Chapter 730: Pain, Sleep Again, Fate (8)
The headache is getting worse.
She could only coax this time, "I'm Beibei, you're right, I'm Yaobei......"
Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, he was stunned for a moment, and then he kept staring at her, and then let her drag him in the direction of the elevator.
finally tossed him on the elevator, and the hair on Yaobei's forehead was wet with sweat.
Li Mushi obediently let her support herself in the elevator, and looked at her for a moment, as if she wanted to see a flower.
The elevator stopped at the thirtieth floor, and Yaobei was looking for the room with a serious face, on the contrary, Li Mushi's actions were particularly heart-wrenching.
He stretched out his hand to touch Yaobei's cheek, his movements were gentle, and a pair of peach blossom eyes seemed to be full of affection.
Yaobei found the door of the room and was just about to open the door, but in the next second, he heard a drunken hoarse voice suddenly come to his ear, "Beibei...... I love you......"
Beibei, I love you......
When these words fell, the movements in Yaobei's hand froze instantly, the room card in his hand stayed in mid-air, and the hand holding his back also froze, and then, gradually, a little numb.
This sentence......
She slowly raised her head to look at his drunken peach blossom eyes, and her lips moved slightly, "...... What did you say? ”
She had said before that she knew he was a scumbag, but she was also waiting for a word......
Those words are not an apology, not a request for forgiveness, not an explanation of everything I have done......
But......
A sentence that let her know that it was not her own heart that was beating for a person.
But Li Mushi moved away from her body at this time.
The heavy body was against the door frame, the corners of his lips were slightly pulled, the tenderness under his eyes gradually dissipated, faintly filled with red, and he murmured vaguely, "...... Actually, you're not right, aren't you...... You're not in the north... You're not, I've seen you, it's fake...... She won't care about me...... She's abandoned me......"
At this point, the corners of his lips filled with a sad self-deprecation, which gradually turned into a desperate bitter smile, and his eyes became more and more moist.
When the words fell, Yaobei's heart trembled, and a trace of unbearability seemed to flash in his eyes.
“…… Li Mushi ......"
Her lips moved, and she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say.
Li Mushi laughed mockingly, and finally leaned his head against the door, raised the back of his hand and put it on his moist eyes.
"Let's go...... You go...... All I saw was hallucination, all fake...... She doesn't want me anymore...... I knew ......"
When he said this, he lowered his wrist, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse and painful, "...... She knows who the bumblebee is, and she will dislike it, and she will hate it...... I don't want to lie to her, but, but I don't want her to hate me, she's me...... The first girl I really fell in love with......"
As he spoke, there were hazy tears in his eyes about to fall.
Li Mushi looked embarrassed, his hair was messy, and two buttons on his collar were torn off, like this, like an abandoned and homeless poor man.
There is no place for him in a huge city.
There are so many souls to go to, and none of them really belong to him.
And I don't know what I thought, tears finally fell from his red eyes, and he cried out, aggrieved and sad like a child, "...... She said I was dirty...... She hates me for being dirty......"