was 22 years old, it was cancer, and once I was diagnosed, 90% of people didn't live for five years.

I haven't written such a bloody thing in the novel, but when I ran with Lao Wang for seven years, from elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university, to the same school, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, I planned to get a certificate, such a problem arose.

Clinically judged to be cancer.

It's not just the danger of surgery, it's the same as the pain of being in the body with several tubes inserted in the body for 20 centimeters, spending the night in the intensive care unit, and having the painkiller pump removed.

It's the pain, the sadness, and the despair in my heart.

I didn't even tell the family, that is, the surgery went well, don't worry.

Lao Wang took the diagnosis certificate to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that this result was only a temporary judgment, and the specific results would have to wait for seven days later, and the pathological section report would come out.

Let the family not worry too much.

It's just that those seven days seem to pass quickly, there are so long, I keep reading books to transfer the pain in my body, and I don't want to let my brain relax, because as soon as I stop, I can't help but think of the result, and then cry silently.

I comforted myself from the bottom of my heart that it was nothing, and death was not so terrible.

It's just that what am I afraid of? I'm afraid that my family can't bear it, I'm afraid of leaving Lao Wang, we have experienced too much together, we have too much vision for the future, we don't want anything, we just want to have a simple and plain, happy family.

Because I haven't had it before.

So I'd love to have it.

It's just that what seems like a simple dream, but all of a sudden, it becomes so difficult.

When I was lying on the hospital bed and it was difficult to fall asleep at night, and I could only fall asleep by taking anesthetics, during that time, I became very desireless, and I only felt how happy I was when I was alive and jumping in the past, and my body was not painful or itchy.

You can go crazy to play, you can climb the mountain to watch the sunrise, you can walk in the sunset, you can laugh with your relatives and lovers, these are how precious.

Everything else is a floating cloud.

Then, I have been begging God, I think, if I am given another chance, I will definitely live a good life, insist on exercising every day, get up early and go to bed early, have a detached mentality, do not get angry or argue, do all this, just hope that I, and my loved ones, can have some more simple and quiet years, and be able to accompany each other well.

Then, a miracle happened.

Seven days later, the results of the pathological biopsy came out, which was benign, and the previous judgment error was benign, which means that after the operation, I can continue to live well.

After the results came out, I hugged my mother and cried, and at that time, I told her that the doctor said that it was malignant, and I was afraid that you would not be able to bear it, so I didn't dare to tell you.

When I was clinically diagnosed with cancer, I couldn't believe that this was my result, and I couldn't believe that I had really escaped, after all, I often knew that this was a big hospital in Shanghai.

That day, I excitedly posted a Weibo, saying that I was reborn.

In fact, life is often more dramatic than fiction.

The meaning of two words is extraordinary for me, and I think I will really change.

During this period of illness, I want to thank many people, my caring mother, thank Lao Wang, before and after running, every night in the hospital, you lie on a folding bed that can't turn over and accompany me, there is a little movement, you immediately sit up, ask me if I am uncomfortable, and comfort me all the time.

In fact, I also know that you are not so strong, I see that your eyes are red many times, but I said to you, you are my dependence, you are good, I can feel at ease, and I have hope in my heart, so you have really become my pillar.

Thank you.

I love you.

During my illness, I received a blessing card from the reader's mail, a big cherry from my friends, a set of published books of my own work from Duoduo, a visit from Shuangning and some authors, the care of the editors, and thanks to my roommates and girlfriends for helping me deal with all the things at school, the blessings of many friends, and the care of readers every day, I was really touched and warmed.

A thousand words, turned into one sentence, it is my honor to know you.

I love you.

ps：

It's going to be restored and updated.,Actually, I just want to say a few words.,But as soon as I hit the keyboard, a lot of things will fall naturally.,Say thank you and love you so many times.,I don't know if it's going to look hypocritical.,But I really don't care.,People who have walked through the ghost door.,Brother Jiu is not afraid!

Love you guys.

In the early morning of August 8th, the little monster resumed the update, everyone, it's been a long wait!