Chapter 484: I'm Not Angry, I Have to Live
Bian Jingxian is not unaware of Yan Xi's character, she has been like this since she was a child, indifferent to the kindness and concern of others, she is tough when she talks to anyone, she doesn't care about anyone's face, she doesn't know what euphemism is, and she never expresses her feelings.
She didn't mean it, she didn't mean to, and the reason for everything was probably the same sentence - like an emotionless robot.
Some people may think that she has low emotional intelligence, but as her parents, Bian Jingxian and Yan Lie clearly know that their daughter can be explained by more than just low emotional intelligence.
But even though she knew that she had no malicious intent, Bian Jingxian's emotions that had been pent up for many years still exploded at that moment.
Prudence, worry, grievance, forbearance, suffering.
When people are emotionally out of control, it is inevitable that they will not be sincere.
Bian Jingxian yelled hysterically at Yan Xi on the phone, "You don't need me to care, do you?" Well, I tell you, if you live on the streets one day, don't come back to me! ”
But this heart-wrenching sentence was only exchanged for Yan Xi's cold sentence - "Don't worry, I won't." ”
Then, the phone hung up.
After that time, Bian Jingxian was very sad and sad, but after being sad and sad, she was more worried and caring for her daughter.
She was even reflecting on whether she had gone too far that day.
So there was a matter of Bian Jingxian asking Yan Xi to go home and give birth.
In the next call after a short time, she half-jokingly said awkwardly and arrogantly, "What I said that day is invalid, you can come back to me at any time, but don't think I'm a bully, let alone think that it's okay to make me angry, I'm also conditional." I won't ask too much for you, just one point, when you come back, you should hurry up and give me a granddaughter, maybe for the sake of my granddaughter's face, I will forgive you as soon as I am happy. My daughter can't count on me, I can always count on my granddaughter to make me happy, right? ”
In fact, Bian Jingxian said this just to ease the relationship between mother and daughter, and also to give herself a step down, not really asking Yan Xi to have a child if she decided to come back.
Could it be that she can still control them when she is a mother and has such a thing?
Even if Yan Xi comes back, if they disobey the yang and yin, they are not strong-hearted, can she still drive Yan Xi out?
Again, she only hopes that her daughter will be safe and suffer less.
The reason why she said this was nothing more than to express - I was in a bad mood that day and spoke heavily. Either way, I'm your mom, and you can come back whenever you want.
But Yan Xi only replied, "I won't have children." ”
At that time, Bian Jing wanted to roll her eyes gracefully, but she told herself - I gave birth to myself, and I endured it. I'm not angry, I have to live, I have to hold my granddaughter.
Since then, in order to stop conflicts between mother and daughter because of this kind of thing, Bian Jingxian has never mentioned meddling in Yan Xi's career again.
Including learning from Jin Yuya's mouth that Fu Zichen always tied up Yan Xi again and again to hype, which is also within the scope of Yan Xi's career, Bian Jingxian didn't dare to care anymore.
At that time, what she said to Jin Yuya, "resolutely don't care" and the like, was just angry words, if Yan Xi was really willing to let them interfere, how could they sit idly by?