There are some things that you can't do, and you can't force yourself, but there are some things that you really have to do, how can you let yourself do them? How can this heart be so ruthless?

I haven't reached that point, so I can't empathize with the pain of others.

That Jintang smiled faintly.

"In fact, this kind of thing doesn't have to feel a special kind of fear, the old man used to tell me many times when he was very young, he said that if one day he really wants to leave this world, he wants to live frankly, dashing and dashing, he would rather be like an elephant in Africa in a forest in Africa to grow old alone, not willing to survive, let alone become a bad old man, you also know that the old man is very suave all his life, in my mind the old man is a hero, So the old man will definitely not be willing to die by himself. ”

He tightened his grip on my shoulders and suppressed a feeling in his heart.

"So I agree with Mr. John's suggestion to me, let the old man slowly stay in a dormant state, every day and every day pass in this way little by little, one day the old man will fall asleep deeply, he will not take a trace of pain, slowly end his final life course, and then we will accompany him in the process to see the scenery of each day, let him see the sunrise and moonset every day, I don't know at a certain point in time he slowly closes his eyes and explains the best arrangement for him...... Otherwise, all the sickness will torment the old man. ”

"Cat, and Mr. John has made it clear to me, old man, even if it is a very advanced treatment, but the old man's entire course of treatment will not exceed one year, more than two years is considered a miracle, but if within this two years, the old man must maintain a life, then he will use his strong willpower to resist those treatments, and I will slowly, in the process of chemotherapy, slowly grow old and aging, the process is extremely painful, And the old man will definitely not want to do such a thing. ”

"Cat, but I'm a family, so we don't speak two words as a family, my decision on this side is only the right to decide on the ticket, but you need another piece to have the final decision, plan whether the two of us can decide this matter, you can have your last decision We all respect, because you are my lover, you are our family, so you have this decision to exercise your rights."

I looked at him like that, and I knew that this matter was very important to me, and it was also very important to Najintang, and it was also very important to the old man.

I threw myself into his arms, wept bitterly, and then I cried out loudly.

"I agree, I agree!"

My heart feels like it's going to pump you, it's like a feeling like a loved one is leaving, can you describe that feeling?

Knowing that your loved ones will leave you at a certain point in time, and this time node is accurate to these few months, you will not know whether it is early morning or morning or sun or sunset on a certain day in this few months, maybe in a certain unconscious place, you will gradually lose your loved ones, will you feel this pain?

But maybe he won't feel it, but that's enough, isn't it?

"Then Jintang, don't we need to talk to the old man about this??"

The brocade hugged me tightly, he looked up at the starry sky in the sky, and I knew that his tears were uncontrollable, and they had fallen.

"Yes, this matter must be told to the old man, the old man is so strong in his life, how can this kind of thing be hidden from him, even if I say that the old woman is no matter what, he will immediately choose the second option, he will immediately choose to give up the treatment, and choose to leave naturally in the future." Therefore, we will tell the old man at the appropriate time, this matter is the final decision of the old man, and I think he should be happy to make his own decision in this regard. ”

"Then Jintang, if the two of us jointly oppose the old man's exercise of the second plan, does the old man also have to use the first plan for treatment?"

"Cat, of course the old man will listen to our memory, but will you make such a suggestion?"

Rhetorically, how could I possibly make such an objection? I can't object to it, this thing is too cruel to the old man.

Looking at him, I felt a kind of sadness in my heart, I knew that the old man played an important role in his life, and even since he was the most teenager, he was not only a father in his life, but also a mentor in life, so the role of the old man was too important for Na Jintang

"That Jintang, what if we really lose the old man one day? I don't know, if I really lose the old man, how will I look at the future, I'm scared, I don't know why, I haven't had a relative for so many years, when I finally regarded the old man as my relative, why did he suddenly leave again? I'm really uncomfortable, you know how I feel, I completely feel like I'm not a nemesis, specifically to restrain others, so that others have left me again and again, once my parents, then a ghost brother, and now an old man, I'm really not such a person, am I not born to be with people who love me? ”

Sad, so I don't know why, I started to babble a little gibberish.

The brocade hall, hugged me tightly, and the strength he gave me gave me a kind of faith, gave me a kind of faith.

"Cats, don't think about the birth, old age, sickness and death of so many people, it's human nature, I am still with you in this future life, as well as our descendants, and all of us, and many of our friends, all of this is just temporary, everything will be like a landscape, you have to be open-minded to look at the many landscapes in this life......"

Are you looking at someone else's landscape? Others are actually watching you become his landscape.

Everyone is actually the same with each other.

Na Jintang pulled out his handkerchief again, and several handkerchiefs had been wasted, and I could see all my tears clean.

"Laugh one, smile at me, don't come home with this frustrated face, the old man sees you crying red and swollen, here, he may think of other ideas at that time, and after we finish the opening ceremony tomorrow, we will find a time to communicate with the old man about this matter, maybe it will be a matter of the next few days, we will make this thing beautiful, and finish it completely tomorrow, and give the old man a very good wish...... Now don't just smile at me, it's beautiful, it's super beautiful. ”

I'm feeling a little relaxed, although I really don't want to accept or face this kind of thing, I can't digest it until now, my heart is still so heavy, but I think tomorrow and today's things are very important, I don't want to be affected too much by these things, I need to concentrate on dealing with tomorrow's things.

gave him a wry smile.

Both hands pinched my face and gently doted pattering.

"It's the cutest thing to smile like this, we'll go home now, everything will be said after we go home, old man, we have to be with us a lot, in these three months, every day is very important to us, okay? Accompany you seriously, don't think about it so much, you have to think that these three months are the last and most critical stage in his life, and for us it is also the most worthy time for future memories, so we should cherish the best time in the present. ”

I snuggled into his arms and nodded, because I knew that there really wasn't any room for this.

Once the old man is told about this, then the old man will not hesitate and will choose the second option, which means that the time when the old man leaves us has officially started.

Life is like a one-way street, there is really no return.

The present moment is the most important thing, and there is nothing more precious than valuing what is in front of you.

Nodded obediently.

Taking the opportunity to scratch my nose, I looked at me very dotingly, and reminded me with a bad look.

"Three months is very important for us, maybe you have to do a lot of things, for example, I can remind you a few things you have to do, and the old man will be happy."

I immediately forgot about him, and I thought I would do things that would make the old man happy, and it didn't matter how many things I wanted.

"Then you say, what can I do for the old man, as long as he feels happy, I can do anything, you say say that you will make a list of all these things, and I will do it immediately!"

Of course I thought, why wait a while? Why so much time? As long as I take a list and I'll do it immediately, as long as I can make the old man happy, this is the most important thing!

Na Jintang gently stroked my hair and looked at me with very affectionate eyes.

I love knowing that it's a heart-pounding feeling, and it makes me feel like there's a very good feeling in my life.

A very sweet taste.

"There are three things that the old man wants to see the most, the first thing is that the whole factory can be started smoothly and start, this thing can satisfy the old man, and his dream will be realized tomorrow."

"What about the second thing? You're so long-winded, can you finish this in one go! ”

Na Jintang smiled lightly.

"The thing that the old man wants to see the most is that he has a daughter-in-law who is dignified and gracefully married into ......"

"Ahh

Where to? Actually, I was given this question by myself, but it doesn't seem to be particularly ugly, because I know that a marriage between us should have been decided a long time ago, but it was just said that it would have to wait until the establishment of a factory, but this matter is basically a nail in the coffin.

I stumbled a little and asked, "Okay, what about the third thing?" ”

The brocade hall continues to be bad.

"The third thing and the second thing are actually together, and the old man hopes to hold Jin Sun as soon as possible...... It was something he had always dreamed of, and how happy he would be to see his grandchildren in his lifetime. ”

Oh oh no, my God, I was taken into the ditch again by my own words.

His face immediately turned red.