Not what you think. Ye Junqing didn't want to remember that experience too much, let alone feel guilty about her, and resolutely denied it: "After helping you lead away the pursuers, I encountered other adventures, all of which have passed, and I am sick, and it has nothing to do with you."

  Ye Xingguang's voice was full of apology: "It doesn't matter, you must not want me to blame yourself so you refuse to admit it, I know, it must be like that, you must be seriously injured and dying, just like my father, it is impossible to live if you are not embraced for the first time, so you took this road." You've been sick for ten years, and you've refused to drink blood for ten years, and you've been sick so often, for so many nights, I can't imagine how you survived......"

  When he closed his eyes, his mind was the appearance of Ye Junqing locking himself in a dark room on the third floor, sitting on a chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and enduring it in pain, because it was unbearable, his wrists and ankles would struggle desperately, and finally leave red marks......

  Ye Xingguang thought about it, her heart hurt, she took the initiative to wrap her hands around his waist, put her head against his chest, and silently swore in her heart that she must repay him well.

  No wonder every time he gets sick, she is so distressed, so she wants to take care of him, she is scolded by him, even if she is disgusted by him, she can't control her heart and wants to take care of him with a dead face, maybe subconsciously, she knows that he is so painful because of her, so subconsciously she wants to make up for it......

  Ye Junqing didn't want her to feel guilty, and his voice was light: "Actually, the onset is not so frequent. ”

  "Don't comfort me, I've only been with you for two months, and I know how many times you've been sick."

  "It's so much better than before."

  He is emotionally unstable and prone to illness, he used to confine her at home, get along with each other, he is often stimulated by her to the onset, that day is torment, compared to the past, the current life, is simply happy to bask in the fairy.

  He couldn't imagine how they got along like that, it was like a nightmare, they couldn't break free, they couldn't forget, they hated each other, they lost both, and finally they could only let go and forget each other......

  Ye Xingguang felt even more guilty: "The onset is so frequent, and it is much better than before, you used to have more frequent illnesses?" Why didn't you meet me sooner, if only I had met you sooner. ”

  Silly girl, he said it before, not before, and he didn't meet her earlier, he accidentally found her in the first year she came to the imperial capital to attend college.

  It was the first year after he was separated from her from the sea, the car passed the intersection of a Sanben university, and saw her and a few students standing in front of the traffic light, the light was green, the breeze blew her long hair, she saw her hands in her pockets, standing in front of the zebra crossing and talking and laughing with her classmates, that year, she was eighteen years old.

  There was a difference between her eighteen-year-old and twelve-year-old, when he sat quietly in the car, thinking that he was just a girl who looked a little like he had saved him at sea.

  He asked Fu Zuo to investigate her identity, and learned that her name was Night Starlight, and at that moment it seemed that he was finally sure that the little mermaid he had met at sea had really inadvertently intruded into his world, and that was the best gift from God to him.

  However, the past is unbearable, Ye Junqing laughed and dismissed it, probably met the right person at the wrong time, and now, it is the right person at the right time.

  [Sorry, sorry, today's update is a little late, I don't have time to write about the high-speed rail, and now I have time to code words when I get to the station and wait for the high-speed rail, and there is one, everyone wait a minute, the mobile phone code word is a little busy]