I was looking outside at Mr. John, who was having a good time playing with his dog.

I was very happy to find him, because I think chatting with him is actually an interesting thing, and it is also a process of getting to know each other, everyone has their own space in it, everyone has their own friends, if you don't take the initiative, on the host's, wouldn't I be embarrassed, it's best to see the moon and stars If it's not just a person, I'll go over to chat and communicate with him.

"Hi Mr. John, what's your dog's name? Exceptionally pretty, the prettiest dog I've ever seen. ”

"Then thank you Miss Cat, my dog's name is Jack, he is a beautiful boy, and he has always been very loyal, he has traveled across the ocean with me to live here with my eyes in Shenzhen for 5 years, so he is my old buddy, old partner and good brother."

Seeing the way he looked, I knew that I had regarded this Jack as a very important thing in his life, or in his family, and as soon as he waved his hand, the very smart Jack would immediately run over.

Jack's fur was very shiny, it glittered in the sun, it seemed to be a very beautiful one, it was very good, and it came to me and rubbed against me, like I stuck out my tongue and drooled, and the eyes were very like a gray jewel.

It is basically not too aggressive towards anyone, or the character of its owner, and is very peaceful like Mr. John.

I took a ball and followed it from a distance.

Jack rushed over without hesitation with a ball in his mouth, as if it were a very similar athlete, he was very happy with this game, and he was very excited, rushing around, really like a naughty good boy.

Mr. John and I sat on the grass and watched Jack run on the grass, which was also a very interesting picture.

Tilting his head sideways, he asked Mr. John, "Mr. John, you have been in China for about 5 years, and your wife and children have been with you in these 5 years, have you always wanted to go back to the United States?" ”

Mr. John, you want to look like he has his own opinion on this issue, or that he is silent on this issue.

He had a piece of grass in his mouth, as if he was very relaxed, as if he was very happy in this environment, "My wife and daughter have returned to the United States, because there are still some things in the family that have not been arranged, I think I may not return to the United States after these things are dealt with, I really have a lot of things, there is no way to complete it, and I love this land very much, this is a very distressing, I am a magical land, when I first came to this land, I felt very curious, very full, very ignorant." But when you integrate into this life, you will find that the richness of this place and some imagination here can be beyond your recognition. I don't know when I'm going back, but at least in the last few years, I shouldn't be leaving for a while, and I think I should help the old man fully recover his physical strength, and maybe I'll think about it. ”

I actually have deep feelings for his sincere answer, because the old man is a mentor and friend to him, or a confidant and friend, but no matter what kind of role he plays, I think he stays more because of the old man.

I said: "In fact, there is an old saying in our China that the fallen leaves return to the roots, and the old man's roots will always be here, so he should not go to the United States for treatment according to the plan we planned before, he is afraid that he will never come back after going to the United States, and he should not go if he likes him, no matter how his condition reaches a certain level, I think the old man is a strong person, and he is also an assertive person, he will definitely do it according to his own ideas, and he likes you and may not be completely arranged according to the current situation of the old man. You have a life of your own, and even if you leave us and have this matter, we will arrange for me to be treated by some doctors here by phone or something, and the people on our side are accompanying him. ”

Mr. John, he smiled very charmingly.

Well, a lot of words for doctors, I think I can talk about it freely.

I asked him, "Can I talk to you about the old man's condition?" ”

"OK, no problem."

I boldly said: "I am actually very clear about the old man's condition, first of all, the first point, many things he contacts you have a certain relationship with his age, plus some previous diseases, plus some current conditions, have increased together." Maybe the old man wants to return to the kind of physique he had before, I think is it possible, or is it just a maintenance now? ”

Mr. John thought about it, and he was sure of it.

"Yes, the old man's current situation is not so terrible as we imagined, and of course it is not so relaxed as I imagined, first of all, as you said just now, he is old, so many of his things have accumulated after years of precipitation and suppression, including some previous illnesses, so now he has slowly formed an extension of many diseases."

He paused, continued, and decided not to have too many preferential treatments for this matter, or not too many scruples, because between me and him, he also knew the role I played in this family, many things are sometimes not needed, too secretive, maybe lying in the Forbidden City, it may be better to say, and during this period of time, because of work, I don't get along with Mr. John too much, so I want to understand the old man's condition as soon as possible through this opportunity, He is at least an elder whom I respect very much, and I don't want him to be tormented for more sleepiness, but I want him to have a very rich life in the effective time.

I asked him.

"What are we going to do here? Because I really don't know how to do a good job of eating a meal every day now, basically in strict accordance with the requirements and regulations of the organization to do, the old man's body is also being recovered day by day, but you know that the old man is a person after all, is a very thoughtful person, and he is a person who loves life very much, if you eat a meal to make such a characteristic, then basically he is a special glass man at home, Then for him, there may be a loss of a lot of joy in life, even if a glass man lives in a vacuum, although he is not affected by the outside world, but he will lose a lot of one, a happy time, a chance to breathe freely, I do think it is quite uncomfortable. ”

Mr. John looked at it closely, and he could understand what I meant.

For a long time, he sighed softly.

"It's true that you are such an old man, he must live in a glass cover similar to transparent, build in strict accordance with some regulations, and build his life according to some details of life to make his life better, or to make his life more serious, if he is willful and reckless as before, or live according to the kind of pride he imagined, maybe he will destroy this, or it will be beneficial to his condition, sometimes many things are lost. So what I just talked about is indeed a contradiction, this contradiction system we can't solve for the time being, or this solution has not been found at present, for the old man, what is more important is what he thinks? ”

The two of us should know each other's thoughts and knows, and it is also for the old man's situation, to consider all aspects of different processes, and it seems other heavy to like to talk about this topic.

Na Jintang and the old man, just far away from us, the two of them sat on the edge of the grass, sitting by the fish pond and chatting happily, this is a rare parent-child relationship.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

It's a very painful process, and for anyone, we use time and time forever, but time doesn't make it so easy for us.

If time really lasts as long as we can sustain it, then how long I should have been completely cruel, a big wave.

I've always wanted to ask me something in my heart, but it hasn't been good, because after the last time I passed out, I actually felt very guilty, and I was worried, because my cause was either good or some physical damage.

So it's related to all the topics today, I think it's better to ask, otherwise things may not be as complicated as you imagined, but if you ask, I may lose a lot of time and opportunities, and I don't want to worry and dwell too much on this issue.

"A question I want to ask you, but I don't know if I should ask it, I don't know if I can express it clearly, I want to try to express it like this, that is, what is the situation of the old man now?"

I try to be very tactful, because I know that some things are too cruel to say directly.

Mr. John, he laughed a little, and I think he understood one of the things I meant, because the old man's body has always been a very important thing in our family, and we hope that his old age will be interesting.

He said: "Well, the old man's health has always been a certain thing, and it can be regarded as a recovery, and it should be considered positive in terms of recovery, but with his own premise, that is, what I just said, I can no longer let the old man suffer any possible damage, such as scaring him, for example, he received something very sad about him, these will not be for his condition, there is too much optimism, but I understand what you mean, you hope that the old man can maintain his body at the same time, I can still maintain a positive and optimistic life. ”

Jack ran up and rubbed against him.

Mr. John threw the ball again, and immediately went after its prey in high spirits.

He said: "Sometimes optimistic at the same time, we must maintain a pessimism, because nothing is not completely optimistic direction to go, everything has two sides, so you must pay special attention to this aspect of the mentality at the same time, after all, the old man has been unable to toss, he wants to get a longer period of time, then you as a younger generation must be like this, he has an arrangement in this area to let him have an interesting life, just like today, You can arrange an outdoor activity for him at a fixed time, but don't do too much intense action, so it's good to arrange. ”