After many years of illness, the heart has become sick, and there is no cure in the world except you.

- Shen Qingjue

The first time I saw her, it was when I was a teenager.

The little girl carved in pink and jade looked like a porcelain doll, with a small face that was white, like white jade soaked in water, and her lips were red.

The most beautiful are the big black and white eyes, which blink and blink occasionally.

At first, I just thought the little girl was funny, so I picked it up.

The young man lowered his eyes, his slender white fingers supported his chin, and thought casually.

Such a little doll.

It's good to pick it up and keep it.

*

Just a few days, but it was an unforgettable time in his life.

It turns out that she is the ninth princess?

For the first time, he let go of her hand and fled in a hurry, and the coldness of that moment was just to hide the chaos in his heart.

It's not that she's angry, Shen Qingjue is just faintly sad, it turns out that he is so untrustworthy in her eyes.

Soon regretted it.

Shen Qingjue soon entered the palace, awkwardly wanting to see the little girl who was once picked up by herself.

However, the result was a near-collapse.

The chill began to rise from the soles of his feet, and Shen Qingjue felt that the sky was about to fall.

This girl is not his little girl.

Even if she puts on her coat, is it her?

It's ridiculous.

Shen Qingjue never found his little girl again.

Sorry to lose you.

……

I thought that time was the best medicine, but it turned out that all the healing was skin trauma.

In fact, it is not that the wound is healed, but that time will make people get used to the pain and become numb. Over time, when it is mentioned, it will be laughed off.

It took him ten whole years, and he never forgot a single thing.

Look at an endless sea, waiting for someone who will not return.

……

That time at the Hundred Flowers Banquet.

The eyes are facing each other.

The frequency of abnormal heartbeats.

Shen Qingjue knew that he didn't feel wrong, his little girl really came back.

suppressed the emotions in his heart because he didn't want to scare her.

I like you, but I don't dare to like you too much.

After many years of illness, the heart has become sick, and there is no cure in the world except you.

……

However, I have always been an ordinary person, and I just buried my wishful feelings in my heart.

Maybe like two words out of your mouth, everything will go bad.

Maybe like two words out of your mouth, your answer will make me understand that all the warmth, all the feelings about touching, are all misunderstandings that are beautiful to painful.

Liking you is my own business, and I never thought I would tell you so early.

…… That time, in the Chaoyang Palace.

It was a tyrannical anger that had really lost his mind, and almost his soul was trembling, and the pain that was surging in his mind.

He hurt the girl he loved the most.

Forcing her to accept her love, a chaotic night.

And then there's the ultimate regret.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I didn't mean to, I just couldn't control myself.

But at this point, all explanations seem to pale in between.

He was still holding on to the psychology of luck, and then was severely shattered by her sentence "I don't want to marry you".

I'm sorry...... I'll just go.

Don't be mad at me, okay?

……

Later, it may be the favor of heaven.

His little girl forgave him, and for the current happiness, Shen Qingjue felt a little unreal, and there was a feeling like a mirror.

The dream is shattered, and it is time for him to wake up.

Watching her grow haggard day by day, he couldn't do anything about that paleness.

There is no medicine stone...... What a terrible word.

Seeing the knife, he didn't hesitate to turn his back up.

Since I can't save you, how about letting me accompany you?

Yan Huan, don't cry.

As soon as you cry, I am reluctant to die......