She really wanted to hold the pillow doll and wanted to jump, but she was not feeling well and felt as if she was having a fever, so she didn't jump for a long time.

  In the end, it was her father who picked her up and encouraged her not to lose to her sister, she is also competitive, she has always been nothing better than her sister, she also wants her parents to see her excellence, so her father said to throw her into the sea, and she also said, Dad, you can lose it.

  Then, Dad literally threw her out into the sea.

  As soon as she got out of the sea, she soaked in her arms excitedly, looked up at her parents on the boat, and Xia Yanyan, and told them that she had won.

  But Xia Yanyan didn't jump, the family of three just stood on the boat and looked at her, looked at her, and then the boat drove away.

  She was at a loss and didn't understand, so she swam in the sea to chase the boat, and at first she could catch up, but then she couldn't.

  She yelled at the boat, "Dad, Mom, sister...... I'm not on the boat yet...... Wait for me...... Don't leave me ......"

  The more she screamed, the louder it became, and in the end, she really screamed, and Xia Yechao, who was sitting at the head of the bed, heard her crying out in a dream, shouting such a voice, a heart, stuffy.

  Unconsciously, she called out her real name: "Wake up." ”

  "Cocoon ......"

  "Cocoon ......"

  Night Starlight fell into a dream, and she was still soaking in the icy sea water chasing the boat, chasing and chasing, as if she heard her eldest brother calling her......

  She was on the sea, looking around: "Brother, where are you?" ”

  "Brother, tell them not to throw it down......"

  "Brother, I'm uncomfortable, I'm scared ......"

  Screaming and screaming, she woke up suddenly.

  After waking up, I stared at the ceiling, and I couldn't tell what was a dream and what was reality.

  Xia Yechao saw her open her eyes, her forehead was full of sweat, Xia Yechao took a dry towel to wipe the cold sweat on her forehead, and her voice was gentle and caring: "Silk, you have a nightmare, don't be afraid, you have woken up, the nightmare has passed." ”

  "Brother......?"

  For a long time, the black eyes that were not focused by the night starlight fell on Xia Yechao's face, but because of the high fever, there was a double image in front of her eyes, she rubbed her eyes, wanted to see clearly, and shouted again uncertainly: "Brother......"

  Xia Yechao has been sitting next to her and guarding her, listening to her big brother Xia Brother Xia every day, I don't like to listen to it and I am helpless, at this time I heard her call her brother in a daze, my heart was about to break, and I helped her sort out the broken hair on her forehead, and her voice was unconsciously gentle as if it could overflow water, "Brother is here, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare." ”

  Not a nightmare at all.

  Those are her personal experiences.

  It is said that when people are sick, they are also the most vulnerable, how strong they are armed in peacetime, and how quickly that strength will collapse when they are sick.

  She didn't want to look so fragile, so unbearable, it wasn't that she hadn't had such nightmares before, she washed her face when she woke up, and she got through it calmly.

  But at this point, all efforts were in vain.

  The tears were just wiped away by Xia Yechao, and soon they poured out again, she hated her fragility, she just ate the wrong thing and got acute gastroenteritis, but it made her so fragile and embarrassed, she closed her eyes and hated herself for not being angry: "Brother, am I very bad?" ”

  "Nonsense, you're not bad, don't think of yourself like that." Xia Yechao didn't allow her to be presumptuous, and tucked the quilt for her again.

  "But no matter how hard I try, I can't please others, I work so hard, or am I abandoned, am I really that bad? I had to work very hard to get something that others could get without much effort, but in the end, I found that I still couldn't grasp it......"