Chapter 143: A Shot in My Heart (29)

Jiang Xu's temperament is really light, and he hates trouble very much, so much so that he gave up the inheritance of the family and chose a plain life.

He bought a high-end apartment near Big A, and then went to work every day, and his life was dull but stable.

Jiang Xu never thought of getting married and having children, living in an apartment alone, raising a cat, and then living this life plainly.

He really enjoyed this life and no one bothered him.

As a professor at University A, Jiang Xu has always been a gentle and perfect image in the eyes of outsiders. A polite and gentlemanly man, his every move is polite and elegant.

He has a very gentle temperament, and his colleagues have a good impression of him.

But Jiang Xu doesn't have any friends, he has always been a loner, because he is gentle and alienated from everyone, and the sense of distance like a membrane makes people dare not and can't approach him.

……

Jiang Xu has hated this world since he was a child, and he hates it for no reason, he thinks everything is so boring and boring.

All rational animals get bored.

When there are more than 7 variants of the dopamine receptor D4 (DRD4) receptor gene, it causes excessive dopamine consumption, and people with this gene are "bored" susceptibles, that is, they are prone to boredom, so they often seek pleasure and adventure to make up for normalcy.

Jiang Xu knew that his psychology was pathological, for so many years, he had suppressed the beast in his heart, and reason made him not do anything to harm this society.

Doomed to die alone.

Jiang Xu has always thought so.

……

Time cracks a gap, and we can't help but peek at it every now and then.

It's a pity that the truth hidden in the cracks is sadness, happiness, despair, waiting, farewell, like a locked safe, all of which only you know.

If Heaven had mercy, would there be such a person who would open the locked door while I was asleep? Find my secrets, see my sorrows, feel my state of mind.

When I wake up, you have a warm smile on your face.

I didn't ask anything, just told me that we would be okay together.

……

Jiang Xu felt that he was still lucky because he met Fu Yue.

That time, the cold and beautiful woman pushed open the door of the classroom, the appearance of coming against the light, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, everything made him feel excited.

At that moment, Jiang Xu seemed to hear the sound of flowers blooming.

She is salvation.

……

I've always loved you, ever since I first met you.

For you, I am willing to love the world, as long as you can be by my side.

……

Fu Yue, who left Jiang Xu's house.

She went to the garage and drove to the nearest hotel.

I opened a room and stayed in.

Standing in front of the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, the cold and beautiful police officer pursed his lips, and there was no expression on his delicate face.

She pulled a box of cigarettes out of her pocket, pulled out a slender one, and lit the fire, the faint blue flames jumping.

Soon the mist blurred the woman's delicate eyebrows, her half-squinted dark eyes, and her pale red lips bit the cigarette.

The appearance is ascetic and sultry.

Fu Yue didn't know what he was struggling with.

With a hint of self-deprecation on her lips, she reached out and snuffed out the sparks on her fingertips.

She liked Jiang Xu, but she didn't like it to that extent.

……。

Forget it, let's just think she's hypocritical.